Heart break

She didn't even noticed that he already unhooked her bra in one swift move, she doesn't want to admit it, but the gentle touch of his warm hands on her full breasts felt really good, making her felt hot.

She closed her eyes and enjoy what he was doing with her, her knees suddenly felt weakened when his warm, wet lips pressed some kisses on the side of her neck, making her moan in the sudden contact of his wet lips on her skin.

He felt as if he was loosing his control as time passes by, the quietness of night, the cold breeze and the dim moonlight was their only witness.

As if his lips was sending tiny current to her whole being, making her feel more alive. Her flushed face and the fast pounding sound of her heartbeat was enough proof that she was enjoying their sensual escapade.

He was starting to get more excited and trilled by her expressions, that makes him wanted to do more with her. Her skin was so smooth and soft, making him more wanted to caress her body even more.

He withdraw his hands and pulled himself away from her before he even forgot where they are, it was getting harder for him to control himself now. He was still a man with same fantasy, just like everyone else, but he doesn't want to do things he might regret.

She stood there just looking at him intently, he left her there hanging with her breath panting. She was so caught up in the moment that she didn't even realize what was happening between them.

She saw how his face flushed as she looks at him with ashamed expression.

She tidied her pajamas and her messy appearance. That was insanely intense, that she almost forgot what the hell they were doing together.

"I have to go home." She manage to say without looking at him, she felt really ashamed and it was obvious with her flushed face.

"I'll walk you home." He insisted with a smile on his face as if he was joking with her.

"Yeah sure." She replied with a light chuckle.

Their house was literally just nextdoor, they would just have to walk outside their gate and walk few steps to their gate. And that was so funny hearing him that he would walked her home.

They grew up together and their parents was also close friends with each other.

They usually sleep over with each other's home when they're still kids. And ever since she wanted Dean, she only had eyes for him.

How come he chooses to date Jenica and not her. It was like a nightmare and she wanted to wake up from this bad dream.

Her heart was aching so badly.

Shaun suddenly messed her hair once they were infront of the door of their house distracting her out of her train of thoughts. He loves doing that all the time.

She almost forgot that he really walked her home, reminding her that she wasn't just dreaming about Dean and Jenica's relationship now.

Shaun was oddly quiet standing beside her infront of their house without any expressions at all.

Maybe he was also thinking what she was thinking, she knew he was hurt as well.

"Got to go, see you around tomorrow." He said in his usual soothing voice before he turned around and leave her alone.

She went inside the house, and walks straight to her bedroom and closed the door.

This night sucks! She thought while covering her face with a pillow and cried, Jenica wasn't home yet, maybe she was still enjoying Dean's company and she envy her. She was always the lucky one, who always gets what she wants.

And now, even his favorite person take a fancy with her, she got everything even their parents favor and she couldn't stay away from her shadow.

She could hear Shaun's playing his electric guitar loudly in his own room, maybe he wanted to drown their voices nextdoor, they both look pathetic with their same pitiful state.

She wanted to text Shaun and asked him about them but she doesn't even have his mobile number and she didn't even bother to get it although they were in the same circle of friends.

They were usually like cat and dog they, don't go along with each other ever since, she can't even remember a time when they talked without even fighting, Shaun was always a bully and he loves making fun of her and making her mad.

He was not a bit like Dean, Dean was naturally matured and kind to her, he was always the jolly one, making her feel comfortable and makes her feel special that's why she likes him the most.

She went early in school with her eldest sister Jenica and saw the twins standing on the university campus, Dean waved his hand at them both with a sweet smile on his face while Shaun didn't bother to greet them, she just nods her head in response.

Her insecurities with her older sister was eating her alive now. Damn it. She thought.

She was obviously not in the mood to mingle with them right now.

Jenica went straight to them with her lovely smile while she continued walking towards the hallway to her first class.

Dean took Jenica's things and carries her bag in his shoulder, he was stunned to see Jenna ignored them like that but didn't bother at all, maybe she had her period that's why she's not in the mood to mingle with them. He thought.

Shaun just quietly followed them with a blank expression on his face, at the cafeteria to have breakfast before their classes starts.

She wanted to avoid seeing Dean the whole day but he eventually sat infront of her in the cafeteria on lunch break, and she knew she couldn't just avoid him forever.

He smiled at her as soon as he sat across her.

"Hey, how are you?" He curiously asked her.

"Just fine, how about you?" She replied with a smile on her face.

"I'm good, I thought you were ignoring me." He replied in a bit sad tone.

"Why would I ignored you." She replied making him felt relieved.

They were almost done eating when Jenica enters the cafeteria and walks straight to them, Dean tentatively left them to buy her lunch.

"Let's go home together sis, Dean and I would drop by in a cafe, do you wanna join us?" She said excitedly while looking at her and waiting for her response.

She felt hurt but she hides her reactions to herself.

"No thanks, Shaun and I were going to watch a movie tonight." She lied, but it was the best idea that comes to her mind to avoid her offer.

"Wow really? You've been close lately, that's cool, could we join you guys?" Jenica said excitedly making her dumbfounded, unknowing how to refused her sweet sister with a lovely smile on her face like that now.

Just when she was about to say something to refused Jenica, Shaun suddenly appears in her sister's back walking towards them.

She glared at him but it was too late he had already come over to them.

Oh good heavens, this is great. Her mind screamed in panic.

"Hi Nica! Hi Jen!" He greeted them both cheerfully.

"Hello Shaun!" Jenica happily greet him as well.

He sat beside her, he looked gorgeous as usual with his long black hair tied in a messy ponytail.

"I've been inviting Jenna to come with us to the cafe after class but she said you're going on a movie theater later." Jenica said in a slightly upset tone.

Shaun looked at her, unknowing how to react, he had no idea what they're talking about.

She held his hand under the table with a forced smile on her face as if asking for his help this time. He instantly get it that she doesn't want to come with them.

"Oh yeah right, we'll be watching movie later." He said trying to save her, he saw how a genuine smile curled from her kissable lips.

"Well then can Dean and I join you later?" Jenica replied making them both plastered.

"Why not?" Shaun said when he regain his composure. Then he threw a sweet smile on her, as if saying sorry that he did his best but failed to avoid them. She withdraw her hand off him.

Her eyes narrows when she forced a smile back at him, Dean came back with a tray of food in his hand. He put Jenica's lunch infront of her and gave Shaun the other, as if he was already expecting him to come.

Jenica opened the topic to Dean, about going to the movie theater after class, he was a bit surprised knowing that Shaun and her was spending time with each other lately.

He instantly agreed to come with them, making her heart broken again, she doesn't want to be with them both, that's the least thing she wanted.

To see them both sweet with each other, was killing her slowly.