6 Getting back to normal pt 2

Then it hit me im wrong my mother can stop me, luis, limits and noah. Id never hurt him, i could never hurt him i love him. I realized that i put all my faith into luis and now i was afraid of myself, luis noticed my attitude had changed he must have known what i was thinking because he soften up again. " Your not going to hurt anyone my first and most important job is to make sure you and others dont hurt or kill people. Its that boy isnt it? I know he is your boyfriend and you care about him, that might change over time, but please trust me ill stop you myself if it comes to that. It wont but just so you know i wont let it, not just because thats my job but i know what it feels like to hurt someone you care about very much." He looked down and away almost like he was going to die from just giving up, i could almost feel his pain. "Thank you, i trust that you wont let me do anything and will watch me closely. I wont tell noah i can only assume im not suposed to, has my mother had any issues while i was asleep?" I had to be open with him and follow what he says from now on. "No your mom has been very tired 8she came home yesterday and did the same thing, she slept in today and stayed in her room she called you once to see if you were up. Tonight if you want after your date ill take you out, theres a guy i know you can handle on your own. He caused some problems for pures, they called me yesterday and said on their way home from work he stopped them and harrassed them. Your going to be bait, dress for tonight both for noah and be ready for later." He was almsot excited and smiled. He got up and went to the window where he climbed out nodded towards me got in his car down the road and left. I couldnt believe it, im a secret guard to a secret society with in a society, how crazy could it get? I went down grabbed some food asked mom if i was still ok to go out tonight, she said there was no issues and if i needed a ride she would pick me up and drop me off. I told her no noah would drop me off before 11:30 and i would walk there its good for me. She seemed worried about the time but let me go with a warning that if i wasnt careful i wouldnt go out again.

6:45 came around and i was walking down the road when i seen a black sedan turn down the alley in front of me, i could actually see inside of the very dark tinted windows. I seen someone with the same colors and almost exact jacket as luis i got in the car, the guy inside was enthusiastic. "I'm Sam, ill be your driver tonight luis will join us at the movies. He told me about you, I'm now assigned to you like any other pure only I'm also a partner in a way in order to help you transition and finish any task. I see you naturally lean towards dark colors that will help take notice off of you." He shook my hand and gestured to my black jeans, grey t-shirt and black jacket. I grinned and realised i would be ok. "Thank you I'm glad someone will be taking care of me i was worried about being left wondering around like this by myself." He laughed like i said a joke. " Sorry i didn't mean to insult you but in the guard we are more of family and friends we don't leave anyone alone or left to struggle." he pulled out of the alley and drove towards the movies. I got there just in time, noah was almost there and sam was programming his number in my phone. Luis got in the back seat and greeted us, sam got stiff and more professional he seemed like a real guard and like he could rip through anyone outside the car. I realized how serious everything was, it didnt bother me as much as i thought it would almost like this was natural for me. He gave me a picture of the man i was supposed to kill and i realized that i would be committing a crime something i could never do. "This is your job now, we have a team ready to clean it up afterwards. Turns out he is a rapist and drug dealer along with a few other criminal ventures and records in other states. This is something new to you but its your nature, this is how we control the urges and how me maintain safety for ourselves and others." He said this in a kind voice but strong enough that i knew i had no choice.

I got out nodded my head and went up to the doors noah was there waiting looking happy as ever wearing a flannel and jeans. He made my world brighter with just that one smile, he paid for our tickets and got popcorn. "Im so glad we go tonight, you look amazing." Noah said with the biggest smile.

"Im glad to i cant believe we actually got here in time for seats." I had to hide the fear in my heart and hunger in my head. I smelled him and everyone else it was like being surrounded by food after not eating for 3 days. I felt my eyes start to change, it was like if you were taking off glasses, i never felt that feeling before till now and i had to stop it. I remembered how Sam said if i close my eyes long enough ill feel like my eyes are normal again, so i did i looked down for a second and closed my eyes till i felt a wave wash over them. My eyes were normal and noah was still happy, i seen luis buy a ticket 3 people behind us and sam was just 2 seats away. Noah was safe, i was safe, we were ok and the guys were there for me, nothing could go wrong. The movie ended and we were talking about our favorite parts and how cool it was till noah had to go, his mother asked if i needed a ride. I told her that my ride was around the corner waiting for me and we went separate ways, i went around the corner and started walking towards the location they told me to go. Sam went to give the girls who had complained a ride home as to not bump into any trouble tonight. It was almost 9:30 I was just about at the corner he told me about, i heard Luis whisper that i should be ready that the guy is watching me. I took it upon myself to slowly take off my jacket and hold it in my arms, i got to the corner and looked down to see my boots, i bent over to tighten them when i smelled the guy, he was coming at me. I stood up seen him and looked startled, he grinned and walked up to me like he knew me. Grabbing my shoulder he guided me around the corner, i could see why they complained and how he had a record. It made me mad and i was hungry to the point my eyes had changed again but i didnt care this time i didnt have to hide myself, i waited till it was far enough away from others just like he was.I heard luis and so did my objective, before he could see who had said the words that would be his death i had done what i was told. Luis said "Take him. Dont hold back." I did that very thing, by grabbing his arm and twisting his head up and out of the way i jumped at him and sank my teeth into his flesh feeling the satisfaction and pleasure of the way it made my teeth and body feel. It was refreshing and a thrill, i had made my first kill before i even processed what i was doing. I stood almost repulsed by what just happened all with in a weekend i became a guard had a date and my first kill and assignment, "what have i done?"