2 letter
Not edited so please bear with me
"A heart is a sign of love then why does it hurt so much.
Then why do I feel so much pain sorrow depression and agony.
Why am I so hated. By everyone. A mummy and a papa were supposed to love their child.
Then why am I getting beat every day. Then why is my papa touching the way he's should his wife.
Huh?
Then why do I want to sleep in eternal darkness. Why do I feel so unloved. But you give me hope that one day I'll get out of this dark void I'll call my life.
You give me the strength I need to carry on and not want to disappear knowing that you are out there.
You the reason I know what is love.
What the feeling love is you are the reason I am able to love even though you're not here or you may not want me nope or you may not know me.
But just know I love you so much.
love me to you mate
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Whenever I was done writing my letters I will read them again and cry out loud.
"There's a chance that you never to be able to read them"
"There's a chance that I'll never be loved"
"Why!"
"why!!"
"why me?"
I screamed out I looked around my wooden box like a cage call my home.
The ripped sheet I used to sleep under two shards of a mirror I used to look at myself correction used to look at my ugly reflection.
And rags I call my clothes I lift one of the floorboards that I used to hide my letters and put the new one in fast because I have a bad feeling about today or tonight I haven't been out of this cage in a few weeks.
And I haven't been anywhere my whole life 14 years to be exact.
Anyway I take one of them are shards and put it in my sock.
This all started whenever I was one
Flashback
My mom threw me to one of the maids
" keep that thing I'm going out"
she screamed but that's not the worst part that scares me the worst part is that I can remember the memories vividly th-
Flashback ends
The door to the box cage gets swings open hitting the side of the cage interrupting the scary memories and making me jump.
"Come here slut" The voice call for me but I don't move I think my heart stopped beating as well I don't move an inch I don't even breathe that's how scared I am right now
They only take out to beat me or touch me when I lead to things I did not want to do.
And when their friends and visitors from another packs its ten times worse and the Alpha don't care he even doing through once in a blue moon to do at to
"I said come here slut"
Oh no!! Had I been to loud
stupid!
Stupid!!
Stupid!!!
STUPID!!!!
I said have those words on repeat as I hit myself in the head for being dumb
the voice commands and that's when I realize that it was in the alpha you can't disobey and alpha command unless your higher power like the alpha king or queen or elemental who are the creators chosen one or a blue star so I start crawling towards the door but don't get a chance because he reaches in and yank me out buy my hair
"OWW PWEAS LET GOW"
I scream loud enough for the moon goddess brother himself to hear it. My voice sounded like a 4 year old and not a 14 year old
But instead of letting go he pulled harder and growled so dangerously low.
I made a big No-No when doing that because in response
"you should have come the first time I call I do not like to repeat myself bitch"
"Oh and yell at me again and I'll rip your hair out string by string try me"
He roars "yes sir" I cry silently to myself as he dragged me to God's knows where
"yes sir what" he growled "yes sir alpa"
why does he want me the Alpha never wants me unless he have another alpha that needs to be pleased
or some more of his friend's or some more guess that he wants me to play with or use me as a doll
So of course I was scared to death of what's to next
Dear moon goddess why
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Love you all
Mwah mwah 😘😘💋💋
Xo baby muffin xo
Hold on
Almost there
We're close
Done you may leave mwha mwha ha ha
