3 bad Apple

Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but I hate in the carousel of agony.

Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't break free

I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am who i was

Uncertainly enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and maybe it's a dream and

Maybe nothing else is real

But It wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain of the misery and I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say you can tell me where to go but but I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know

if I make another move they'll be no more turning back because everything will change and it will fade to black

will tomorrow ever come will I make it through the night will there ever be a place for the broken in the light

am I hurting am I sad should I stay or should I go I've forgotten how to tell did I ever even know

can I take another step I've done everything I can all the people that I see I will never understand

if I find a way to change if I step into the light then I'll never be the same and it will all fade to White

if I make another move if I take another step and it all will fall apart and there'd did nothing of me left if I'm crying in the wind if I'm crying in the night will there ever be a way will my heart return to White

can you tell me who you are can you tell me where I am I forgotten how to see a forgotten if I can

if I open up my eyes there'd be no more going back cuz I'd throw it all away and it all will fade to Black