17 chapter 17

Denis was totally forgotten at that moment the only thing I could think of was the beautiful moment with kuria, I didn't want it to end but I realize myself,i quickly loosened myself form his grip.

What just happened me, this were the thought running through my mind as I stepped back from kuria who tried to apologize as he tried to hold me again I slapped him with I regretted quickly, he held his cheek in shock, he tried to apologise again despite the slap, I stormed out to my car he was after me begging me and kept on saying he was so sorry.

I stepped on the car a zoomed off, I watched him from my side he was standing at the same spot holding his head with his two hands.

I got home as quickly as possible and Denis wasn't back, I was feeling angry and guilty it wasn't kuria's fault but me, I just needed someone to pass the blame to, I really wanted it before I ran into his restroom to see if the feeling will go away, I slapped him because of guilt, I felt guilty for having feelings for another man which led to a kiss I have so much expected, the truth was bitter in my mind but right there in my room I felt I have cheated on Denis for allowing a kiss with kuria, how can I even face Denis I may confess my sins to him because I felt so bad I tried to call him I really needed him home, I was sounding so uneasy as he picked and asked if everything was okay, I told him everything wasn't fine that I needed to tell him something, he said he was on his way already before I even called.

I was pacing in the house, I needed to confess to Denis, I will tell him how I kissed kuria, it was not unfair to treat him this way, he has never cheated on me and he will never do that to me, why should I do this to him, kissing and allowing my feelings for kuria was enough cheating and I plan telling it all to him, I will confess and beg him to forgive me.