Wrongs

Did I do something wrong? Is that why he was acting like that? Why was he acting like someone who was different than who I used to know? He was acting like what I heard the first time.

A hint of cocky and sarcasm, a lot of contrast from the one I had known over the past few days.

It was something I couldn't help to think about. I haven't seen all day, and it was getting serious. Did something happened that day that's why he was acting like that? I couldn't help to let out a huff as I slump more into the table hugging myself.

Did I somehow scare him too much? Did he saw something inside me that he didn't like? Is that why he wanted to go home? I didn't know I was a nuisance, I was thinking hard because I didn't do anything very controversial last Friday.

Or is it because I'm just plain old Anaya Moore? Am I not appealing enough?

At times like this, I wish I did have healthy eyes, I might have embarrassed him with my looks, and it made him embarrassed is that why he left?

Or is it -

"Anaya?" I lift my head up as I try to hear the person who had called me. I was not in the mood for arguing, so I waited until the person speaks up.

"It's Izzy," The person had said, Izzy one of those people who I know but not close enough to be called as friends, an acquaintance is what I can describe. But I'm cool with her, she's not the bully kind of type, but she's not the kind who meddle other people's business.

"Uh… what can I help you with?" I softly said as I lifted my head up, I look at somewhere hoping that I can get the right direction.

"I was wondering if you have the home worked for last Friday's assignment, I had club meeting, so I was hoping you've lent me yours?" Of course, that's the only thing they ask for. I sigh and nod my head.

'Uh…. Sure I think I have them in my bag, wait let me get them for you," I forcedly smile my way to search for my back before I scrambled my bag and pulled out a book.

"Can you tell me if the book has a flower sticker in it?" I waited for a moment as I give the booklet.

"Yup! With a white flower on it isn't it?" I nod and smile, "Great mind if I take it for a moment I promise I'll give it back!"

I nod my head as I softly put my head down.

"Hey are you alright you look kind of pale?" Izzy asked and I shook my head.

"I am? I must be thinking a lot about something…" I mumur and I heard a hum.

"You know if you want an ear to listen I'll be gladly –" I had cut her off and smile. See this is the problem, I would love to enjoy a lot of friends and I was a bit jelaous hearing girls talk about their day but I can't do that. I was afraid id I did they'll twist words and I'll be alaughing stock by people.

I'm not looking forward to be bullied.

"Hm… I rather not."

"Oh…" Oh who am I kidding, how am I going to find friends if I keep pushing people away. When am I going to be more than just me? I should try to be confidence, not the best idea but I need answers.

"Wait… what would you do if someone you know randomly calls you stupid for no reason with an angry tone?"

"Odd question, but how close are we talking here?"

"Uhm, we went to the café to talk?"

"Like a date?"

"uhm…"

"Boy or girl?"

"A guy?"

"Well that depends. All of my guys friends like to joke around and it's so usuall to be called like that if you're friends, best friends. But if you know each other and just meet like once or twice maybe he was angry about something…."

"See…" I begin to slouch again. I was right he must be mad about something I had done, But what?

"Is there anything I can help you with?" I shake my head a no.

"No… but can you please tell me if Liz and Yura are here?"

"Yeah, sure…" I head Izzy said, "But I don't think there are coming today." My eyebrows furrow at that, what why aren't they coming today?"

"Oh… didn't you know? Two of the members of the soccer had Liz and Yura out? It's buzzing in school today." What? When did that happened and why didn't they bother on telling me about the news?

"What? When did it happened why didn't they tell me?" I asked Izzy but I hear her sigh.

"I don't know… but they really made a scene this morning, I'm surprise you didn't know?" she said. Of course, out of all the days I'm never late they had picked today.

I was to busy sulking over what happened this morning I didn't even know what was happening around me, he really did have a effect on me.

I nod my head, "Yeah… I was late today, didn't think they've pick the right time to ask my friends out." It was a shock for me, since I didn't think Liz and Yura had interacted with those boys. Always gushing how 'hot' they were was not exactly appealing for me, so I had no interest.

I didn't think it was that serious. No wonder I haven't seen them all day, they were busy with their new boyfriends.

"Yeah… and oh… speak of the devils."

"NANA!!" I feel like my head was ready to explode, I hear a small 'see you later' from what I think was Izzy bidding goodbye before I was tackle by a sudden hug and I stabilize myself from falling off the chair

"Yura… you finally grace your presence today. You bring good news I see." I tease her and she squels hugging me tighter.

"You won't believe what happened."

"Tell me about it."