“ sometimes its better if you left “

The alcohol that I have consumed set fire in me . I decide to face him and tell him everything . that's when I saw him locking lips with Gina how much I hate that girl I know its wrong but I cant control my emotion when Its about him.is this jealousy?. I don't know what came up to me but I pushed them away from each other . Gina face was flushed with anger . well Joey's face was full of confusion and some unknown emotion maybe anger too

shit what did I do? .

"What the hell were you thinking" Gina yells that's when I blinked I didn't know what to say to her . like I love my best friend whom I have known from diapers hell know he won't talk to me because he doesn't love me.

"Babe I am going to talk to her" . babe his babe I roll my eyes at that.

he said taking my hands and leading me out of his house.

"What's wrong with you mia?

''I don't know why did you kiss her'' shit what bitch what did I say shit

His eye brows were raised and looking at me with confusion

I continued " she is the main slut you know" shit baby alcohols are doing their job on me

''Mia stop saying this kind of words''

''Why does it hurt you that she have slept with the whole foot ball club'' I reply shouting at him

"Mia stop it or"

"Or what ah joey what'' I yell at him but I know he is gonna lose it

''Why are you acting like this '' he shouted ,oh anyways he lost it

''Like a bitch you wanted to say that at least''

''Shut the hell up''

''Why would I why shut up ah joey''

''Because its none of your business who do you think you are my family ah my mom sister or my day you are someone just to spend time with because nobody wants you.'' what joey said those words to me

That's when I had it enough I slapped him across his face

''You know what fuck you Joshua kiden brienwill I hate you ''

This is over I walk with out saying another thing .over was there something between us to be over oh my Lord I am so dumb why would I say that who cares fuck him I can hear him saying my name but I run from him from every one from this cruel world.

"your dad left you because you are nothing nothing nothing"

" because your nothing " " just somebody to send time with"

" its better if you were dead than your father"

" I don't want you here go die "

" die Die "

DIE YOU ARE NOTHING NOTHING BITCH NOTHING DIE DIE

There was light coming and it was coming to me to kill me to make everyone's wish true. I didn't move because I want it.

" better if you die die" I am dying . the car made my body fly . I am dying a tear fell down the last tear.