2 Black Jack’s thoughts

I have been living for 2300 years and it seem that I've been mistaken to be a serial killer , though my main objective is to purge all the evil in the world as you can say that my 'victims' may not be hardened criminals. But never the less they have committed unspeakable sins. And whenever I have to kill them I would always speak a poem that my mother wrote to her mother :

"Mother , Father , Sister , Brother ,

I am sorry , for I am a sinner ,

For I am not a Winner ,

Ye , who have borne my sins

Collect all that is within ,

Slipshod as it may be ,

That is what you need to win "

This has carried me throughout my adulthood as I have not aged a single bit after I have turned 18. But everyone else has grown , at the beginning I was calm and thought it was just my growth that was stunned as there were other such cases , but after I got married , I quickly realized that this was not the case that I was expecting . After getting married my appearance has changed at a very slow pace that not even I noticed it. It was only when my wife died that I noticed that my hair had turned black from its previously glamours golden sun Color. And my previously blue eyes have turned black like blind eyes.

This changes were also only seen in me at her funeral and and it was then that the villagers that didn't know said: " Young man I know your lose was very big , but don't be dismayed. There are plenty of people that will fill your life so don't keep your hair dyed black like that." It was then that reality has struck me ' have I changed in either my appearance or how I have lived my life ' , ' have I dyed my hair black?' , ' why have I not changed even though I have lived with my wife for 62 years ?'.

As I thought this through , I suddenly heared a voice booming into my ears as it said with devilish temptation in it voice : " Would you like to know why you seem to never age ? , or would you like to know why your child was killed before he ever got a chance to be borne ? Or maybe you want the answer to why everyone around you has died ? " , it seems giggles escaped through his lips while teasing this youthful looking man. Jack hearing this said to the mystical voice : "and why should I believe you?". Laughing resumes in the air, it was the man who is laughing that seems most insane.

While that was going on it seemed to the villages , that the man has gone insane, as he was talking to no one and no one was talking to him , yet he seem to be laughing rather hysterically. And while no one noticed there was a flash through his soulless eyes , his eyes flashed so devilishly that he looked like a devilish mesmerizing puppet that looked like it would grab everybody's souls from their bodies and whisk it away.

This was when he started his killing spree, at first he felt extremely guilty and would cut his own wrists but after doing it for several years he has gotten used to it and would pray for every soul to be purified , because he has found his calling and that was to be a Grim Reaper that took souls from their bodies . As these souls have committed heinous crimes to continue living in the mortal world ; they would deprive everybody else of their happiness does he had to do something. This was the only way to redeem his place back in to Heaven's Gate and see his dearly beloved wife , child and family , as well as friends that have given their all so that he may live after committing the first murder and getting caught for if.