31 Is this love?

*Disclaimer: Ang chapter na ito ay nakaka-WET! [R-18]*

OUR LIPS TOUCHED and once again I felt the familiar sensation running in every corner of my body. The last time this happened was when Vlad gave me a peck without my permission. And that quick touch of his lips has left a burning mark on my skin. At ngayong nalalasahan ko na ito nang mas matagal pakiramdam ko sinusunog na ako sa apoy nang buhay. Scorching into the flame of sinful desires.

The slow movement of his lips became needier as Vlad engulfed my lips like a drowning man needing his oxygen. Na para bang nakasalalay sa mga labi ko ang buhay niya. Napasabunot ang mga daliri ko sa buhok ni Vlad. I opened my mouth to catch some air but Vlad used that as a chance for his tongue to quickly thrust my mouth. He twirled it, exploring every corner of my inside like he was trying to find a treasure. Natutuliro ako sa galing ng labi at dila niya. Ang sarap humalik ni Vlad. Nakakahibang.

Lumabas ang pag-ungol sa bibig ko. But that only made him more aggressive and Vlad pressed his rock-hard body on me. His hands freely explored my legs, my stomach, until they found the perfect spot on my ass. He firmly squeezed the soft muscles making me whimper harder. I sunk my nails on his muscled back when his hard shaft found its place between my thighs. Ohh, Vladimir Youngblood you're driving me crazy as hell.

"Erin I want you. I bloody want you," he kept on murmuring between our kisses. Gusto ko sanang isipin na ang ibig sabihin niya ay gusto niya ang dugo ko. Pero bakit parang iba ang sinasabi ng katawan niya?

Hindi na ako nakapag-isip nang tuwid nang maramdaman ko ang pagpasok ng kamay ni Vlad sa loob ng blouse ko. He swiftly unhooked my bra. His big hands cupped my sore breast and massaged them in a circular motion while his thumbs kept on drawing circles on both of my nip/ples making them erected. Mas lalong nag-init ang pakiramdam ko. Bumitaw siya sa halik namin at gusto kong magreklamo. Pero naging isang pag-ungol ang dapat na pagtutol nang maramdaman ko ang mga halik niya pababa sa aking leeg.

Nagulat na lang ako nang dumilat ako, Vlad is already half-naked and my blouse was also gone. Now, we're skin to skin and his lips proceeds to mark every part of me including my needy inner goddess. Vlad sucked my left nip/ple. He's so thirsty to taste all of me.

"Shit... Vlad..." I hissed.

Vlad's left hand didn't stop playing with my other nip/ple while his right hand unbuttons my pants. Pumasok sa loob ng panty ko ang kamay niya. He's a child having fun playing my wetness in a circular motion. Vlad put more pressure and speed. My soul is now leaving my body. Pakiramdam ko tinapon sa kabilang planeta ang katinuan ko. He took off my pants leaving me wearing nothing but my strawberry printed panty.

Saglit natulala si Vlad sa kahubaran ko. And my cheeks burned under his intense gazes. Ito ang unang beses na ipinakita ko ang hubad kong katawan sa isang lalaki. I feel the fire crawled all over me.

"You're so beautiful, Erinna," he said with eyes full of desires.

Nakagat ko ang sariling labi. Vlad cursed under his breath and lowered his face again. His lips granted butterfly kisses on my abdomen. Pinaglaruan ng dila niya ang pusod ko while his fingers were engrossed playing my sensitive bud. Napakapit ako sa sofa, pakiramdam ko sinasaniban ako ng engkanto. I fight the urged to cry. Pero masyadong salbahe ang bampirang ito. His next move almost made me jumped out of the sofa.

I cried his name, my eyes rolled back as his warm tongue kissed the center of my womanhood. My hands clutched his hair, as hard as the sensations he's giving me. "Vladimir... Ohhh... Shit!"

I cried and cried, and cried. I'm not sure kung naririnig na ng mga kapitbahay ang iyak ko pero hindi ko mapigilan. Hindi ko kayang pigilan. Dahil `pag hindi ko ito nilabas baka tuluyan na akong mabaliw.

Vlad's long fingers kept on invading my cave, faster, harder, while his tongue was occupied writing the whole alphabet on my c/lit. He growled, savoring my juices. Namimilipit na'ng mga paa ko sa paglalarong ginagawa ni Vlad sa pagkababae ko. And when the sweet sensation of orgasm finally burst inside of me, I cried the words on top of my lungs.

"Allelujah, praise the Lord, may himala! Aaaaaaahhhhh!"

Hingal na hingal ako pagkatapos. Nasapo ko ang noo. Pawis na pawis ako. Pagdilat ko nawala sa harap ko si Vlad. Pero bumalik din siya agad with a piece of white towel. He then wrapped the towel to cover my naked body. Umupo siya sa tabi ko while looking intently at my blushing face. He smiled at me. Ang gwapo niya. Nag-init ang buong puso ko sa kakaibang ligaya.

Oh, Lord ito na ata talaga `yon.

In-love na ata talaga ako sa kanya.

Nahinto ang pagtibok ng puso ko. Paano kung hindi kami parehas ni Vlad ng nararamdaman? Paano kung iba para sa kanya ang ibig sabihin ng mga ginagawa namin? We signed a freaking blood contract. At nakasaad lang doon that he owns my body as long as he wants me to be his donator. And in exchange, I can have anything I want. I just need to ask him.

Ang tanging gusto ko lang noon ay ang mapasaakin si Jonathan kaya ako pumayag sa kontrata. Pero nagbago ang lahat at gusto ko na lang siyang makalimutan. And Vlad helped me to forget him. But now, kung hihilingin ko bang mahalin ako ni Vlad. Ibibigay niya kaya? Paano kung hindi? Paano kung hindi naman niya talaga ako gusto kundi libog at pagka-uhaw sa dugo ko lang ang talagang nararamdaman niya para sa akin?

What if he only see me as his blood donator?

Suddenly, tila naputulan ako ng dila. For the first time simula nang lumitaw si Vlad sa buhay ko, ngayon lang ako natakot na sabihin sa kanya ang mga bagay na naiisip ko. This feeling I have for him is too overwhelming and I'm scared this is much deeper than the feelings I had for Jonathan before.

God, I'm going crazy. Natatakot akong masaktan ulit. Natatakot akong magkamali ulit. Pinangako ko na mamahalin ko ang sarili ko pero bakit ganito? Bakit nagmamahal na naman ulit ako?

Bigla na lang namasa ang mga mata ko nang hindi ko namamalayan. Thinking na isang araw magsasawa na sa akin si Vlad at maghananap na siya ng ibang blood donator. Fuck, it kills me.

"Hey... wha—what did I do wrong?" Nataranta si Vlad nang bigla na lang akong ngumawa na parang bata.

"Uwaaaaah! Uwaaaaah!"

"Erin... sweetie, talk to me please." Tila hindi niya alam ang gagawin. Minura niya ang sarili nang ilang ulit. Nasabunutan niya pa ang sariling buhok. "Geez, I'm so sorry Erin. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done that to you. I'm so sorry."

Natahimik ako bigla sa sinabi niya. He looked so desperate. Iniisip niya ba na kaya ako umiiyak ay dahil sa ginawa namin? Looking at Vlad in his frustrated reaction somehow makes me feel that he really cares for me. And so my mouth suddenly burst into a crazy laugh.

Napanganga si Vlad sa `kin. "Really? Damn, you naughty girl! You're making me insane," medyo pikon niyang saad.

Pinigilan ko ang pagtawa. Oh boy, nababaliw na nga ata talaga ako. Nakasisira pala ng bait ang mahalin ang isang tulad niya. "Sorry na. Nababaliw lang ako," sabi ko habang humahagikgik pa rin.

Napailing-iling si Vlad. Hindi na rin niya napigilan ang pag-ngiti. Lumapit siya sa akin at hinawi ang hibla ng nagkalat na buhok sa mukha ko. His green eyes stared at me in a different way. I wonder what is the meaning of those looks in his eyes. But then again... naduwag na naman akong magtanong.

"Are you really okay? Bakit ka ba umiyak? Tapos bigla ka na lang tumawa? Tell me if I did something wrong, sweetie, nag-aalala ako pag-umiiyak ka," napakamalumany ng boses niya. Lalong lumalambot ang puso ko.

Pakshet. Kapag ganito siya sa `kin lalo akong nahuhulog sa kanya. Please Vlad, `wag kang ganyan. Ayoko ng masaktan ulit.

Umiling ako at yumuko. "Wala... masaya lang ako."

Nagbuntong hininga si Vlad. He lifted my chin then his face softened. "Am I the one making you happy?"

Nakagat ko ang labi at hindi ko magawang tignan siya sa mga mata. Pero nagawa kong tumungo to confirmed his question. To my surprise, Vlad embraced me tightly. The warm feeling of his naked chest made me at ease. It feels like home. A sanctuary I wanted to stay in forever.

"I only want nothing but your happiness, Erin."

And right there. I fell asleep with a big smile on my face. Basta nandito lang si Vlad sa tabi ko, masaya na ako.