14 Not done yet,

I looked at him with utter disbelief but only groaned getting a hard slap in between my legs. My heart literally fell into my stomach when he came at top of me. It was the moment something whispered in my thoughts to tell me he was not so innocent. Something tells me I was gotten into something beyond my comprehension.

I held his shoulders tighter feeling his tongue swirling on my nipple. I gasped when letting his all weight on me he came up to suck my mouth. My body squirmed feeling his hands on my thighs and his burning skin against my body. I could literally feel his heat burning my skin too. He smells the same from the day I first lay my eyes on him. I groaned in this utter frustration but it came out as a loud moan in his mouth.

"Slut!" He cursed pulling away and had his hands rubbing my body up and down while his mouth got buried in my neck. His hair was a little wet. "Ahhh…" I bit my lip and had my whole body tense when his fingers grazed my most intimate part. In one single day, I was having all my firsts with the person who didn't seem to care at all.

My body was all stiff the moment he took his hand to the part that was never there before. I felt him rubbing me and tried to close my legs in an instinct to only have him stuck between my knees. "Matt…I…" I held his arm when he took his whole finger in me. "…Please….ouch," I winced and tried to get up when he held me down with his mouth coming down on my nipple. I was strangled but arched feeling his whole mouth taking my tit. My nipples became hard getting his attention and I felt a tingling sensation passing my whole body before it ended in my core that was now getting all slippery with his finger inside. I don't know if he was aware or not but I was so scared. He came up to my ear. "Such a whore…all wet for the dick huh?" I groaned feeling his finger getting more in.

My throat was dry to the point it hurt to even utter the single word. I felt his finger moving with sloppy urgent moves. I don't know what he was trying to achieve hitting my insides with his finger but then I felt his whole palm in between my legs. I gasped feeling his hand cupping my most intimate part. He held me so hard and bit my nipple.

"Ahhh…ahhh…ahhh….Matt…" I pushed his shoulders hard but was so fixated on his hands and mouth exploring with such urgency. The rhythm of his tongue and fingers both were erratic. I sighed when he let go of my nipple and straightened between my legs. His both hands came to rest on my waist and my female instincts told me it was the moment. I felt my right hand getting to catch his wrist on its own as if my body was trying to communicate something. For one, I knew I wanted him to be gentle. I stared at his face before looking down at his thing that was standing upward even more. For the millionth part of a second, I wonder how it would get in.

But then knowing his lack of interest in what I am thinking I simply looked away while my body was heaving badly. My whole life I thought I was keeping a gift for my future husband. But I was here, giving it to someone who doesn't even care. But I was giving it to someone my faith says I should be giving at least.

Closing my eyes I fisted the sheets when I felt his thing slapping the lips of my vagina. With my very raspy breaths, I lay on my back. I bit my lip hard in frustration but groaned when he came at me putting his weight on his hands over my waist. Feeling his gaze at me I turn to look at him. My belly was crushed with his hands pinning me in place. "Ahh.." I curled my feet feeling him making the entrance but groaned when he jerked. Getting my weight on my elbows I got up to see him still all out. My breathing was all ragged but for a second we both looked at each other before his eyes were only focused on my crotch.

"Ah!!!!!!" I writhe slapping his chest when he jerked harder this time. I felt a tear and knew there was no place for him to fit in but only whimpered louder when I find him continue jerking with the same strength.

"Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I scratched his chest feeling a sheer amount of pain while a tear fell on my right cheek. The place he was hitting loosened and he slipped in me further.

"Fuck!" He growled before coming on top of me pinning me with his loins. I shivered and dug my nails in his back this time. He refused to stop while I shut my eyes letting some tears drop on my cheeks. His hold over my waist only got stronger to the point I was going numb. I gasped when I felt him pushing in even more while his hot breaths over my neck were making me lose my existence. It was as if I lost a part of me here to this man forever to come. I straightened my left leg to only get it entangled with his foot.

I felt he came to a stop and opened my eyes to turn and only got my mouth grazed with his nose. His mouth was gritted and his eyes were closed with satisfaction. I could feel his balls touching my skin. My insides twitched around his length making me burn and I felt him grew even more inside me.

"Matteo!!!" I called him so loud when he started moving with each push so hard. He was going relentlessly and I felt his body coming to crash over me each time harder than the last time. He was only taking a little of him out before getting at me stronger. I felt my breasts pressed under his chest when he came out with a plop. A very frustrated groan followed from his side. He seemed possessed with something and I wonder if a man under lust looked like this. His hands left my waist.

I sighed and take in how my insides were stinging but got tense when he came to grab the inside of my thighs instead. He straightened between my legs and I looked at his face but his eyes were focused on his hand that came to run over my belly.

"Fuck! This one is so tight," I find him sitting upon his knees and that made me stare at his length that was standing up. He grabs on my thighs and held my body up before moving to rub himself over me. I stared at his act with a very tense body. I now knew what it felt having a man inside and it was…suffocating. I wonder if I was ready for it because he seemed impatient to get in. The size of its head was quite big and round. It felt burning, strong and had the ability to ignite. I don't know why I couldn't look away from the knob rubbing against the length of my slit. Maybe it wasn't every day where I find myself with a man sitting between my open legs and doing as he wishes. The moment I find him looking at me I blinked away. He didn't say anything but I could find his stare at me from the corner of my vision. He held two huge pillows and got them under my lower back.

To say, it was an embarrassing position was the least but I didn't have to think about it a lot because the next I found his hands bending my legs over me and him entering me again but this time with only one thrust. "Please!!!" I shrieked but only find him moving back and forth. My lower lip quivered while I felt his very hot and strong rod ramming me with new vigour. My hands were pulling the sheets. I took a loud hiccup that felt stuck somewhere and I could only wait for him to stop. I groaned feeling him hitting some point and could only feel my feet curling now in the air.

A strange kind of tension enveloped me that wanted the relief. I was lost in something for a few seconds before I felt my body convulsing uncontrollably. Only when I found my hole pulling him in to squeeze I came back to reality. I hear him groan before I felt him coming to be slow. Soon, I felt a strange kind of heat. My cheeks were heated realizing he was emptying himself in me. The way his balls were rammed against my body I knew it was leaving the impression for life. I felt so full inside. His hold on my thighs only got stronger while his movements again piqued up. This time I felt ourselves leaking our fluids. I couldn't help but get off again.

He parted my legs and saw my whole body convulsing. Though he wore a very solemn expression on his face I knew he was enjoying looking at my uncontrolled body sucking him in. For me, the moment was quite embarrassing. I closed my eyes to only feel every pore of my body awakening and I was in charge of nothing. And, only bit my lower lip feeling him emptying in my very sore insides now. I could feel my lower belly region heating up. I could feel his fluid making ways in me while his groans and my ragged breathing was making all the surrounding very thick to breathe. I felt his hands travelling up to now grab my calves while he keeps on jerking in me for eternity.

"Fuck!" He growled louder before coming to a stop and now I felt him shooting a lot of him inside. He let go of my legs that fell on each side of him without any soul. They were so weak that I couldn't feel my lower half. He took him out of me and knowing he is finished I tried to move out of this very embarrassing position but felt so sore down there.

I groaned turning to my left with my weight on my left elbow. My hair was still styled in the side braid but I knew it was a mess now. I was trying to get my breathing to normal when I felt his large hand coming to rest on my belly and this gesture was enough to tell me he wasn't done yet.