4 High

" I got so high that i saw jesus "

REWRITTEN

Estella's POV:

"The girl is pretty, isn't she? " Den said in an excited whisper as we stood up and walked out of the cafeteria. I ran a hand over my face in annoyance, "Not my type, I'll see you later in History," I said, rolling my eyes.

time skip ...

It was 5 minutes before my last class finished, i started to pack already all of my stuff, didn't even care what the teacher said to me. As soon as I heard the bell, I got up and almost ran out of school because I couldn't wait any longer to enjoy my favourite time of the day, free time. It just means that I want to take a nap, this is all I do in my free time, well most of the time at least. I opened the door, to leave the school, seeing Billie out of the corner my eyes, standing in front of the school. I thought about giving her a ride home but quickly ignored my thoughts. I walked over to the parking lot to my car. I was about to unlock it, as I felt a tap on my shoulder.

" yo Stella " I heard a familiar voice say. I turned around and saw Billie standing in front of me with a big grin on her face.

I studied her face, her dimples that come out when she smiles, the way her eyes shine in the sun I could melt into it.

" Dude what the fuck, you scared the shit out of me. " I breathed heavily and held my hand over my heart. She was still looking at me with a big grin on her face, but looked guilty as she realised she had almost given me a fucking heart attack.

 " Shit, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to ask, are you coming too? " she asked quietly as her left eyebrow twitched and her head jerked to the side.

"I'll be there. you well? " I look at her confused. What was that ? " uh yeah, I gotta go my brother is waiting. bye," she said in a rush and ran back to school.

" That bitch is crazy " I muttered, shaking my head, but I'm not going to lie, like Den said, she's really pretty. I slid into the driver's seat, closed the door, fastened my seatbelt, pulled out of the car park and made my way to my appointment.

time skip ...

"I'm home," I shouted as I closed the door behind me. I threw my bag into the corner of the hallway and tossed my keys into the bowl on the counter. After half lying down on the floor to take off my shoes because I was so exhausted, I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge when I heard Mason calling from the living room. 

"How was it?" I took a deep breath and closed the fridge door before walking over to the living room. "Like every time," I sighed and plopped down on the couch next to him.

He turned to me, looked at me with concern, laying his hand on my thigh " I know it isn't easy for you but you know it will help you"

I huff in frustration " It doesn't help me Mason, I don't wanna go anymore" 

He sighs "I don't care if you want or not. Did you eat something today? "

I gave him a look "No, I wasn't hungry " I replied annoyed "I will take a nap, Mat and Den will pick me up later. don't wait for me. " I grabbed my water bottle, stood up and walked out of the living room

" before you go out, eat something please," he shouts out of the living room.

"Fine," I shouted back and walked up the stairs to my bedroom. I closed the door behind me, went over to my desk, threw my phone onto my desk and sat down on my bed.

 I'm so fucked up and in so much pain, my mind won't shut the fuck up. Maybe Den told the truth, maybe I need someone who loves me the way I am, who makes me feel better, and I can make them happy.

Sighing, I let myself fall back into my bed and looked up at the ceiling. Today has been a crazy day, I mean who is this girl? I can't stop thinking about her, her eyes, her smile, everything about her. I jumped up as my phone lit up on my desk. I got up and went to my desk to get my phone. I unlocked my phone and opened the notification.

wherearetheavocados is following you

wherearetheavocados send you a message.

I clicked on the notification and Billie's profile popped up on my phone. This girl has a lot of followers, like she's famous or some shit. I scrolled through her many photos and realised that not only is she pretty, she's hot too. I followed her back and opened my messages to read hers.

wherearetheavocados : hey pretty, hope you came home safe :)

read: 6:20 pm

Why does she care? It's not like we are friends or some shit. I decided not to answer, I mean why should I? I closed the app, locked my phone and put it back on the side of my bed. I lay down and get under the covers, at least I can sleep for an hour.

Billie's POV :

I looked through my closet for an outfit to wear as my phone lights up with a call.

Isaac :

 answer decline

" hey bro "

"Hey Bil, wya? "

"I'm home, why what's up? " I ask then clearing my throat

" wanna come to mine with drew? movie night? "

"Nah bro, I'm already invited to a party. you can come? " I ask, hopefully, that he say yes

"Maybe later, have fun. bye " he said in disappointment

" uhm bye " I looked down at my phone confused as he hung up

I opened Instagram and saw that Stella had followed me back but no reply to my message, in fact she left me on "read". At this point I just don't understand her, you don't have to be friends with me, but leaving someone on read is just rude.

I walked over to my closet and turned over to my door as I heard a knock

"Yeah? "

" can I come in? " I hear finneas

" come in, but i don't have time for chit chat " I turned back to my closet and grabbed my Gucci pants, white shirt, a black jacket and a red scarf.

He opened the door, went over to my desk and sat down on the chair, " are you okay ? You look stressed " he looked up at me

" no, but I don't wanna talk about it." I walked over to my bed and sat down.

"Billie you know I'm here for you, what is it? "

I stared down at my lap " You know I met a lot of nice people but there is the girl that has a very rude attitude all the time, I feel like she hates me for some reason. " he stood up and sat down next to me "Billie, you should give it time, you have known her for one day. Maybe she will open up and you two will become good friends. " he shoves me into his side "You want me to drive you? "

" thank you, you're right. Nah, I don't drink tonight so you can stay here. now get you fat ass out of my room I need to change" I pushed him out of my room and went to the bathroom.

Stella's POV:

Denise:

answer decline

I opened my eyes and blinked a few times before I picked up my phone. I groaned as I answered the call.

"mmh? " I mumble

" yo we're at yours in 20, you're ready? "

" Ohh yea " I rub my eyes and sit up

" bitch are you sleeping ?"

I shake my head "no" before I realize she can't even see me.

" no. Wait what time is it? " I looked down at my phone . " oh fuck fuck fuck okay I gotta get ready "

" Okay hurry, you have 20 minutes "

I didn't answer and hung up. I jumped out of my bed, ran over to my closet and picked out skinny jeans and a white tank top , ran out of my room to my bathroom.

I jumped under the shower, went out of the shower, wrapped my towel around my body, put on my make-up straightened my hair, dropped my towel, slid on my underwear, my jeans and my tank top, I slammed open the door and ran down the stairs to the kitchen. I realised I had only 10 minutes left, not enough time for a big meal so I grabbed an apple from the bowl on the counter and went to the hallway, i put on my shoes, grabbed my keys and went out of the house.

I waited about 5 minutes when I saw Mat's car come around the corner, he pulled up in my driveway, got out and walked up to me to give me a hug. I hugged him back and walked over to his car. I opened the door and sat in the back seat. 

He sat in the driver's seat, "Nice to see you," he looked at me and smiled, "I hope you're in a better mood than you were in the morning," he turned to the steering wheel.

" a little, I think I get fucked up today "I buckled up my seatbelt. He turned back at me to give me a look and drove out of the driveway. " hey Den can you put on some music? " I ask.

" what song ? " she pulled out her phone and connected it with the aux . " oh dude play this dope song bellyache," Mat said excitedly and jumped in his seat up and down and looked over to her. I leaned over and slapped his shoulder "Yo you better watch the road " 

Den glared at him "You heard her " she laughed. " what the hell is bellyache? " Den turned around to me and looked at me confused with a raised eyebrow. " you want to tell me you don't know the song? , i thought you knew who is .. " Mat interrupted her "Yo we are there in 10 can you turn on the song already ? "

She turned back to grab her phone and pressed on play. Bellyache blasts through the car "Den what did you say? " I screamed over the music, she turned down the music " I mean I thought you know is bi... "

"Okay, guys we are here get your asses out " Mat interrupted her sentence again "Dude what the fuck why do you always cut me off ? " she looked at him with raised eyebrows. Mat gave her a look that said she should be quiet. I wonder what she meant by that, to be honest, I never heard this song before, but this song is fire. I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car, slammed the door shut and saw Billie was already there, standing next to her car.

time skip ...

Billie's POV :

I made my way through the sweaty, drunken crowd to the bathroom. We've been here for an hour and this party is boring as hell. I don't know anyone here, my friends have had a drink here and there and Isaac has let me down. My sober ass felt not comfortable here but I just don't want to dip yet. I walked over to the sink and washed my face with cold water. You can barely breathe outside between the crowd.

I took a deep breath before opening the door and making my way through the crowd to my friends. I finally reached the couch and saw Stella happily in Mat's lap, clung to him, a knot formed in my stomach. I'm kinda pissed off, part of me was jealous, and part of me doesn't care anymore about her drunk rude ass.

She didn't talk to me all night to be honest, she just ignored me. I sat down next to Alex and she put her arm around my shoulder and leaned over to me, "Are you okay? " Her face was very close to mine, I grabbed her chin and leaned closer to her ear "I'm fine, I'm kind of bored." I let go of her chin and looked over at Stella who was staring at me, I turned back to Alex's gaze and ignored Stella.

" wanna come out with me? " Alex laid her hand on my thigh, bit down her bottom lip and stood up. " we'll be back soon guys " she winked at the others and held out her hand for me. I took her hand, got up and walked behind her through the crowd to the backyard. I don't know why she's so focused on me, but with her, I can distract myself from Stella.

" lady's first " she let go of my hand and opened the door to the backyard. I walked past her and sat down at the side of the pool. She sat down next to me and pulled a blunt out of her pocket, " you smoke ? " she asked, lid up the blunt and handed it over to me. "I can't, I'm driving " 

"Come on, don't be a pussy," she grinned at me. I took the blunt, inhaled a small amount and let it out again. "So tell me something about yourself." I handed the blunt back to her.

" ah come on. cut the bullshit you already know everything about me " I rolled my eyes. " I already know, but I don't know the real Billie, just the famous, talented bi... "

" Mind if I sit down here? " Stella, who was standing behind me, interrupted her. Before I could answer, she sat down next to me. " Go ahead," I mumbled and slid closer to Alex.

You don't want to share?" she held out her hand to Alex "Dude no, you're already drunk. Get your ass back in there" She handed me the blunt and pulled me closer to her, looking at Stella who looked confused. 

" since when do you care " She took the blunt out of my hand and inhaled the smoke. " Bro what the fuck " I groaned, raising my eyebrow.

" Shut up, or is it yours ? " she snapped at me. " okay lovebirds, I'll be back inside " She stood up drunkenly and held onto me "You okay? I can drive you home " I looked at her in concern. 

" no Mom, I'm good " she grinned at me and walked back inside.

"Why do you care about her, she's always like that, every time she gets fucked up "Alex huffs. " I don't know i feel like she needs someone "I look down on my lap.

She grabbed my chin and turned my head to look her in the eye "no babe, trust me, I've known her for a long time, she's good on her own. do you want to stay here or go back?" she asked.

 I don't know why I'm interested in Stella when I've such a cute girl next to me who's interested in me. " Can we go back inside? " 

She stood up, took my hand and walked with me back to our friends. We walked over to the couch, but Denise and Stella were no longer there.

 Maybe Denise drove her back home, I mean Stella was really crossed. " hey I'll be back, I get me a drink, you need something? " I ask Alex . 

" no thank you, I'll wait here for you". I made my way over to the kitchen and stopped as I saw Stella sitting on the counter, Denise between her legs. I stood at the door frame like an idiot, my heart slid into my pants, and I clenched my jaw. "what the fuck " I huffed frustrated and went back to Alex.

She patted her thigh "Come here pretty girl " and held out her hand. " leave me alone " I slapped her hand away, and turned to Adrian.

" Yo Adrian you better watch your girl " I felt Alex grab my arm " Bil what the fuck " she looked at me confused. " did I stutter? leave me alone! "

" Billie, what's your fucking problem? " Adrian pushed his way between Alex and me. I pushed him away and grabbed my phone and jacket. I was about to leave when I felt someone holding me back.

" Alex let me go. " I shouted and turned round, "Bil, what's wrong with you? Where are Den and Stella?" he shouted at me

"In the kitchen" I mumbled and looked away from him "

"Alex come here" he shouted over the music "You are both coming with me"

I took Alex's hand and looked at her guiltily. Adrian pushed his way through the crowd into the kitchen with me and Alex. Surprise. Stella and Denise are still there, making out. "Ey Den, what the fuck," Alex says wide-eyed in shock.

Stella pulled back, Den turned around and saw a confused Adrean. " Babe it's not what it seems " Denise stuttered, realising what had happened and walking towards Adrian. "I think it's clear enough," he whispered and walked past Denise to Stella, who was standing there with a face as if she had seen a ghost.

"What's wrong with you, Stella, can not you take care of your own relationship? Oh, I am sorry, no one wants you because you are a fucking creep," he yelled in her face and moved closer to her. "Baby, please let her, it's not her fault," Denise said scared, trying to hold him back. He did not take his eyes off Stella.

"Yeah, like always, nothing is her fault, she thinks she can be a slut and fuck around because her life is so hard. You are nothing Stella, fuck around, I do not care, but stay away from my girl slut."

 I saw tears running down her cheek, I grabbed his arm "Adrian, this is too ha... "I interrupted myself as I saw Stella punch him in the face. "Fuck you Adrian," she spat, grabbing a bottle and running out of the kitchen.

I looked at Adrian " Seriously? " I raised my arms. " We are all going to do nothing and leave her alone? " There was silence all round the room, I turned round " Alex?" I looked at her gently, but no answer. " " I turned and ran after her, my eyes scanned the crowd but I could not find her.

Where the hell is she? ...