28 I wanna be
After a few minutes, when Sarah and Atomsk relaxed and stabilized their emotions, helping each other...
Sarah, who seemed happier than ever, despite her red eyes ... asked Atomsk, who was sitting on his lap while she hugged him. "You must believe that I'm pathetic, right? Crying that way at my age ..."
"There's nothing wrong with crying when one is sad, happy or excited for whatever it is, no matter how old you are... Besides, you're still a child" Atomsk said, in a mocking voice.
[I do not know how many times I cried with the final chapter of Angel Beats, Anohana or Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann 😭😭😭]
"JA, here you are the only child ... and you will continue to be one until you are 16 years old.
I am already an adult ... and since I was little, I have been taught that I should not show my emotions to anyone ... they are a sign of weakness, and they could leave me exposed before my enemies ..." Sarah said between laughter and melancholy
[OH, so in this world the age at which you'ar considered an adult is at 16...🤔
I'll be able to drink again sooner than I thought...😋
Although the truth, I never liked alcohol😅]
"Not daring to show your emotions is also a sign of weakness; it means that you are too afraid of the people around you and that you do not trust yourself very much ...
If you are sad, cry, if you are angry, be angry, if you are happy, laugh...
Besides, I'm not your enemy, I'm your adorable little brother.
Do you remember? "Atomsk said trying to encourage Sarah
Sarah, upon hearing the inspiring words of Atomsk, began to laugh "JAJAJA, yes, you are right...
It surprises me how mature you are for your age, little brother "
"When you have lived with a grandfather as irresponsible as mine you have to mature quickly ajajajaj" Atoms said, using once again his imaginary grandfather as a scapegoat.
[Forgive again imaginary grandfather for staining your name one more time🤣
In addition, forgive to me Sarah...😟
I still cannot tell you the truth...😔
However, I will do it in the future when I am strong enough😣
I hope that you forgive me that day😖]
…
They both stretched out on the bed, and as they looked towards the ceiling they started talking again.
"Do you like the smithy?" Sarah asked
"Yes, why do you ask?" Atomsk replied, puzzled
"Because I feel like it's something I've imposed on you ... and I feel bad about it" Sarah replied with some guilt
[Silly girl…😁]
"You worry too much, it's a good profession that will help me a lot in the future
It will allow me to earn money ... which is very necessary to advance as AVATAR warrior
In addition... I've had some ideas for a lot of interesting things that I want to build
JEJEJE" Atomsk said, with a certain arrogance
"Ohhh what interesting things?" Sarah asked curiously
"JEJEJE, you'll see when the time comes" Atomsk said trying to annoy Sarah a little
"Oh, so making you interesting in front of your sister?" Sarah said as she gently pinched Atomsk's cheeks.
"JAJAJA girls tend to like interesting mens" Atomsk said cockyly as he let himself pinch his cheeks
"Interesting men? You are still a child and I am your sister.
None of that applies here" Sarah said as she tickled him to confess
"You are very impatient Sarah, how can I surprise you once I build it if you already know what I am going to build? Said Atomsk, who was having a hard time enduring the urge to laugh...
...
"Atomsk ...
What was that last question you wanted to ask me? "Sarah asked intrigued
"My question was:
Why are you so obsessed with training so hard, even though you do not like your looks for it?
I have read many AVATAR theory books and all of them point out that it is inconceivable to see a 17-year-old AVATAR Marquis, especially one of an animal type.
Are you doing it to kick the asses of your family's elders?" Atomsk asked, trying to add a comical touch to relax the atmosphere.
"JAJAJAJA ... I would lie to you if I said I did not want to kick those assholes...
However... I'm afraid it goes a little further than simply turning strong to fix my family problems...
Atomsk, do you remember that the first time I explained all the cultivation ranges I told you about a legendary range?
The legend says that after AVATAR Saint there is another realm ... according to whether someone reaches level 100 becomes a God...
By becoming a God, you will not only gain unlimited powers compared to those of a level 99 AVATAR Saint ... you also gain eternal life...
My dream is to reach that level ... I want to be a god ... that's why ... I try so hard, even though it makes me less beautiful.
The Devas with AVATAR's of animal type are very difficult to cultivate, and they need a great physique ... for that reason I have no other option...
I want to live forever and have enough power so that no one decides for me" Said Sarah with determination
[Wooo😲
So, it was about that🤪
You aim high sister😁
However, I admire you for that😍
What living being does not want immortality, power and absolute freedom?😌
As Asura I already have immortality, I lack the power and absolute freedom😂]
"I hope you get it sister ... and I'll tell you again, you're beautiful, do not belittle yourself like this" Atomsk said, encouraging Sarah to fight for her goals
Sarah, who was delighted that Atomsk called her sister, to support her dreams, and to make her more self-confident about her complex... kissed him on the forehead and asked
"What is your dream Atomsk?"
"My dream?" Atomsk answered surprised ... but not because of the question ... but because he did not know exactly what to answer
"Yes, your dream.
What do you wanna be when you grow up? "Clarified Sarah, who believed that Atomsk had not understood correctly the question
"What I wanna be?" Atomsk whispered
[My dream…
Did I ever have one?
I don't remember having any on earth...
I knew I was going to die over 100 years ... 80 considering what I ate, and the exercise I did...😅
My life would be insignificant ... and no matter how great my dream was, it would also be insignificant ... Nothing I did would have an impact on the universe ...
Or… that's what I said to myself...😔
Therefore, at a certain age I stopped dreaming...😟
It did not motivate me much what I did or could do ... and I did not worry too much about the future... my dreams were small ... insignificant things that would come sooner or later.
See the end of One piece, play Kingdom hearts 3 ... Finish reading Berserk ... someday
I miss One piece so much😭
I guess today ... as ridiculous as it seems, those are still one of my dreams ... although now they are even more impossible than Sarah's dream.😅
JAJAJA ... Dreams ... I thought I was too old to talk about having dreams, but...
I guess it's not bad to dream ... now that fate has given me this opportunity...
I want to finish watching One Piece, play Kingdom hearts 3, punch Kentaro Miura, and force him to finish Berserk...😂 strangely now I feel proud to have those dreams.😏
However, for this I will need to find the earth and get to it before humanity perished...😑
I also want to destroy the Avatar Divine Crunch, rescue my father and the captured Asura's, resurrect my mother... and marry an adorable girl with animal ears and tail😚
However, to fulfill all those dreams I need absolute power
So my dream will be]
"I wanna be ...
The God of the Gods" Atomsk answered with determination...
"Wow, I thought I was ambitious hahaha ...but you just found out that there is the rank god and you want to be the god of the gods hahahahah
How do you even know there is a rank beyond god?" Sarah laughed uncontrollably
"I think there is... no matter how far you go, you can always go further if you know how.
No matter how strong you think you are, there will always be somebody stronger than you...
And I will always be that somebody" Atomsk said adopting a cool pose.
"And why do you want to be so strong, little one?" Sarah said while joking with Atomsk
"To begin with... to make you bite the dust tomorrow." Atomsk said, as he stuck out his tongue at Sarah.
"So you hold a grudge against me this morning
HAHAHA Well if you want to be the God of Gods I guess you'll have to train at least twice as much as I do, since I just want to be a God "Sarah said as she stroked Atomsk's head.
"Of course
JUST WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM!
I will go beyond your training, in the same way that I will go beyond being a God
And you will have to train at the same pace as me too, it will not be fun to become a god if you are not...
Hehehe are you going to let your younger brother beat you? "Atomsk said to provoke Sarah.
"Uhhh that dream has gone too much to your head, I think you need a tickle" Sarah said while Atomsk was writhing with laughter due to Sarah's tickling.
"Help me Libera Me From Hell🤪" Atomsk summoned Libera Me From Hell and this one approached Sarah and counterattacked by tickling her as well.
"EH 2vs1 that's cheating" Said Sarah laughing
Atomsk and Sarah continued talking and laughing for the rest of the night...
Until both fell asleep because of the fatigue that supposed to release so many contained emotions...
That's right, Atomsk for the first time since he was born 3 days ago he voluntarily slept...
That night, in which he slept for the first time ... It was the beginning of his dream...
The dream that will change the course of history
Forever
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The title of this chapter is in honor of the song "I wanna be" of the opening 21 of Gintama
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYPhO6IKGug
