1 Chapter 1

- How long ago? Maybe it's only been a few months or it was just weeks, I really don't know, now that my mother is gone I will have to take her place, everyone congratulated me, I honestly did not know that my mother's death was something to rejoice, now I will be The new moon, absolutely everyone is happy until my father is, I feel very far from what I should feel since I do not feel the euphoria, happiness or joy that everyone feels at this time.

- Everyone says that time heals everything, well I really think that time is treating me like shit since everyone got over my mother's death and I'm the only one who seems really affected, I don't want anyone to help me get over it Since no one understands the pain of losing the only person who loves you and understands you unconditionally, the first few days were the hardest to cope with but I did succeed in the end.

- What can I say about the pack? Are good? Are they fair? The alphas respect the omegas? No, honestly no, this pack only respects the omegas until they get an alpha that has already marked them, if you are not just a bunch, since I was little I look at the breeding of the puppies of the pack, when They are just children the upbringing is the same, everything changes when they appear, the alphas are trained and educated with a firm hand, while the omegas are educated lighter, they teach them to cook, raise puppies, be good omegas in a few words, that I had to live, but I was never good at following the rules.

- Alphas are supposed to be the ones who take the lead after their parents, but by not following the "rules of a good omega" they raised me as if I were an alpha, clearly that is why I am the successor, in addition to me I am the oldest of my brothers, I honestly believe that I did not follow the rules so as not to end up like my omega brothers, here in the pack they respect them for being royalty, instead they respect me because I earn that position.

- I have suitors? Of course I am, but I am not interested in having an alpha at the moment, although of course I will have to get one in the end to be able to give first-born, if not all the respect that they have given me for years will go to waste for not to be able to accomplish something as easy as giving a puppy to lead the pack soon, that is why my father has decided to open a concubinage so that all alphas have the opportunity to be the next alpha to lead this pack next to the moon, am I happy with that? Not at all.

- How would the pack change after all? In absolutely nothing, because the alphas will only mate with me to be able to have the position of alpha leader, I think that is what gives me the most anger about the whole thing, I do not need a disgusting hormonal alpha to be able to lead the pack, but of course an omega could not lead an entire pack alone without the company of an alpha!

"Only if the pack realizes their mistakes we can have a solution, but sometimes it is better to blindfold you before seeing reality"