4 It Literally Screams Come Fuck Me

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Esmeralda

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"Oh, my fucking Goddess!" I inhale and exhale heavily as I clutched my chest, trying to catch my breath so I can communicate properly. "What the fuck was that for? Shit, you scared the hell out of me."

"What the fuck are you wearing?" Sylver snapped at me quickly, pure anger evident in his funnily silver eyes.

"A nice summer outfit I bought a few weeks ago. Do you like it?" I inquired sweetly, a big smile on my face. I really hoped he appreciated it, I chose it specifically for him.

"Of course I don't." Wait. What? Why? "Your ass is fully on show, you tits will bounce out with the tiniest movement. It literally screams come fuck me."

"It's not that short, it's a reasonable length," I argued, feeling myself getting more riled up by the second from this infuriating man who just happens to be my mate. "Anyway, it is my body so I can decide on what I want to wear when I want to. No matter how short it is."

"You are mine." He growled lowly, stepping closer towards me. We are a breath apart, any small action and are lips are touching, why do I want that?

"You know I'm your mate?" I frowned, if he knew why didn't he say anything? "What? Why didn't you say anything to me?"

"You knew about being my mate as well, why didn't you say anything?" Sylver returned the question, stumping me completely. "Exactly, now I want you to go home and change. You can't be walking around school dressed like a slut."

"I'm not dressed like a slut." I gasped at his words, feeling an emotion I never thought I'd feel towards my mate. Hate.

"Come on." Sylver scoffed, crossing his arms by his chest. "That's all you'll ever be good for. A quick fuck then dumped and you will happily jump onto the next boy's dick. It's who you are, its who you were born to be."

"I'm not like that, no matter what the others say about me." I can feel the tears sparkling in my eyes but I'm not going to let them fall. I'm going to be strong in front of this bastard.

"You're an omega, an unwanted daughter to a long-gone human. How could I ever want you? You're so pathetic that it makes me sick thinking that the moon goddess paired us together." He carried on and on about how I wasn't good enough for him.

My wolf, Delilah, is loudly whimpering in my mind, giving me a painful headache to match my painful heartache.

🐺- Mate doesn't mean it.

👩🏻- I'm sorry Delilah, I think he does but we'll get better. We always do.

🐺- I want mate.

"I'm sorry that you feel this way." I put my strong face on, pushing my wolf to the back of my mind. She won't like this. "You can either carry on insulting me or you can easily reject me. Be a man and just do it."

🐺- No! He's my mate!

I block her out, focusing on the task at hand. He can either reject me now and save me from immense pain every time he cheats or Sylver can make me hurt as never before. I hope he had a heart and picked the first option but all I see is a monster.

"I...I..." Sylver stumbled with his words for a few moments before slamming the janitor closest door open and rushing out with a scowl etched on his face.

This when I let the tears fall, well more like a singular tear. I will not cry for him, Sylver is an ass that doesn't deserve me. He just doesn't know that yet but when he does, he'll come crawling back on his knees.

I wiped my tears, sniffled and exited the janitors closest after a few moments of recomposing myself.

I ran straight into the guys and Alana who all looked at me worriedly. I knew no matter how bad we had argued or even not argued but annoyed each other that we'd be there when times got rough.

"Oh Essie, he did something, right?" Alana pulled me in for a quick embrace before Alain stole me, squeezing me in a bone-crushing hug.

"You guys were totally right," I said defeated. "He's an ass and I'm sorry I didn't believe you before he broke my heart."

"We only want the best for you Essie and he's not it. We were only trying to warn you so your heart wouldn't be broken." Angel spoke up from his usual silence, affectionately playing with a strand of my hair.

"I just wanted you to be wrong so I can have my happy ending." I sobbed but there are no more tears.

"Me too, sweet little Essie." Romeo sighed heavily, looking around at the people staring at us.

"Now we have a class in exactly three minutes and we don't want to be late." Angel reminded us with a grin, our moods beginning to return to normal.

"I would never dream of it." Alana laughed, putting Romeo's arm over her shoulder as we walked to our class.

The good thing about Alana and Alain being the future Deltas is that they have some power in the pack. They had all our classes moved so we share. The bad thing is that Betas, Gammas and Deltas have to be in the same class as the Alpha for his protection purposes, that means we are now in the same classes.

I'll get through it, I'm strong.

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Lunch is finally here and I'm so fucking hungry. Well, hungry, annoyed, sad, pissed and stalked but I'm getting better. I was basically only rejected four hours ago so I'm doing the best I can with the heartbreak I'm feeling.

Sylver stared at me in every lesson so far, sending daggers to the guys every time they touched me ever so slightly like stealing the pen from my hand or doodling on my arm. That's just eww, they are like my brothers.

"Hey, over her Essie!" Romeo shouted from a table in the cafeteria, sitting there with the sandwich his mother makes for me every day. I don't know what she puts in them but they are so addictive and I love them.

"Hey, guys." I sighed as I slumped down on the hardback seat, cringing at the uncomfortable bumpiness of it. The school really needed upgrades because this is getting ridiculous.

"I was thinking since we had such a hard day that we could watch a marathon of Disney movies and eat some of Mrs Lopez's signature lasagna," Alana suggested, stealing a fry from Alain's plate.

"We can't tonight, Alpha called for us." Angel scrunched his nose but just went back to his ham salad. That boy and his diet.

"I wasn't called." Alana and I say at the same time. "I wasn't mind linked at all except for you guys today. It's like someones blocked me off." I added.

"Maybe it's a guy thing, I don't know." Romeo shrugged his shoulders, returning to his food that is piled-up ridiculously high. "I just hope the asshole son doesn't try to start anything with me, I'm so angry at him. No one hurts my sweet little Essie."

"You guys will do what you can to protect the pack but don't involve personal business where it doesn't belong." I demand in a serious, no funny business tone.

"Okay." The guys sighed at the same time and I can't help but laugh a bit.

See I don't need that fucktard, I was happy before and I can be happy now. I have amazing friends, a wonderful mother and a great education. I have a future for me while he will always be the lonely Alpha who fucks random women for company.

I'll be the happy one and Sylver will be forever alone. Karmas a bitch or more like I am.

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