11 Chapter 11. I FUCKED UP!

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'Shit!Shit!Shit!Shit!Shit! I'M FUCKING DEAD' I panicked in my mind. I got to surprised by the system to the point I shouted my thought in the middle of the night. I forgot to mention that my room is located right beside Nat bedroom and the walls is quite thin here, so if we made a loud noise, the other can hear easily.

And I just shouted all out in the middle of the night while Nat is still sleeping. There is one thing that me, Lia, and Ela agreed to never do and that is to not bother Nat while she's sleeping because if she's got disturbed in her sleep, she will become very scary. I really mean it.

So here I am, right now in a dogeza position in front of Nat who currently is sitting on my bed while looking down at me with a very terrifying smile. I really need to check about the tournament that the system just told me but with this witch in front of me, I can't do it.

Natalia : "Dear~ did you just think something bad about me?"

Fuck! I'm sweating a lot!

Valir : "What do you mean Nat? I'm just thinking about how to apologize for disturbing your sleep..."

Natalia : "Do you know what time is it dear~?"

Valir : "Um... about that Nat, I'm really sorry okay. I just woke up from a nightmare and without realizing it I shouted out aloud. It's just an accident, I'm sorry Nat." I lied once again to her, damn the guilty feelings piled up once more.

Valir : 'Please stop smiling!! I rather look at your angry face than this smiling face. Damn it's scary as hell!!!' I shouted in my mind.

Natalia : "Ara~ is that really what happen? Well since you look so desperate I will take that excuse for now... Now let's get back to sleep okay dear~."

Something is not right here, I can't believe she will just let it go like that. The usual Nat would not let this matter go easily. Damn, I got a bad feeling about this.

Natalia : "What are you still doing there, come up to the bed and sleep Val." After saying that, Nat then lie down on the left side of my bed and tapping the right side for me to lie down as well.

I didn't notice it before, but looking her lying down on my bed, I can see that her clothes are very revealing. NO! You can say that she only wear a black crop tank top and a black panties. I even notice that she didn't even wear a fucking bra. I can see her nipples poking out of her clothes, for fuck sake even if I thought her as a sister, this is still to much for a fucking virgin boy like me! Okay stop right there little brother, calm down!

Valir : "Nat... what are you doing?"

Natalia : "Sleeping~? Since you said you got a nightmare, I will accompany you okay so you won't get any other nightmare again~"

damn it! as much as I want to see her beautiful body, I don't have time right now. The system competition is much more important right now, I can afford to lose since I don't know whether there any punishment or not for the loser. And those hero things as well, if I can win the competition, it means more strength for me and my village.

Valir : "Look, Nat... I'm sorry okay, please stop teasing me. We are still a boy and a girl alright, and it's also in the middle of the night. Can you go back to your room? You know that I have my own limit as well right?"

Natalia : "Hmm~ acting like a man all of a sudden aren't you dear~? Is that thing dangling between your legs just an accessories?" She said while pulling up her tank top a bit till her under boobs were visible to me.

'Damn with her teasing, damn it! Stand down little brother!!' I said in my mind

Valir : "*Inhale* Nat... I'm serious, stop it with the teasing." I said with a very serious looking face.

Natalia : " What's wrong dear~? Got scared... cherry boy~? Fu...fu...fu..."

It was at this moment, Valir.exe stop working, and got replaced by his lust. And you know what? He fucked up.

Natalia : "Val? Are you there? Why are you got silent all of a sudden? Val, Kyaaa!!"

Valir : "...."

Natalia : "Val! Stop kyaa! What are yo ahn... wa...ke up.. hmm Val!"

*Valir mind state* (madness)

How dare you call me cherry boy! Don't you know the very reason I was still a fucking virgin because I need to work my ass to support the family!! Fuck with all your teasing!! Call me dear this, dear that, acting like a housewife all the time!Even when I tried to jerk off, you somehow always know about it and knock my door to disturb me. Can't you see how pent up am I?

And what's with this fucking god game as well. I have a fucking load of things to do right now. I was trying to have a fucking rest and this fucking competition come up all of a sudden! FUCK YOU, FUCK ME, FUCK THAT OLD MAN, FUCK THE SYSTEM, FUCK IT ALL!!!!!!!

#Author Note : It will be explained in the later chapter about why did got overwhelmed with madness all of a sudden. Well it will be a secret for now, if you want to find out, keep reading guys^^!

*3 hours later*

I woke up from my, I don't know... madness? I look into Natalia face who is sleeping quietly on my arm pillow. We were completely naked under the bed cover. The memory started to coming back to my mind. I can't believe it. I had sex with Natalia, the girl I consider as my own sister and family.

And then that memory shows up, the memory where I came inside her a few times.

I fuck up! I fuck up! I fuck up! I fuck up!!!!

Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!!!!

'VALIR NEZAR!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE BITCH!!!!' I shouted panicky in my mind.

What should I do?!?!?!? I fucking came inside her, what if she got pregnant! What have I done... I technically just raped her.

Valir : "How can this happen? Fuck... This is all fuck up... I'm sorry Nat..." I whimper quietly.

I hold my head in my hands as I stressed over what I just did. I tried to sit up but had forgotten that my arm was used as arm pillow by Nat at the moment so I move her head gently and put her head on the pillow.

Natalia : "Hmm... Val ?" She called me with a small weak voice.

Valir : "... I uh, sorry Nat. I.. I don't know what happened to me." I felt very guilty at this moment. I look down, avoiding to make any eye contact with her.

Natalia : "No... It's okay, a part of it was my fault as well. I shouldn't have teased you like that. I'm sorry Val." She then sat up and look directly into my eyes.

Valir : "No... It's all my fault. I lost control of myself... I... I raped you Nat, I... I..." I started to stutter with my own words.

Natalia : "Val, look at me. Look into my eyes Val." She suddenly grab my face with her two small hands, and made me look at her. What I saw from her face was a very beautiful smile. She was not angry or sad, she just smiled.

Natalia : "Val, stop blaming yourself. We both are at fault okay, stop torturing yourself with your guilt. It already happened okay, so stop thinking over it." She said to me softly.

Valir : "Alright... Sorry Nat. My mind just went blank, I don't know what happened to me for this to happen."

Natalia : "*giggle* I said it's fine Val, maybe you just got pent up with all of your works. Well, since we already done the deed, you can ask for my help if you want to do it again."

Valir : "Aren't you treating this problem to lightly? I mean we did it you know?"

Natalia : "So what? it already happened, we both are at fault and nothing can change the fact, so just accept it."

Valir : "*sigh* By the way Nat, I want to ask you something, this is very important for both of us."

Natalia : "Just ask away Val, no need to be that serious."

Valir : "Nat... is today a safe day for you?"

When I ask her that question, she got quiet all of a sudden. She didn't say anything for a minute. I was waiting while my back started to sweat.

Natalia : "Val, I will be honest with you. Today is not my safe day."

'Fuck! Please don't get pregnant!' I screamed in my mind. This is the worst outcome.

Natalia : "Val, if I somehow got pregnant then so be it. Don't blame yourself to much, you already sacrifice a lot for our family. Let's take a bath for now, my body is all sticky. I will buy pregnant test kit later."

Valir : "You go take your bath first, I will do it after you done."

Natalia : "Just come already, we already had sex, taking a bath together is nothing compared to it." She took my hand and drag me to the bathroom.

In short we had a bath together and after that, we go back to our own room.

I sat down on the floor and had my back face the wall. I started to think about the system. Well it's almost been 4 hours since the system notification, so that means about 4 days has passed in Matsue. I started up to late, I hope to got at least the third place, I can't afford to waste this chance.