19 Emptiness

"Wait," My voice managed to choke out through the silence.

Everyone turned their attention to me.

Jay looked up and my heart ached from seeing his face. He has cuts on his face, with blood running from his nose. My vision blurred.

"Mr. Jin, may I please talk to Jay?" My voice sounds shaky, hoping that calling him formally would make him more lenient.

Junsu gave a nod to the guy that was holding me back and he loosened his grip.

I ran to the front of the room to where Jay is being held. I looked at the big guys holding him and wanted so bad to just kick their nuts.

I leaned in to whisper to Jay, "At this rate. You're gonna die! Just trust me, okay? Go back and I'll see you tomorrow. I promise."

"Shut up, Bitch! I'm not letting you stay here!" Jay seethed through his busted lips .

Out of nowhere, a leg flung in and kicked Jay on the side of his hips. Jay wobbled. Junsu immediately continued to swing his fists, giving Jay more punches in the face. Blood seeps out from his mouth.

I looked in horror. Everything is happening so quickly. I swiftly hurled myself at Junsu's leg, wrapping my arms around them.

"Please, don't. I'll stay here so please send him back," I begged, quivering.

"Oh, look, even your girl is begging for your mercy. You should have just followed the rules," Junsu sneered.

Shifting his attention to Junsu, Jay gritted his teeth, "Don't you dare touch her."

Junsu motioned at his men and they started to drag Jay's limp body away.

Jay turned back, looking at me angrily while trying to struggle out of the men's grasp but couldn't.

My eyes drifted to the ground, where a trail of drops of blood was left behind where Jay was dragged away.

The house became silent. My heart feels empty. I felt cold without Jay's warmth. I wanted to run out and chase after him. I wanted to be there for him and make sure that he's okay. There's a strange feeling in my heart and I wanted to cry. I touched my necklace for comfort.

"I'm sorry you had to witness that, Princess," Junsu smiled at me, cutting off my thought.

I want to wipe that stupid smile off his face. I am angry and I am not in the mood to smile. "All I have to do is spend a night here and go back, right?"

Junsu chuckled, "Don't worry. I'll send you back the first thing tomorrow morning. Jay will be fine."

I stared at him blankly, ignoring him, wanting to punch him like what he did to Jay.

"Your name again?" Junsu questioned.

"Lee Mirae," I responded flatly.

Junsu froze in place after hearing my name. He stares past me.

"Mirae," My name rolled off of Junsu's tongue.

He then started laughing like a crazy person. "Ah, how time flies. It's amazing how you ended up with Shin."

What does he even mean by that? It sounds like he knows me; but for sure, I've never even seen this guy in my life.

I decided to ignore his odd behavior and his odd comment about Jay. I am in no mood to entertain him.

"Stay away from Shin if possible, I don't think he's a good influence," Junsu directed me.

I rolled my eyes, "And you are?"

He laughed.

Junsu now stares right at me, as if in deep thoughts. He stepped forward and took my chin in his hand, scrutinizing my face.

I moved back, flinging my head to the other side, away from his hand.

He now has a smirk on his face, "You know you are spending the night with me right?"

What the hell is with this guy and his bipolarness.

I gulped, trying to swallow my horror, hoping he won't do anything weird to me.

He swiftly bent down and grabbed my legs, throwing me over his shoulder.

I felt nauseous. I wiggle my body and struggle against his strength to be put down. But he held on tighter.

"Put me down!" I shouted.

Ignoring me and holding on tighter, he carried me up a flight of stairs, into a bedroom.

He flung me down on the bed. And my body bounced back on the mattress.

Junsu swiftly pin me down, towering over me.

He grabbed my face tightly in his hands and lowered his head to me, quickly putting his lips on mine, kissing me.

I resisted his strength, squirming underneath him, dodging his wet kisses.

He put my wrists together, holding them with one of his hands while his other hand reached down to my pants.

"STOP!" I cried, out of breath.

Junsu stopped all at once, as if he heard the desperation in my voice.

He raised his head, staring at me bitterly. "Why should I?"

"Because I don't deserve to be raped," I pleaded.

"Why?" He challenged me.

"Because it's wrong,"

"And?" Junsu continued, showing no sign of wanting to stop.

"And I'm a virgin," I instantly blurted out, without thinking.

All at once, Junsu bursted out in laughter while releasing his grip on me.

Standing up, he patted my head, "See you tomorrow morning."

He then left the room with a smirk on his face.

I curled up like a baby on the bed, still shaking.

The emptiness tugged at my heart.

As if I've been bottling up thousands of years of tears, my tears started rolling down my face uncontrollably. And I fell asleep crying.