1 The First Encounter
Her black silky hair, cute smile, warm complection, dark blue stripped dress that fell perfectly covering every bit of her beautiful body as she walked with her head down not wanting to be noticed, no make up, messy hair but stole all of my attention.
"Who is she!?" I thought to myself.
She walked passed me slowly leaving behind a sweet aroma as she glanced me with the coner of her eyes. My heart was stunned as i stood breathless gazing at this wonderful creation with my cheeks slowly turning pink as i felt the effects of love consuming my body.
"This can't be, I thought i couldn't of fallen in love again" i said to myself as flashbacks from the past started storming into my head.
That did not change my thoughts as i was ready to risk it all once again. Alongside her family, she was strolling through the lanes examining every item on the shelf.
"I got time to make a move" i thought to myself but i never did this before. With my shy personality it's next to impossible to talk to a girl like that. With my brittle personality i would have fumbled.
"This is my only chance, I can't mess this up. After getting my heart broken once and felt like i couldn't possibly experience the feeling of love again. I know I couldn't let this opportunity slip away."
A brilliant idea popped in my head,
" Sheryl! Sheryl! Come please I need your help!" I called onto one of my co workers who is known for her outgoing personality and easily able to socialise and relate to people.
"You see the girl in the blue dress, I think i really like her. I never felt like this before i want to get to know her, please help me out. I'm too shy i won't be able to talk" I desperately asked.
"Give me a few minuites i will be back, I'm going to look for her" sheryl replied.
Anxtiously waiting for the return of Sheryl i began relfecting on myself.
"Do you see something in her? What do you see? If you get her number will you rush things again? Will you get carried away? Will I even love her? Will she even love me? Am i good enough? Will my heart get broken into pieces again and this time won't be able to put it back together? Will a girl like that ever see something in me?" As you can see i have a serious problem with overthinking as all these thought started clouding my mind.
A few moments later i see Sheryl approaching me with a blank look on her face as i nervously sat on a chair trembling with anxiety affraid of rejection.
