1 Invisible

Have you ever walked down the school halls no one noticing you your footsteps as they echoing through the hall pit pat pit pat the same rhythm with each step. Only you notice your slow breaths short but settle. You feel like your invisible... that how I feel yes Me Hazel feels like this everyday of my life. As the sun sets you know that no one will remember anything you do, as you lay in your bed looking at the ceiling as tears roll down your cheeks. You have to know at least one person like this but maybe you don't only people who feel like this will understand.

Invisible is what you feel every move you make will never be remembered people say we just feel bad for ourselves they will never understand how it feels to sit alone at lunch never have a biology partner, not having one friend. Has someone every said to you "you have at least one friend"? Well I have you know those people who hang out with you when your useful but when your no longer needed they throw you out like your nothing. Well there's two people in my class who I know feel invisible. Me and a boy named scar he does have people bye him, he does have friends, but you can tell in his eyes that he feels invisible... lost.... useless... unneeded. I know how this feels I know how he feels both of us need someone to understand us. Then it happens again pit pat pit pat this isn't my footsteps it's the rain drops hitting the ground first slow then rapidly increasing. The sun now invisible... the cold breeze brushing against the trees. Watching this out the window felt as if I was outside observing the wind swaying the leaves in the tree back and fourth. But as I was watching I felt as if I were numb only able to see what I want not being able to see what was true.

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