Before it Begins, Let's Run away (Shounen-ai/BL)

"Even if I die, will you stay with me?" "Yes." With no hesitation, he answered me. "Why?" "I don't know." "Do you like me?" "I love you." "Why?" "I don't know." ††††††††† I woke up to see that I have reincarnated into a historical novel, now I have to survive many things that happened in the novel, including disease, civil war, and many many other things in history that was put into the novel. But there are many things in history that was not put into much attention by the novel, such as the patriarchy that opressed women and the inter-marriage between families, and most importantly, pedophillia. The child-marriages, the child-brides, and many other. And just like pedophillia, there was also homosexuality. If you know, they you know that these things were a much problem in the past, and now... As I, a male, stand here dressed in female garments that are specifically for weddings. I don't know how to put my emotions into words. I hope I can run away from this life. REMINDER: All characters, events, and places in this story are all works of fiction and are purely based on author's imagination. Although some historical events (and other stuff) may be used as reference, none of what happens here are true or have happened in history. CONTENT WARNING: This novel will/may mention many fragile subjects (like Child marriage, pedophillia, homophobia,etc.) please be wary and read with caution. (I apologize in advance if there are words that I used wrong or have misspelled, since english is not my first language, or if there are any typos [for example: gkanced] because I'm too lazy to check or I may have missed it. Please understandʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠`⁠ʔ and enjoy the story(⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)!) [This novel is set in western 16th century btw, this is not 18+!! Although it does deal with serious topics! Please continue reading thisಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ, I promise it will get better]