I now believe in the old saying " be careful what you wish for or you might get it" because of the craziest thing that just happened to me.
It all started on my day off, Monday on June 25, 2023
Im a nurse by the way
Of course since its my day off after four days with 12 hours per duty
I have no intention of going out, I prepare to stay in my room ( actually its not a room since our house has no room, its just a closet which we put in the middle so we have a partition from my bed to the living room) and read some novel that I love.
I really love reading since it enhance my imagination, sometimes I imagine myself as the female main character. I imagine my self having those powers like, having a space were you can put your things or you can farm inside, a jade eye who can see everything like a X-ray machine, or just being a genuise who knows hacking, who can earn money just by hacking.
Reading is like a comfort zone that I can escape from the problem that this world has given me.
So while reading,
im reading a novel which have a reincarnation on it, in which the female lead is from the future and got reincarnated in the pass with a system who help her with everything.
Like how awesome would it be if I have a system with a space and a magical pills or I have a qi so that I can fly all over the place, bet i can go to work on time, since no more traffic.
Really , even just having those magical pills who can cure every diseases in the world would change my whole life!!!
" I wish I can also go reincarnated and have a power"
pffft haha, I sound so silly, luckily my brother is already asleep or he will think that I'm going crazy, that because it really is crazy, I'm already old and yet wish for something that only teen would wish for
Its just me and my brother living in our house, his sleeping in the living room,
I did not consider my self as poor, but we are also not rich, just enough that we can go to school and can eat 3 times a day, I graduated as a nurse and my brother is a dental technician, my mother and father got divorce, my mother is in another country to work while my father is in the same country with us but have another family.
To be honest my life is simple and ordinary,
its so simple that even if I die, it will not change the life of people who know me.
thats why, reading novel make my life a little extraordinary,
it may not change my life, but it make me think or imagine my life as not so ordinary.
gosh I really wish I can be reborn again, how awesome it could be,
atleast I got to be ready for covid or I can change the things in mylife that I regret so much,
and also I can change my life, so that no need to worry about money anymore.