2 Chapter 1

Blake.

"Come on babe, make me happy."

I was just sitting still and completely leaning on the couch habang naka upo ang isang magandang babae sa kandungan ko.

She is pretty, and her body is greatly pleasing. It's because she is a Model.

"Of course," the woman replied seductively.

And I don't even know her name. I just met her at Herson's bar kanina.

We just chatted for a few minutes then sumama na siya sa akin dito sa condo unit ko.

Ganoon ka tinik ang isang Blake Martin Griego.

No one can resist my alluring charm, literally not even a single soul.

And I will spare no one.

She started kissing me on the lips.

And I was pleased on what she was doing.

Argh. I have never done this before, feeling ko ay malayo ang mararating namin ngayong gabi.

At dahil lango na rin ako sa alak, I am kissing her back lusciously.

"You're so good babe," I wisphered in the middle of catching breathes.

She continued kissing me up to the neck and I was completely pleased. Argh. Malapit na akong mawala sa sarili, dati naman hanggang fling fling lang ako. I said I will never try to mess up with my body kasi ayokong magkasakit but now that I am alone with a beautiful woman on my lap. Argh. I mean who would not be tempted with this kind of situation?

"What the heck!"

Napabalikwas ang babae mula sa kandungan ko at maging ako ay nagulat sa biglang pagbukas ng pinto ng kwarto ko.

Hindi ko iyon ni-lock dahil kami lang naman ang tao sa condo ko at naka-lock naman ang main door.

Ngunit bukod sa akin ay may isa pang tao na nakakaalam ng passcode ng unit ko.

"Hi kuys!" Bati ko habang nakangiting aso sa naka kunot-noong si Kuya Jayem.

Hindi ako pinansin nito, sa halip ay nakatingin siya sa babaeng nakayuko ngayon dahil sa hiya.

"Miss. You better go home now," masungit niyang ani.

The girl did as he said and pulled herself together and walked away.

"What do you think you're doing?" Baling naman sa akin ni Kuys Jayem na nakataas ang kilay.

"Are you going to fuck her?" Tanong niya uli na nagpagulat sa akin. Napa-lip bite pa ako habang namimilog ang mga mata ko.

"No way!" Protesta ko agad.

"Hanggang kiss lang naman ako. I have never done far beyond that, and seriously speaking, I can't even touch parts down there."

Muntikan pa lang kanina at buti dumating siya.

"Ayokong magkasakit ng HIV. At isa pa, I am just having fun! I will still not give my virginity to someone who don't deserve me."

Oh really boy? But you were thinking differently noong nandito pa iyong babae.

"Then why did you brought that woman here? Alam mo Blake, dati hindi kita pinakiki-alaman kasi may sarili kang buhay, pero as your leader at nakakatanda sa'yo siguro naman responsibilidad kong pagsabihan ka dahil sa tingin ko ay sumusobra ka na."

Umuusok na yung ilong niya. At umiiling-iling pa sa sobrang pagka dismaya.

"Nag-asawa na ako at lahat hindi ka pa rin nagbabago. Grow up Blake! Just stop and wait for the right person. For pete's sake!"

I smirked.

"It's not applicable for me kuys. Maybe to you, but not to me." Umiling-iling pa ako. "Never."

He sighed. "Then can you just stay in a relationship even for a several months? Try to know the girl deeper and then decide if it works."

Napasinghal ako.

No way. Hindi ko yata kaya.

Takot akong mag invest ulit ng feelings para sa isang tao.

Ayoko ulit ma-inlove tapos isang iglap iiwan ka na lang sa ere.

That's why, before the girls change my feelings ay pinapalitan ko na agad sila.

No one can wreck me like what Tanya did to me.

"It's been two years that you kept on revenging. Pero look at Tanya? She is so unbothered, in fact she is getting married. Honestly, Sarili mo lang 'yong kinakawawa mo."

Isa pa 'yan. Si Tanya.

How the heck she's getting married after she said that her career is more important than love?

Kaya mas lalo akong nagagalit dahil feeling ko nainsulto niya ako.

Is two years enough to move on from me? Matatanggap ko kung pangit ako but damn! I am Blake of Peter pan and I don't deserve this.

After all that I did for her, iniwan niya pa rin ako?

"Blake, you have a Mom. Think about it."

Naiintindihan ko iyong pinanggagalingan ni Kuya Jayem. He has a sister who is a single Mom.

He has a wife and now she has a daughter already, kaya ngayon ay ganoon na lang siya kung maka saway sa akin.

"Kuys, sinubukan ko namang iwasan pero sila naman itong lumalapit e. Tatanggi pa ba ang manok sa palay?"

Kuya Jayem rolled his eyes like he was saying 'whatever' on what I said.

"Go home to our dorm, and pull yourself together. Ayoko nang maulit 'to Blake, understood?"

I just nodded and obeyed him.

Well, I can't promise Kuys. This is already my habit. Huwag mo lang sana akong mahuli next time.