1 You were mine but I was never yours

You made me feel loved, happy, contented, everything that I felt for you was endless and I knew you were the one.

Well that was the before you left.

Nagpakatanga ako sayo.

You were my dream and you will forever stay that way. You broke me into pieces, tearing everything apart.

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We were in 3rd year higschool when we first met, we weren't at the same section but we had the same specialization in one of our subjects.

At first, he was kind of weird and I wasn't really interested in him. But as time passed, I got used to him and little by little, I fell for him.

"Cassy, alam mo ba binusted si Mark nung nililigawan niya?"

(happy but not showing it) "Weh? kawawa naman siya."

"Eh ganun talaga, magmomove on din yan"

Mark was devasted for a month, but after a while he went back to his old self.

"Bes may bagong gusto daw si Mark!"

"Weh sino?"

"Tanungin mo HAHAHHA"

Since we were quite close, I asked him non-stop. And after a while he gave up.

"Sino ba kasi"

"Sikrett"

"Sino ngaa"

"Sikret ngaa"

"Di ako aalis dito"

"Hay sige na, Ikaw."

My heart skipped a beat, he was the one.

We would always go home together, though I would always wait for a bit, and most of the time we were together. We helped each other with our homeworks and he kept me by his side.

But it didn't last long.

After a few months, he would always tell a lot of excuses. He was effortless and I was the one to give him all the time that I had.

"Uy san ka na? Kala ko ba maglulunch tayo sa caf?"

"Hala, may tinatapos pa ko ih, una ka na"

"Fine, sumunod ka ah"

"Sige."

Honestly, from the start I knew I wasn't his priority, but I didn't give up. I followed him around, I wasted my time on him, and now I suffer the consequences.

"Asan na kaya un? 4:40 na iiwanan na ko ng sundo ko"

"Kanina ko pa kaya sinasabi sayong umalis ka na ang effort mo bes nako"

"5 mins pa"

----10 mins later----

"Cassy, sorry inayos ko pa locker ko eh"

"(lagi naman eh) Sige sige okay lang halika na magagalit sundo ko"

"Uy, galit ka ata sorry na"

"Okay lang. Halika na"