1 DETERMINATION..

I calmed myself from the anger that rose while thinking of that bastard who ruined me and my family mentally, physically, spiritually

.....

suddenly an idea crossed my mind...wait I am reincarnated..which means I didn't choose .. means he... he...is alive... and safe... ..

wait...

my family...

my mom...

dad

...

brother... they all ... all are with me...

I didn't hurt them... I didn't made them kill themselves... yes... everything returned to normal... yes... I have my life back... I ...

I..

have to see them...

I ...

I

... just when I was engulfed in my thoughts...and was ready to go downstairs...

a voice echoed...

.....

"sis.. kai..is here...he is waiting for you....

come fast..."

my feet stopped...

what..

Kai...

what's he is doing here..

isn't I supposes to meet him after sometime...wait..what day is today...

I hurried towards the calender and was dumbstruck...

how.... how can god be so cruel... I just got my life back... and I am ready to get butcher again...

no...

I had to stop this..what...to do...

today was 13 April 2020.. yes the day...when I signed to be trained under him... he will be my master to teach me sports...

no...no...

wait ... yes...I got an idea... I smirked and started to get ready..

other call comes from outside...

"sis are you coming...?"

"yes ji-ho ... tell him to wait... I will come in few minutes....."

I screamed back...

there was a moment of silence... and then a little surprised response came..."OK sis"..

well...

I wasn't quite surprised...

if it was older version of me I should have ran downwards and hugged him with all might... and started telling him how was my day...and how I missed him... and how was my interaction with ... him...

him.....

suddenly my heart dropped again...layer of sadness covered my heart...

how fool I was...

how dumb I was to choose this bastard over him... he.. who sacrificed everything... who just wanted to see me happy...

and in the end... it was all vain..I failed him....

I stabbed him...

all because of me...

he was hurt...

he got killed

..

yet

he secured me..

.... but..still....

no

.

not this time.....

I will save him... and myself.... I will save everyone.. who got ruined just because of my one mistake...

now I know everyone's real face...

I will not get fooled...

kai...

just you wait...

I am gonna make you taste real me....

.....

with this I entered the bathroom.... and opened the tap...

water running through my hair

.. to my face...to neck...to my body....

I could feel new fresh ness in me...

yes....

its new me

...

I am not reincarnated only...

I had revived my soul....

now I will not be a weak.... I will payback eveeyone 10000 folds what everyone did to me....

they will see new me from now...

not a naive, Innocent, sweet 15 ur old girl...

but a cold.. and.. intimading me..

I didn't used my authority before because I wanted to be low class...but it made me look easy...but not now...

I will make them look who I am

Who... Is ...The ...Real....

KANG SEO -HAE...

I finished my bath... wore towel around me...and walked in my walk in closet...

there were all types of dresses...but everything was bright colours... choosen by Kai....

he first showed me brightness of the world just to push me entire darkness...

I sneered at the thought of him...

I pushed all the dressed...and started to look for the dress he gave me.... yes...this is...

he gifted me this.. but I ignored him that time and juat causally took the gift...I looked at the dress...

very soft fabric.... soothening pastel colours...

elegant but same time giving a strong aura

..

I took off my towel....

wore the inner garments.... slipped my hands in the pastel violet shirt... after buttoning it... I picked the bkack embroidered skirt and wore it... perfect lengthed... upto the knees... wearing the scarf ... I completed my look....

I saw myself in the mirror...and....

woah~...

a different me...

I never gave this aura in those clothes... still I casually put it in my closet not even trying once... even after getting reminded by him again and again... I yelled at him...

tears started forming in my eyes...when I remembered how sad his eyes looked that time.... he was so caring...so gentle... so protective... but yet...

I hurt him...

.....

but no...

not this time... this time... I will fill his life with all the happiness he deserve... I will make him happy...I will sacrifice myself for him...

I will change the future...

with determination... I took my step out of closet... took my bag... wore heels and opened my door to go downstairs...

....

I was walking downstairs... I saw my mom and dad sitting on the dining table talking happily... my brother... laughing cutely... my eyes again filled with tears and emotions...as I can't tell how happy.... how eager... I was to see this scene again in my life...

suddenly my eyes landed on that person..and it immediately filled with disgust...yes ...disgust of the life... he was sitting so comfortably... his eyes glittering... giving a royal aura around him... looking gentle and kind... 18 yra old ...white flwaless skin...chisled face.... the face that turn evwry girl drool over him...perfectly toned body.... smiling like an angel...

but god knows how much evil is he hiding inside...

suddenly his gaze falls on me...

stunned for a momwnt he curled his lips upwards and waved his hands...greeting me...

"oh sweetie... you look so elegant today...come here fast...we all werw waiting for you... you look absolutely gorgeous.."

as he spoke these words...he started opening his arms... as it was his habit...

but I ignored him and turned towards my brother hug him... and sat on the chair quietly after greeting my parents...

everyone was shocked... and the person most shocked was Kai... but instantly his shocked faced turned into amused one...and he said... " I think my sweetie is angry with me?! did I do something wrong..."

"Kang...."

"hmm??!"

"my name is Kang.. and I will aprreciate it if you call me Ms. Kang..I am not a child anymore...others may misunderstand .."

I replied him firmly... everyone was shocked again with my response... but nobody said a word... I quietly ate my breakfast... and then stood... " Dad, I am going college.. I will take Mr.Lee with me".. I said this..and give soft peck to my dad's cheek and mom's cheek...ruffled my brother's hair..and turned to leave..

"Wait a min.. I am almost finished..I will take you"as soon as kai said.. I replied.."NO need..."..

" I can go myself" ... I said and without sparing a glance at him..I turned and left for the college...

everyone was stunned...but the most stunned was ...Kai...

he looked towards the door in somewhat angry expression but quickly turned into his cheerful personality...

"Maybe morning sickness..." he smiled...

Mr. and Mrs. Kang hummed in response... but was deep down happy in their heart seeing change of peraonality in her daughter...after all she is the future heiress of Kang entetprises... the no. 1 jewellery designing company of Korea.

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