1 Chapter 1

Craé's POV

Sunday morning is never been that boring, I'm hanging out with my friends at the Starbucks... with their boyfriends. But I don't mind, I like to be single forever. Why? First of all, falling inlove is like you dreamed to be a superhero then you thought you can fly. Then you planned to jump at the tallest building, what does it mean? You're taking risks just to see it for yourself.

I'm Craé Sydney, who broke my heart because of my exes. I want to feel love, I see it for myself then what happened? I cried in the end. I just can't move on and that's frustrating me! But you know, some people can forgive, but can't forget. I'm one of them, so I'm afraid falling inlove again.

"Craé? Are you still here with us?" my friend Selene asked me.

"Do I look like I'm not here? Of course I'm here, I'm just thinking about random stuffs. The usual, you know." I answered.

"Oh well, what's the deal about Craé thinking about random stuffs?" Addie chuckled. "She always does that."

"Oh whatever, plastic woman." I rolled my eyes.

This is how we talk to each other. Some peeps asking us if we're arguing but we're not.

"Shut up, old lady." Addie laughed, then we all laughed.

Addie took surgeries, while I...am still single.

"Can't you just forget about your exes then find your true love?" Selene asked me.

"She got a point there, why stay single when you can flirt?" Addie uttered with her usual flirty tone. Addie is a real flirt, she don't like commitments.

"Oh Addie, don't teach her things like that. True love will come at the right time, so just chill." Selene said.

"Come on guys! Staying single is the best way than your opinions. Being single is freedom, you can do whatever you want! You can travel all alone, going out without telling it to anyone and many many more!" I said then smiled sweetly.

"Whatever Craé, I know it's because of your ex who cheated on you." Addie said.

"Then her ex who dated her because of a dare. Also, her last ex who cheated on her because of her sister Maddison." Selene commented.

I rolled my eyes. Oh well, Maddie the traitor.

"You do know girls that I'm listening, right?" I responded to them.

They looked at me then giggled. "Oh yes, we know."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Anyways, I have to go. Mom needs me, bye!"

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"Mom~! I'm baaaack!" I shouted. Then I saw Mom looking at me with no reaction.

"Where's Maddie?" she asked me.

"She's not with me. Anyways, I bought you a coffee!" I smiled but Mom still don't care. Why do I feel like I'm not her child? She's so cold! It makes me feel sad, oh why am I over-reacting? She's always like that to me.

"Where's Maddie? I need Maddie." she said firmly.

"I don't know where she is, okay? Take a rest Mom." I said, calming her.

I really don't know why Maddie is Mom's favorite. Maddie left us and it's just me and Mom but still she doesn't like me. How sad my life is.

She didn't answered so I hugged her. "I know Mom that you don't like me, but I do and I love you.. and I'm always here for you."

She still didn't answered so I walked away. I just don't understand why she always ask Maddie and not me. Maybe she's just tired? Maybe.

While I was walking away, I saw a man walking behind me. I looked at him then he stopped walking. What the? Does he wants to talk to me about something or what?

I started walking slowly then getting faster and faster and now I'm running and he is like he wants to catch me!

"Stop it!" I shouted at him while I'm still running. I'm totally crying right now, there are 7 billion people here on this earth and why does it have to be me?! Ugh! I still have plans to do! I don't want to be killed.

I stopped running then sat on this dark dirty grass then cried so much.

"Hey, miss?" a monotone voice asked me, coming from a guy, of course. "Are you okay?"

I didn't answered then started crying loudly. "Someone wants to kill m-me.." I whispered.

"What?" the guy asked me.

"Someone wants to kill me! Please help me!" I shouted then cried again. I looked at him then I saw him chuckled.

"No one's behind you, are you hallucinating?"

"No! There's someone behind me! I saw it! I saw it! He's just right behind me and—and..." I sighed. That guy, wearing a hoodie and holding a knife. Why?

"Look miss, there's no one here, just you and me and I think this is what we called destiny." wait... what?

I stared at him for a while then. "You moron!"

*PAAAAAAK!!!*

"Ouch," he winced. "That hurts you know, anyways I'm just joking. Just to make you feel better but I think that didn't worked. Again, so I was saying.. there's no one here. You're just thinking or hallucinating, calm down... okay? Overthinking too much can make your forehead bigger." he said then winked. He started walking away and here... I am. Sitting and staring at him as he walked away while I was sitting here in this dark dirty grass... dumbfounded.

Why does he want to catch me? And why am I seeing things just like him? I don't understand anything, first of all... my Mom hates me. Second, all of the boy I'd loved cheated or broke up with me for some not good reasons and third, this whole messy thing I've encountered today. Why do I have to see this things? What did I do to him? Why do I feel like I did something bad to him? Why is he like that? and lastly... What have I done? Oh why do I have many questions about random stuffs that I can't answer? This sounds stupid. And I. Hate. It. Can somebody help me?? Please?