1 We, are never ever ever

"Never!" He spoke this word with the veiled indifference of the man who may not want to see or hear from you again. I had imagined this scene since I intended to show my love feeling to him. He said this without hesitation, in a flat tone. There is no denying that he said no and I hardly leave him, with every step my heart becomes heavier. I back to my seat and then slowly sit down. I clearly know it is all my fault. However, I still can't release him in my mind. I want to charge him without reason. I know now I am willful as a child. But there is no one can spoil me when my parents died at my age of ten. The world is so big that we can get everything we want. The world is so small that we see the same person every day and I can't find the man who could tenderly love me anymore. Tears blurred my eyes, trickling down my checks. The class bell rings on time. It still sounds like the same as it rang three years ago.

Something old but valuable memories are brought to my mind.