My Reason To Get Up... So I Don't Die!

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The ODM gear detached from a branch and then attached through the target, I slashed it on the nape leaving a clear cut on it.

'Jason Ackerman from Shiganshina, the top of the regimen and the best in the camp, he just passes over Mikasa a little bit but with time he will become better.' Shadis thought.

Mikasa unhooked from a branch, she twirled in the air making her sword rotate in a clockwise rotation leaving a deep cut on the nape of the plastic target.

'Mikasa Ackerman from Shiganshina, the 2nd best. She comes from the same place as Jason but yet both claim they have never known each other before coming to the camp.

They neither claim to have any relatives who are still living. There are 2 other Ackerman in other boot camps, both claim not to know Jason Ackerman or Mikasa Ackerman.

Captain Levi Ackerman also claims not to be related to neither of the Ackerman who are at the boot camps.

All the Ackerman say they are not related yet have amazing fighting prowess. Like their fighting prowess is heredity.' This string of thought caused Shadis's evaluation of the SC's.

After thinking about the topic for some more time he decided to continue his evaluation.

'Annie Leonhart, a smart and tactical lady with reflexes. Her physical abilities are good, she fits an MP. If she were to become a scout there was no doubt that she would be eaten.'

'Reiner Braun, a 0 year old soldier who talks aimlessly about how he wants to return home. He wants to become a scout even when he knows the tragedy that happens to those who happen to think they are special.'

His eyes looked at someone in particular, he looked closely at how the person cut through then nape. Yet not deep enough to kill a titan.

'Eren Jaeger, he is the one who almost failed the balancing training. Though that was due to my mishap, he has excellent skill with the maneuvering gear and also wants to become a scout. He wants to rid the world of titans.'

I was in the sky, this was actually quite easy. Now I don't get what that guy was talking about, being quite skilled with ODM gear, I was the bomb at this.

Someone suddenly began approaching me, I had my guards up, ready for the moment he or she would push me so that I would lose some points. It actually happens a lot with the Cannon Fodder.

The normal cannon fodder was just used so that the series could increase in length. But these cannon fodder were used as fodder to the cannon.

Fodder to the titans, the titans were a cannon event and the people were fodder.

So they were Cannon Fodder.

I looked at the figure approaching me and then just as I expected he detached his gear as he was close to me and tried to but me while I was still attached to a branch.

I detached using a trick to come to a complete halt, the person passed by me falling on his miserable butt.

I could see he was a player, so maybe he wasn't fodder after all. At least he wasn't foolish to choose to be born in Marley as a human.

The person got up and quickly reached me again, I saw his face.

"You're that guy I saw when we thought we were dead." I said with a smile on my face.

He looked at me for a split second and then nodded his head.

"So you remember me, Mr. Ackerman. I actually thought that I was finally going to be able to transform into a titan. I don't even want to be in this world but we are trapped here for 11 months and 1 year before we get a 2 weeks' vacation from this shithole. In honestly, the only thing I am angry about is that if I die here nobody will remember me.

I'm not afraid of death, I was never afraid of death. I was always afraid of the way I would die. Now that I'm in AOT: Online people know I am in the game so if I die people will remember me, but I don't want to die a death as painful as being eaten from the legs and then to the balls.

I won't die then but I will be screaming in agony, even after my heart has a hole I won't die. It's when I get eaten on my brain and then it gets squished and turned into mush I might die or maybe I might be alive until I am digested." He paused to look at me.

"I just don't like the way people died in the anime and then I am in the world, you are lucky enough to be an Ackerman. Death won't get to you if you're not a fugitive of the law. But I'm an Eldian, like 12,000 other people who wanted to eat someone in the original plot and become a titan.

I played the beta, someone ate Eren but the next day he came back to life. I wanted to do the same thing in this game but for some reason if I eat Eren he will die and then were fucked. If I get hit by that gas I will get turned into a titan. If I drink any beer there is a chance things might be different and I get turned into a titan.

I'm just fucked no matter what the situation, I could try to go away from Trost. But they will still catch up in Sheena. That's why I became a scout, to get away from the problems staring at me just because the government want to test out universe travelling. Why couldn't this be a Naruto verse so that I know I could survive?" He cried.

(Bro just took 400 words crying about why he was afraid, so sad!! J!)

"I think you should wing it." I voiced out.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Even if I am an Ackerman, like you said things could go wrong. If Eren, Armin or Mikasa dies were all screwed. I decided to just go at it. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, I may never see my family again but I decide to get up every morning despite my woes. Not because I love it here but because I screwed up by making a main character dependent on me. I am his support." I said.

"You need someone like that." I said.

'Talk to me later after you've thought about what I said." I turned to another direction and went for a target.

'What a strange kid.' The player mused.