6 Knowing

It's been a week since i finally became a College student. I already adjusted myself to the real world. They say College life is the real 'reality' that we didn't get when we are in Highschool. I highly agree! Even tho I don't have that much friend, college really slap me with the truth that I highly need one.

I have Dale. I guess? he will always greet me with 'Goodmorning' to 'Have a goodnight sleep'. I will never ask for more. I can't imagine myself without someone

This whole time i've been thinking aboit life seriously.

Countless 'what ifs'. Like 'What if Mamala is still here?' 'What if I choose to be that friendly girl in Highschool' 'What if i am more on a talkative type of friend' 'What if... I never met Dale...'

That was though.

I already gave all my best in life.

But why am i feeling so alone and unsure all the time.

Dear Dale,

If the day comes and you're reading this, please be patient with me. I want you to stay beside me but I can't find the right words to say that. I hope we're doing allright. I hope we are still friends...

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I decided to write letters for him.

I decided to write my unsaid feelings.

I decided to be braver and take the risk.

and I decided to let go of everything that's unreal.

I woke up that day with no plans except from going to school with Dale, ofcourse. I ready myself to school and ate my breakfast.

When I opened the door Dale is already infront of my house. Smiling and vibing with his music.

He then started to look at me with sparks.

and that day...

i finally get it.

that i like him.

his smiles

his eyes

and him.