6 Part 4(Khushi's Agony)

Kyu nazree teri yoon anjaan hai...

Ankhein hai meri bhi num..

Kyu pakar bhi tumko khoya hai..

Hum kyu na bunn paye hum?

Rabaa ve rabaa ve

Rabba ve rabba ve

Khushi was sitting in a nearby park and was thinking about her meet with Arnav after those 5 long years.

Khushi's thought:

I know it affected him when I didn't recognise him. But why? He should not care he was the one who went away leaving me at that time.

Why Devi Maiya? Why is he back here? Even if he is back why we had to meet me? I had made myself understand that we won't meet each other again. And he is totally out of my life.

Even after so much why all I could see in his eyes was pure care and concern for me?

Or was it just my thinking? Wasn't he concerned, But how is it possible? I have always been able to read his eyes? Didn't I read him properly today?

But then isn't anything possible with him?

He is a puzzle. An unknown mystery.

Why did he leave me then? I still don't know what lead him to take such a big step of leaving me alone suddenly.

If he never cared about me then why I could see the pain in his eyes? I still don't know what mistake I did to get such a punishment from him for the whole of my life.

We were so much into each other for that one year. Yeah, I always knew he wanted to be a businessman. He planned to go abroad for his studies.

And then we have planned so much about our future. How we were going to miss each other and so we would talk daily.

Thanks to technology that would allow us to see each other if not meet in real.

And suddenly everything changed.

And suddenly everything changed

FLASHBACK

The next day Arnav was going to the U.S for his higher studies.

They had met yesterday only.

Today she called him many times but he wasn't answering, well he must be busy she told herself.

Her heart was so restless today. Maybe because he was leaving tomorrow her mind answered.

She wanted to spend some time with Arnav before he goes that means only today was the time but this man was not picking her call. He never did that then? Weird thoughts were making their way in her mind when suddenly...

Her phone rang it was Arnav's call.

Khushi: Aap kaha hai love. Maine kitne calls kiye. Haan haan pata hai aap busy honge kal janaa jo hai. Sari packing ho gayi na ? Kya hua kuch jawab to doo? Ohh mai bhi na kitni pagal hu aapko kuch bolne ka mauka hi ni diya. Arnav boliye naa. [Where were you love? I called you so many times. Ya ya I know You must be busy afterall you have to go tomorrow. So you completed your packing? What happened? answer me. Oh, such a crazy person I am If I would give you a chance then only you will speak. Speak up Arnav.]

Arnav: Khushi Mujhe tujhse milna hai abhi. Come to the college I am coming there too. [Khushi I want to meet you now]

Khushi in mind (Yeh tensed lag rahe hai sab thik hoga na, "khushi "par Arnav to humesha mujhe jaan bulate hai fir aaj.. ohho khushi kitna sochogi vo kal ko leke thore upset honge aur kya)[Why I felt as if he is tensed Everything is fine. Isn't it? "Khushi" but Arnav always calls me Jaan then today? Come on Khushi stop overthinking he must be upset about tommorow]

Khushi: Thik hai Arnav mai aa rahi hoon. [ok Arnav I am coming]

In the college garden. Khushi sees Arnav standing alone aside as if thinking something.

She walked slowly and hugged him from the back.

Khushi: Arnav! Kal jaa rahe hai aap sach kahu mujhe aaj bohot ajeeb lag raha hai

Khushi: Arnav! Kal jaa rahe hai aap sach kahu mujhe aaj bohot ajeeb lag raha hai. Ab aap yaha nahi honge jaane kese sambhal paaungi apne aap ko. Love, I will miss You.[Arnav, you are going tommorow I feel so restless today Now, you won't be here I don't know how will I handle myself.]

Arnav removes her hand. And turns to face her. His face had no expression so blank.

Arnav: Khushi! I want to end it here now.

Khushi: Arnav mai kuch samajhi nahi. [Arnav what do you mean I didn't get you]

Arnav: I am talking about this relationship. I want to end it.

Khushi (scared): Love you know it well that I don't like such pranks. All your pranks are accepted but never say such a joke again.

Arnav: It's not a prank I am serious. See Khushi You are a nice person but I don't think we can go forward with it. You know long distance relationship doesn't go so far. We can dream but the reality is long distance relationship won't last long and then you know now ,I am going abroad. Love and all they are just fairy tales. And as you know I have always dreamt of being a big man so I don't want to distract myself with anything.I want to focus only on my career. Khushi umm all the best for your life that's all I want to say.

Khushi didn't know how to react she felt paralysed. Everything seemed to be blur.

Khushi: Arnav mazak ki hadd hoti hai

[Arnav there is a limit of every prank]

Arnav: Khushi mai mazak nahi kar raha. Mai vahi bol raha hu jo sach hai.[Khushi I am not kidding. I am saying only truth]

Khushi: Kya mai aapko distract karti hu

Khushi: Kya mai aapko distract karti hu. (She puts her palm on his cheek) Arnav aap kisi baat pe naaraz ho kya kuch hua hai? Aaj se pehle to aisa kabhi nahi kaha aapne. Achha mai aapko jyada call nahi karungi. Roz bhi nahi bas kabhi kabhi. Thik hai na.(Aranv are you angry with me for something. Something happened?? Before today you never said me something like this. Ok fine I won't call you often. Not even every day Just sometimes. Okay).

Arnav: I know Khushi ki maine tujhe kabhi nahi kaha. But mene realize kiya ki yeh hum dono ke liye yehi sahi hai. (I know Khushi that I never said you something like this. But I have realised that this is right for both of us.)

Khushi felt as if the ground slipped from her feet. She didn't know where to go? What to do? All things sounded so unreasonable. She knew this was not the Arnav she knew. She cannot even in her wildest dreams think that her only love can say something like that to her.

But Before she could say something or ask him

Arnav left her.

FLASHBACK ENDS

She never saw him again in those 5 years. After that Khushi changed herself.