9 Tears

You know that moment when you get caught red handed by your parents, doing something you shouldn't, you know you're in deep shit. Yes my friend that's how I'm feeling right now standing in front of Roman. I knew I was in deep shit, and right now I have to think of a way to escape or try to put all the blame on David. Either way, I have to save my skin.

"Come with me, let's talk" he said. He turned around making his way out of the kitchen. I decided to make him think that I had complied with his order, then ditch him when he's let his guard down. I wasn't going to let him kill me today. I value my life; I haven't even robbed a bank yet. I'm not dying before that happens. We were walking towards the east wing of the mansion. That was his side; no one was allowed to enter unless he said so. And mostly those who do, never come out alive. As we were about to turn on his wing, I made a dash towards the opposite direction.

I didn't make it very far, as he had guards tailing us. "I know you by now, we are going to talk and you are not getting away from this"

We got to his office, the guards left, and then there was just the two of us. "Exactly what the fuck were you thinking making out with another man, then putting yourself in danger! I am so worried and angry right now, it's maddening" he busted out.

I sat in my seat immobile, afraid of saying anything to make him angrier. I honestly thought he wouldn't find out about that, imagine what he would do if he found out that I wanted to actually fuck the shit outta Ivanov. Yea I would be dead.

"Say something dammit; are you even aware of what I wanted to do when I found out? If I hadn't pried it out David I wouldn't have known" Damn you David, I'm definitely getting revenge on that mother fucker.

"I'm sorry ok; I had to sell it off so that we wouldn't look suspicious. Do you know hard it was for me to do so? It was a fucking nightmare, but we pulled through didn't we. We got the bad guy in the end, and we took care of a traitor" I said.

He walked up to me, took me by the hand and pulled me off the chair and into his arms, he was hugging me. I felt my shirt getting wet, and Roman shaking like a leaf on a tree in strong winds. "Don't you ever scare me like that again ok? Please don't" he cried

The big bad Mafia Don is in front of me crying like a babe on my shoulders, at this point I was dumbfounded, I thought this man was a heartless, emotionless ass hole, but that wasn't the case. At that moment I realized, I was his weakness, and he was mine. I am so in love with this jerk, that the mere thought of losing him made my heart ache. I held on tight onto him, nodding my head. That was a confession unspoken. He knew and so did I.

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It has been a couple of weeks since that night in his office. We have been on a couple of dates, and they were amazing. Today is the day that I'm getting my revenge on David. I bought a couple of paintball guns the other day, and I have been hiding in a secret spot in the house waiting for home to come through the door. I waited for about half an hour before he made an entrance. I aimed my gun at his chest and fired multiple shots, did I forget to tell you the paintballs were all red? Well they are. And they hurt like a bitch too. He fell down on the floor with a shocked expression on his face. I hid my gun then made my towards him. Putting on my best acting I ran towards him.

" oh my gosh David what happened ? are you ok? " I fake cried , putting his head in my lap and crying like a mad woman. He held my hand, " sis I love you, take care of yourself for me, I am happy I got to live a little longer with you, I-I was the on- one who st-stole all your Eugenes. I planned to buy them all back, but I guess that won't be happening now. I love you sis. Good-bye" he said then closed his eyes like he was dead.

This bitch is way more dramatic than I am. I was so glad I got everything on camera, I started laughing , then I slapped him in the face. " serves you right for snitching on me to Roman you wimp" I said. He jumped up startled , looking at me he did an eye roll, then got up and stormed away.

" You are the worst!" he shouted. I laughed so hard, I nearly peed myself.

I made my way back to my room after cleaning up the mess I made with the paint balls. I found a bouquet of red and white roses on my bed with a note. 'Come to my room Tesoro, I've got a surprise for you' it said. I quickly took a shower , put on some comfortable clothes then made my way towards Roman's room. As I got closer to his room I kept hearing moans and groans, at this point I was fucking pissed. I haven't seen this asshole in a couple of days, and the one time I finally got to see him, he's fucking someone else. And to think that his feelings for me were real. I'm such a stupid bitch. I marched towards his room like a raging bull out for blood. I bust opened his door and lo and behold, Roman and a red head bitch at it. I took out my gun from my waist and shot her right between the eyes.

" That's how you show your love huh? I'm so fucking stupid." I merely said, then walked out of his room.

I got to my room, packed my suitcases then made my way towards the front door.

"Wait for me sis, you're not going alone, I'm with you"

Thank god for David, I packed my things inside the trunk of my car then went to the passenger's seat, David was gonna drive, as I was too emotional to go behind the driver's wheel. As we drove down the drive way I saw Roman standing at the door through the rearview mirror. Then and there I swore to myself, that I would never fall in love unless I was a hundred percent sure my heart wouldn't be broken. You broke me Roman Russo and I'll never forgive you for that.