14 Chapter 14 Eddies pov

Eddie wakes up and rolls to his side, hoping and praying he will see the sleeping beauty Buck, or the realization his mind has been playing games and it was a dream. As he turned and saw the sweet face of a sleeping Buck Eddie lets a smile out and a faint sigh. He runs his hand gently over Buck's hair, his fingers moving through the curls. Eddie tried to relish this moment before he gets up. Eddie knew Buck had set the alarm and it would go off in 30 minutes, enough time to make breakfast. So he throws some clothes on and quietly creeps out taking one last look at a sleeping Buck before he closes the door.

Eddie walks down the hall and looks in on Chris who is still asleep too. He smiles at his little boy, out cold with no cares in the world, and continues until he gets in the kitchen. He puts the pot of coffee on and starts to work on getting the tray ready. He knows full well that Bobby would have made breakfast so Eddie settles on some slices of toast. What could go wrong? He thinks to himself as he gets the bread out and puts them in the toaster.

"Hmm… Marmalade or jam?" Eddie says to himself looking at the two jars.

"Bucky prefers jam dad." Chris says which makes Eddie jump.

"Chris? What are you doing up?" Eddie says looking at his son who clearly just woke up.

"I wanted to help you." Chris says with a smile.

"Well, it's only toast and coffee and some orange juice as me and Buck will eat at the station. Do you want some cereal?" Eddie asks.

"Yes please." Chris replies and smiles at his dad.

Eddie starts to work on the bowl just as the toast pops he quickly places them on the plate and butters them and then puts the jam on. Whilst at the same time handing Chris a bowl of cereal and a glass of orange juice.

"Okay, make sure to start eating that. The last thing I want is Carla to come and moan over me that you haven't finished eating, and I'm going to give this to Buck and then take a shower. Can you get ready as Carla will be here soon?" Eddie explains.

"Yes dad, is Bucky moving in?" Chris asks and Eddie knew this is all that Chris will want to know. Now it was hard to break his little heart that Buck would not be moving in just yet.

"Look buddy, me and Buck, well we need talk and sort things ok?" Eddie says and Chris pouts.

"Fine." Chris says as he continues to eat his breakfast. Eddie thought to himself having Buck here was a perfect fit, but he didn't know where he stood with Buck or what he wanted. Only time would tell and Eddie knew normally time was against him.

Eddie shakes his head and picks up the tray then makes his way to his bedroom. As he gets close he can hear the shower, he enters and sure enough, Buck is missing and that means Buck was in the shower. So Eddie sits down, waiting for Buck to appear, Eddie could feel the nerves in his belly gnaw at him but didn't know why. It was just Buck, but now? There was just more to it than being just Buck he thinks.

Eddie is taken back when he sees Buck standing there dressed but his hair wet, looking at him with those big blue eyes. Eddie smiles and takes in the sight, then he knew this wasn't a crush or some fling. He was head over heels for the man in front of him.

"I was going to surprise you." Eddie says smiling.

"Well, sorry Romeo. But my alarm went off, so thought I would get ready and make you breakfast whilst you got ready. But seems like you beat me to it." Buck chuckles and moves closer to the bed.

"That I did. So, eat this and I will get ready, then we can drive in together if you want. Carla will be here shortly." Eddie says standing up and leaving the tray on the bedside draw.

"Yeah, that be great. Oh, and I told Maddie not to say anything to anyone as well as Bobby and Athena." Buck explains.

Eddie is shocked that Buck had done it. He was expecting everyone to know, which he wouldn't have minded because it's Buck. But he did want time for them to think things through. Still, Eddie decides to joke with Buck a bit.

"Oh, so you are embarrassed by us are you?" Eddie says knowing Buck will panic.

"No! No, nothing like th…" Buck is cut off, he needed to explain quickly what he meant.

"Buck, it's fine. I get it. I was going to do the same you just beat me to it. We need to be able to figure this all out without people barging in. So, I was thinking while we are at work… You know…" Eddie says and this was where he failed his last relationship, unable to say the right words, but would say the wrong ones.

Eddie hated himself for this.

"Eddie, it's ok. I understand. While we are at work, we will be professional. I promise I will be the perfect gentleman, but obviously act like our normal selves. Otherwise, Hen will sniff out that we're hiding something." Buck chuckles.

The fact that Eddie knew Hen already knew that he fancied Buck wasn't going to help but would take the pressure off as she wouldn't push if she saw Eddie staring at Bucks ass every now and then.

"True, she is good at finding stuff out by just subtle things. Right, you eat. I will get changed; Chris is getting ready. So, if you hear the door it's most likely Carla." Eddie says. He gets up and starts to walk past Buck then as he passes him, an urge comes over him, and he places a quick peck on Buck's cheek.

Eddie did not stop. He walked straight into the ensuite and closed the door and leaned against it. Why did he do that? But then he thought about it more, seeing Buck sitting there, on his bed made him happy and it felt so homey. He knew Buck belong there with him and at that moment it felt right. Eddie curses himself in the hope he hasn't scared off Buck, he quickly stripped and jumped in the shower.

As he showers, he feels so happy that everything in his life at the moment was perfect. He had his happy son and a man who obviously liked Eddie for Eddie and not scared of his shortcomings. Eddie starts to wash his hair and a song he loved started in his mind and he knew it was the one he wanted to dance with Buckone day. But would Buck find it weird Eddie already had a song for them both? He didn't care at that moment the happiness filled him more and he started singing.

'You make my heart feel like it's summer

When the rain is pouring down

You make my whole world feel so right when it's wrong

That's how I know you are the one

That's why I know you are the one'

Eddie finishes his shower and gets dried then gets changed. He takes a deep breath before leaving the room knowing the second he sees Buck sitting, there he will start smiling like a teenager who just saw their crush. He leaves the ensuite and sees Buck there, looking at him and he can see the desire and want in Buck's eyes. Did Buck want to have fun or what? He gives Buck a knowing smile.

"What?" Buck says and Eddie can tell he has food in his mouth with his cheeks looking a bit puffed up which made him look like a hamster. Eddie had to fight the urge to laugh back.

"You, I know what you're thinking and, no, we don't have time." Eddie chuckles and watches as Buck nearly chokes on the food. He watches as Buck playfully raises his hands as if to punch him.

"Now who's a pig?"

Eddie shakes his head and sits next to Buck and watches as Buck passes a piece of toast and they both sit there smiling at each other, then the bedroom door flings open.

"Bucky, you're still here!" Chris says as he wanders over and hugs Buck.

"Of course, superman." Buck says as he hugs Chris back.

"I'm sorry I lied about last night to you. Dad made me promise not to tell you." Chris says as he hugs tighter.

Eddie felt guilty about getting Chris to lie but he knew it was worth it and Buck would hopefully understand.

"Superman it's fine I understand why you did it, and it was the best surprise ever. I'm glad you are ok with me dating your dad." Buck says breaking the hug and Eddie had to fight the urge to scoop them both up in his arms.

Eddie hugs Chris and places him on his lap, he knew it would only be a matter of seconds before Chris starts asking questions again.

"So, are you and dad boyfriends now, and will move in? Does that mean you can be my second dad?" Chris asks and Eddie loved how forward his son could be.

The prospect of that all happening is exactly what Eddie wanted but he has not spoken to Buck about what he wanted. So it could be all for nothing Eddie thinks. To which Eddie needed to explain to Chris best he could.

Eddie looks to Buck who seemed to be caught off guard too. "Christopher, it's too soon to be talking like that. Me and Buck, haven't decided anything yet. But when we do you will be the first to know, I promise."

"Yeah, Chris you will be first to know. As adults, we have talk things through and make sure everything is ok."

"Ok, as long as you promise." Chris said.

"I pinkie promise." Buck says holding his pinkie out.

Eddie watches as Chris loops his pinkie around Buck's and then they both look at Eddie who rolls his eyes, knowing that he must do it too. So joins his pinkie to there's and they shake with their pinkies. Eddie holds his laugh when he sees Buck jumps at a flash of light and then he looks over at the door - seeing Carla holding her phone out.

"Oh, that was way too sweet, and I couldn't resist." She says smiling at them and chuckles.

"Carla, I didn't hear you come in." Eddie says.

"Too busy in the family world eh?" She says smirking and he knew she was right. He was so caught up in this little family that somehow made him try to be without even knowing it.

"We were just talking." Buck says.

"Oh right, about what?" Carla says.

"That dad and Buck would tell me first when they become boyfriends." Chris giggles and Eddie looks at Chris in shock.

"Chris, you're not meant to tell anyone!" Eddie says.

"About time you do." Carla laughs.

"Sorry, dad." Chris says with a sad tone and Eddie feels guilty for telling Chris off, but he did not want anyone knowing just yet and it made him feel on edge and nervous

"Look buddy it's fine. Carla would have worked it out anyway with or without you telling her. Don't be sad, just make sure you keep it to yourself from now on ok?" Buck says.

Eddie watches as Buck leans over giving Chris a quick hug but also feels Buck's hand rub against his stomach and it felt so calming. It was almost like Buck knew Eddie was nervous, and he also knew how to calm him down.

"I will." Chris says.

He continues to watches as Buck breaks the hug then Chris gets off his knee and walks towards Carla.

"Okay, I'll get this one to school, and I'll see you later Eddie or will it be both?" She says with a smirk.

"We will see, but same to you it's hush-hush. We don't even know where we stand yet." Eddie says and cups his neck.

"Of course, my lips are sealed." Carla says as she walks off with Chris.

"Well, that could have gone better." Buck chuckles.

"You think?" Eddie laughs.

"Come on, let's head off so we are not late."

"Yeah, into the lion's den." Eddie says nervously.

"It will be fine; Remember I texted Bobby and he will be keeping everything quiet so will Athena. And Maddie hasn't told Chim so it's all good. Remember behave like normal." Buck says and quickly presses a kiss to Eddie's cheek.

Eddie was left there in shock and he felt at home. And the fact Buck just kissed him as Eddie did earlier made him even more speechless. He needed Buck here more.

Eddie moves around his room getting his phone and placing it in his pocket then goes to clean up the tray Buck ate on. He was in the kitchen when he sees Buck standing there by the front door - spinning his keys around his finger while he waited for Eddie. Eddie wanders into the kitchen, places the tray on the side, and kisses Chris on the head.

"I will do the cleaning later, have a good day at school." Eddie says and heads off down towards Buck, quickly putting his shoes on, and jacket then smiles at Buck.

"You ready now?" Buck jokes.

"Just get a move on will you?" Eddie says standing up and gently pushes Buck to the door.

They walk to Bucks jeep and set off. The first bit of the ride was quiet. Eddie sits there thinking about the last few days and how good they have been; how he wants it to be permanent, but is that too much too soon? He wanted Buck so much and the possibility is that it's now more than ever, but what if something was to happen on a call? Eddie wouldn't know what to do. He needed to stop thinking like this and focus on the now. Normally when they drive in together there's laughter and chatter, but not today? He glances over at Buck who is looking at him too.

"Thethree traditional colors of most Christmas decorations are red, green, and gold. Red symbolizes the blood of Christ, green symbolized life and rebirth, and gold represents light, royalty, and wealth." Buck says and Eddie is confused as to where this was coming from, but this is what he loves about Buck. When he is nervous, Buck would say the most random thing. It served Eddie as an indication that Buck is nervous.

"Where did that come from?" Eddie asks smiling.

"It's too quiet, and I panicked." Buck says looking towards the road.

Eddie knew he had to calm Buck because he knew Buck would start to overthink when he won't. So, Eddie places a hand on Buck's leg and see's the younger man smile.

"I understand, everything is changing and we both don't know how to cope. How about we just focus on surviving the day and talk later if you want?"

"That'd be good. Let us figure out what we should do next, plus I know you like to be organized."

"Yeah, well when you have a kid you have no choice. You too will understand that soon." Eddie says hoping Buck would pick up on the soon bit, as he really wanted Buck to be a father to Chris, and then maybe. Just maybe, one day one of their own.

"Yeah, I guess it can be. I'll know one day, hopefully."

They laugh and joke the rest of the drive and Eddie can tell Buck feels so much more at ease. Buck pulls up just before the station and Eddie was worried about what was going to be said. Had Buck decided he couldn't do this now? Did he want out before it became a mess? Eddie needed to know.

"Why'd we stop?" Eddie asks.

"Because, right… I know we haven't made any decisions but before we go in. I was wondering if maybe I could get a kiss?" Buck says and then Eddie knew he looked shellshocked, "I will understand if you don't wan…" Buck is cut off when Eddie pulls him in for a kiss. It only lasted a few seconds and Eddie savors every second of it.

"That answers that. I was hoping I would get to do that again after last night, but that is your lot for the day. We have work, so let's go." Eddie says smiling.

"Y.. yeh lets…" Buck says still obviously in shock from the kiss.

Buck drives around the corner and pulls in a parking spot. They both get out and share a look before they started laughing again.

"What you two laughing about? It's never a good sign when you two are laughing." Chim asks.

"Nothing, just wondering who makes a better elf, you or Jones." Buck blurts out and this is another thing Eddie loves about Buck. With his quick reaction to situations, Eddie knew that if it was on his own he would have cracked under the pressure.

"First, that would be Jones, and second, I'm sure you would make a great Rudolph." Chim chuckles and Eddie sees Buck look at him. He tries to hold a laugh in but then a thought of Buck just in antlers popped up. Eddie tried to shake that thought off.

"Don't you laugh Diaz; we all know you definitely would be the grinch." Buck says sticking his tongue out at Eddie and walks off Eddie making sure to watch Bucks ass as he follows in.

"Wait, no I am not!" Eddie shouts towards Buck who just keeps on walking.

Eddie slowly walks into the station and stops to look at the photo of the 118 on the wall and smiles. He was standing next to Buck in the picture, just like always it was him and Buck. Like it was meant to be. He continues to head into the locker room where he is met with the sight of Buck with his trousers off, and his tight boxers hugging everything tightly. Eddie could not resist a bit of teasing, so he quickly checked his surroundings, making sure no one around.

"Well now, you're just teasing." Eddie says and watches as Buck turns around. Eddie cannot help but stare at the bulge.

"Oi, professional! This is why I tried to get changed quickly, so we wouldn't get distracted. Just turn around so I can change." Buck says knowing he is going red.

Eddie turns around and stands there so he decides to strip down to his boxers and start getting changed. But he then realized Buck was in the way of his locker, so he just stood there. Most of the team had seen him in his boxers so it wasn't going raise suspicion. But Eddie knew he would get a reaction out of Buck and just like that Eddie sees Buck turning.

"Eddie, what are you doing?" Buck questions.

"I'm getting dressed but can't get to my locker because you're in the way. And you said not to distract you." Eddie says smiling.

"You are the worst! I'll see you upstairs." Buck says walking past him.

Eddie lets a smile form the second he hears the door close and cannot believe how lucky he has been. But he knows his luck doesn't last long and is scared when it would end.

"Buckley, my office, now!" Eddie hears the faint call from Bobby. He starts spraying deodorant and getting his uniform out of his locker

"Hey, Diaz! Put some clothes on your fancy woman isn't around." He hears Hen shout and knows she will question him on why he stayed like that for so long but smiles and gets dressed.

Eventually, he left and made his way up the stairs and sees Hen signaling him over. He walked over greeting other firefighters as he did and took a seat next to her.

"What has Buck done now?" Eddie casually asks.

"I'm not sure, so took your time changing today. Were you hoping a certain blue-eyed man may take notice?" Hen says.

"Hoping but failed, but oh well, how was last week?"

"Don't act like you don't know, I know Buck called to let you know. More importantly, how was Austin? Any cute men or women catch your eye?"

"Shh, and no. I spent most of it working, keeping away from my parents. I could not be dealing with them, but It was nice to see my sisters and meet other firefighters."

"You're not thinking of leaving us, are you? Oh, I may have said you might be splitting with Ana and Buck was a bit annoyed you hadn't spoken to him about it."

"Why you do a thing like that for? And I wouldn't leave you guys you are my family" Eddie says smiling as he notices Buck and Bobby walk up the stairs he feels Hen elbow him in the side.

He watches as Bobby moves to one side and Buck makes a beeline towards them and sees the smile. He knows means mischief and dreads what Buck is about to say.

"So, Hen, do you think Ana is right for Eddie? Personally, I think dating your kid's teacher is a bit weird." Buck says. Eddie notices Buck scrunching his face and gives him a funny look.

"Buck, be quiet will you?" Hen says looking pissed.

"Okay." Buck says and turns to Eddie who watches as Buck walks over to where Chim was standing, talking to Bobby.

"Stop staring at his ass." Hen whispers with a chuckle.

"Not my fault if it looks so defined." Eddie whispers back

"God, now I wish I hadn't kept my mouth shut about you liking Buck."

Eddie looks over watching Buck talk to Chim and wonders if Chim really knows. But he's being quiet about it under the threat of Maddie.

"Everyone take a seat! I need to speak to you all." Bobby shouts to everyone and Eddie wonders what will be said. Bobby only ever does this if it's something major or a big announcement, was he about to tell everyone about him and Buck?

"How bad is it?" Buck asks.

"Well, I know I promised people we would have Christmas off. But the department higher-ups have squashed it, so we are all working Christmas day. Now before you all moan it is a part of our jobs and we know this, but on that note, I'm not cooking so we need to pick a choice of takeout." Bobby says.

"Takeout? But it's Christmas day we got to have turkey with all the trimmings." Buck protests.

Eddie felt bad as he knew how the vote will go, if Bobby did not want to cook, people would go for takeout which gave Eddie an idea to surprise Buck.

"Fine, we will have a vote later and we will decide. Either, takeout or turkey." Bobby says as the alarm goes off. Eddie starts making his way down and as Buck passes him he feels a gentle bump in his shoulders which made Eddie let a smile out. It's like a little secret between the two, people will think they're being their normal selves - but they both know it means so much more, and once Eddie gets in the cab he takes his seat next to Buck and gently knee bumps Buck's knee making them smile at each other. Eddie knew that that was a normal thing they did so could get away with it. Eddie knew he wanted more and was using all his self-control not to touch Buck more intimately.

The rest of the day goes by quickly; mainly due to call after call giving them no rest, marking that the Christmas build-up had started. By the time they rolled in the firehouse before they finished their shifts. Everyone slowly made their way up the stairs and Eddie noticed that Buck had not come out from the truck yet. And he remembered that they had a call earlier; a man was stuck in his car and it went off the cliff. Eddie wasn't deaf to realize that they were near the ocean, and that means there were sounds of the waves splashing below the hill. He looked at Bobby who shared a knowing sad smile.

"Should I sit with him or you?" Eddie asks hoping Bobby will say that he is the best one to sit with him.

"You go sit with him." Bobby says.

"You sure that's ok? I mean I want to, but don't want people talking." Eddie says he wanted to comfort Buck so much but also did not want to add people gossiping to Bucks trouble.

"Eddie it is fine, everyone understands that Buck struggles when we have calls near the water now. So they'll think you're just talking to him, I know you will be hugging him. It was a tough call even for us. So Buck most likely got it tenfold, just don't stay down too long."

"Okay then, we'll be up soon."

He watches as Bobby heads towards the stairs and Eddie turns back to the cab. He knew he had to comfort Buck, he had seen him fidgeting around restlessly with nightmares and knew it scared him. He didn't want him to be alone. As he climbed in the cab he saw Buck sat with his earphones in, listening to something that obviously helping him calm down. Eddie places a hand on Buck's leg to get his attention, and Eddie notices Buck turn his screen to hide whatever he was listening to. He decides to ignore it as he needs to check on Buck. Eddie continues to watch as Buck takes the earphones out and looks at him, seeing the sadness in his eyes, scrunched Eddie's heart.

"Hey, it's ok. I'm here." Eddie says as he takes a seat and pulls Buck over, enjoying the warmth of holding Buck so close.

"We can't, Eddie, it's too much of a risk." Buck says and Eddie did not care at that moment what people would say. Buck was upset. And he was going to keep him close until he was okay.

"It's fine. Bobby has taken everyone up, we all noticed how you were, and we know why. So, I said I'd sit with you." Eddie says and hugs Buck tighter and he feels Buck lean in more to it.

"I'm sorry, I thought I was over it." Buck says and Eddie knows you cannot just get over something like that. Even Chris still had the occasional nightmare about that day. As they sit there, Eddie has a sudden thought. He and Buck haven't had a proper date. Well, yes, they sort of had two but they had other people there. He wanted it to be just him and Buck so decides it's now or never.

"It's ok no need for sorry. Everyone is fine with it. When you are ready, we will head up to vote and head home. But I have a question I need to ask you."

He watches the panic in Buck's eyes and knows he messed this up already and hates himself for it.

"Go on." Buck says and Eddie notices the worried look in his eyes but decides it is now or never.

"Well, I was wondering if on the 20th, would you do me the honor of going on a proper date? Dress up in suits and everything?" Eddie asks blushing and the way how Buck is looking at him right now is making Eddie blush more.

He knew it was the right thing to do. He wanted to show Buck they could have a proper date; just the both of them and no cares whoever sees them at a restaurant. All he wants is Buck to be with him and Chris. Nothing more. Nothing less.

"Yes, yes, of course, I will." Buck says and Eddie cannot help but smile as Buck meets his eyes.

Eddie is taken back when Buck lunges forward kissing him on the lips and as quick as it started it was finished, with Buck pulling away going a bit red.

"Why you stop?" Eddie asks with a grin.

"We can't, not here."

"I know, come on let's go."

They head up and everyone looks over to them. Eddie notices the sad smile Hen gives Buck; he looks at Buck who paints a smile on and walks forward. He watches Buck grab a piece of paper and writes the inevitable word turkey and then Buck places it in the hat. He continues to watch as Buck sits next to Hen and now it was Eddie's turn to vote so he grabs a piece of paper, not thinking anything else, and just writes takeout then places it in the hat. As Eddie moved around and stood next to Chim he kept glancing over to Buck, hopefully, no one saw him doing it. He watches as Bobby moves the papers and checks them.

"So, let's get this done so we can go." Bobby says.

"So, we have one vote for turkey rest is takeout, sorry Buck." Bobby says.

"What?" Buck said and he sounded hurt

"Well at least the shift is over, and we won't have put up with Mr moody." Chim jokes and Eddie looks at him funny.

"What? Who's moody?"

"Buck, the vote, he wanted turkey didn't he? Were you not listening?"

"Not really, a lot on my mind, but we all knew when Bobby said this morning he wasn't going cook? We all know which way it was going to go. Buck will be fine, he just needs some time cool off."

"More than a bit by the way he looks, he looks pissed." Chim jokes and Eddie glances over.

"Yeah, you're right. It's going to be a fun drive home for me." Eddie jokes.

"It will, so good luck and I will see you later." Chim says and he walks off.

"Yeah later." Eddie says and turns to head to the lockers.

"Diaz, you have a minute?" Bobby shouts and Eddie turns and sees Buck smiling at him, and Eddie feels he is in trouble.

"Good luck." Buck chuckles as Eddie passes him.

"Don't forget to wait for me." Eddie says.

"Like I would go without you." Buck says as he enters the lockers.

Eddie continues to walk into Bobby's office with a big smile on his face, no amount of shouting will upset him now. As he looks forward he sees Bobby standing there with a grin on his face, he knew this talk would happen eventually, so this is a good thing. He hopes.

"Take a seat, Eddie." Bobby says as he walks around his desk and Eddie sits in the chair.

"What's this about cap?" Eddie quizzes still unsure why he is there despite having a slight hope that it wasn't what he thinks it is.

"Well, I think we both know why." Bobby says giving him a stern look and now Eddie was really confused.

"Do I? I thought I did now I'm lost."

"Well, taking my son out on a date without asking his parents' permission, I expected better from you Eddie."

Eddie stares at Bobby, letting what he just said sink in. He didn't know what to say, everyone joked about Buck being Bobby's and Athena's adopted son but this felt much more than just a joke.

"Erm, I'm sorry. I didn't think about it that much and to be honest, the first time I technically didn't know it was him. So I couldn't and then we arranged the second which obviously you were there when I called, and the next one well I know it's too late now but… Bobby, would it be okay if I took your son on a date?" Eddie asks and dreads the answer but even if he says no he knows Buck will still go with him.

"Of course, you can, but upset him and then we will have trouble. I will have to transfer you to another station and Athena well you know how protective she is of her babies." Bobby says with a stern look.

Eddie sits there thinking to himself what has he got himself I'm to, he just thought they all joked about it but now? After that and the way Bobby is looking at him, Eddie knew Bobby and Athena took it seriously. Eddie gulps not knowing what to do.

"Eddie I'm joking, don't worry." Bobby says with a smile.

"Oh, thank god. I was worried then." Eddie says.

"Why would you be worried? You're not going hurt him are you?"

This was the thing he was worried about, Eddie hurting Buck. He knew he would eventually do something and Buck would leave, just like Shannon did and he wouldn't know if he could take it another hit like that. Bullets and explosions? He can take, but something like that is another type of pain. Eddie knew he needed to talk to someone, and Bobby helped him with the fighting so it would be him.

"It's just… ugh it's so hard you know?" Eddie starts and he sees Bobby looking at him, not rushing him just waiting, "Am I good enough? I mean I thought I was good enough for Shannon and we all know how that turned out. What if Buck decides the same? I don't know if I could take it." Eddie says knowing he could feel tears forming but holds them back.

"Eddie you are always good enough, you're more than enough. And Buck adores you trust me on that, you both have been through so much and both of you have been there for each other through it. You are best friends, yes, this new to you both and scary but if you go into this, whatever it is Eddie, it will fester and you won't enjoy the joy you could have."

"Thank you, I needed to hear that I think. I know I need to think positively, it's just I love him…" Eddie blushes knowing he just admitted to Bobby, "Is it wrong to love him so much when we aren't even a couple?"

"You two have a special friendship, it didn't take me long figure that out, and watching you over the last few years I've seen how strong a friendship you both have built. Did I think more could happen? Yes. Did I expect it to turn out like this? No. But now I'm glad it has come about and with how close you both are I'm not surprised you are in love."

"I think that's why I'm so sure I know its Buck, no one else comes close to him, bar my son and he adores him too. Speaking of which I best get going before he comes looking."

"Yeah you better, I'll see you on the next shift."

"Will do, and thanks again, see ya." Eddie says getting up to leave.

"Wait a second, aren't you forgetting something?" Bobby says and Eddie turns to see Bobby holding his hand out.

"Oh sorry." Eddie says then holds his out and they shake hands. Eddie leaves Bobby's office smiling, feeling like a teenager again asking his partner's parents' blessings before they go on a date. He could hear his mother say that it's a good thing that he did because it was bound to be a tragedy when the parent's blessings weren't given.

Eddie quickly heads to the lockers and changes, catching up with Buck as he gets to his jeep.

"So, you had the 'talk,' have you?" Buck chuckles.

"Yup, just like you." Eddie laughs.

"So, what you are planning tonight?" Eddie asks hoping he would get some time with Buck.

"I'm thinking maybe I will go home, spend some time at my place you know, gives us time to think about what we want. Plus, I'll see you at work tomorrow." Buck says and Eddie felt a bit let down but he understood.

"Ok, that sounds fair. Just say bye to Chris, you know he is going to think you're moving in." Eddie says and wishes he could just ask him to do so. He was over so often anyway it would make sense, but in the same way, they weren't even official. Would it look bad to move in with your date before your boyfriends?

"I know. Which is why I think me staying away most nights might help. I mean I'll call but less pressure on us from your son." Buck says with a grin.

"That's fine as long as you promise me that when you have any nightmare, you call me." Eddie says worried in case he does and Eddie wasn't there to help.

"Deal." Buck responds.

They get in the jeep and kept on joking, talking about some of the scenes they saw today avoiding the one that upset Buck. To Eddie, it felt like old times, no pressure of all the dating and all that. They were just being friends, but Eddie did wonder what would happen if he managed to scare Buck off? As they were getting close to his house he didn't want to leave yet.

"It might sound silly, and I know it does, but why didn't you vote turkey when you know that's what I wanted?" Buck asks.

'Ah shit', Eddie thinks he knew he should have gone turkey but normally he didn't think about how Buck would take it. 'Great, pushing him away already' he thinks, he decides to try to save the situation best he can.

"What? Did you want me to vote turkey? Why didn't you say so? I would have." Eddie says hoping this will calm the situation.

"I know, I just thought as we were you know… Getting close you might have just done it. Forget I said anything it just me being silly."

Eddie looks at Buck who focuses on the road and the best thing Eddie can do is explain why'd he do that.

"Buck, you aren't silly. Maybe I should have thought a bit better, but I knew they were all voting takeout. So, it would not have mattered and to be honest? I was going to surprise you with a turkey dinner while we had takeout." Eddie says smiling.

"What, really?" Buck asks

"Yes." Eddie says smiling. "So, don't look so gloomy, it would have worked out."

Buck smiles and pulls up at Eddie's. Eddie knew what was going to come when they entered the house and Chris saw them, he could only hope maybe Carla mentioned something but he knew Chris would still ask, and as much as he wanted Buck to live with them it maybe was too much at the moment. They get out, head in, and Chris hugs them both, Buck kneels to talk to Chris.

"Right superman, I'm off home I need sort some things out, but I'll be round again soon ok?" Buck says.

"But, I thought you and dad would live together?" Chris asks looking sad right on cue, and Eddie smiles at the question.

"We may do when we get together. But for now, we have not decided. Remember, when we do you're first to know." Buck says, Eddie watches as Buck holds his pinkie up to remind Chris they made a promise.

"We need time sort things out Chris, there are lots to think about." Eddie adds.

"Ok, but can you call still?" Chris asks.

"Always." Buck says and hugs him.

"Now behave for your dad or Santa won't come." Buck says giving Eddie a smirk.

"You still taking me to see him though, aren't you?" Chris asks.

"Yes, I'll arrange it with your dad, and we will go." Buck explains.

Buck hugs Chris once more and then watches him go to his room.

"Thank you for that." Eddie says.

"No problem, I'll text when I'm home. You be good or Santa won't come to you either." Buck jokes and follows him to towards the door he needed to do something and hope he gets it right.

"Wait!" Eddie says.

"What?"

As Buck turns Eddie plants his lips on Bucks and they share a kiss, it lasted longer than earlier, and after seconds that felt like minutes, they finally break it.

"Wow, wasn't expecting that." Buck says.

"Well, may not get do it for a while, so you know." Eddie says.

"Well, on that note. I'll speak later." Buck says as he leaves.

As he turns and heads back into the kitchen he sees Carla giving him a smirk and kisses him on the cheek and she takes her leave too. He heads to his room to get changed and looks at his bed which he shared with Buck just that morning and a smile forms from the thought. And just on cue, he gets a text from Buck saying he was home, he heads into his ensuite and takes a quick shower getting rid of the dirt of the calls and changes. He helps Chris with his homework, they watch a film after and then puts Chris to bed. Once he sits on the couch it's late but needs to text Abuela asking for a favor, when she asks what the favor is he decides to call her.

"Hey, sorry it's late."

"Its fine, what is the favor?"

"Well, I'm working Christmas day so will Chris be ok to stay with you?"

"Of course, you know you didn't need to ask me that."

"Well, I have another one to ask."

"Ok, what is it?"

"Well, Buck wanted a Christmas dinner but everyone voted for takeout so I was wondering when you serve dinner could you make Buck a plate and I'll come to fetch it? So while we have takeout he can have dinner." Eddie says smiling to himself.

He is met with laughter down the phone, he had to hold it away from his ear

"What's so funny."

"You have it bad don't you my boy?"

"Ugh, I'm just doing a good deed for Christmas plus he is my best friend, so could you do it?"

"Of course, I will don't you worry I'll make sure I make plenty, I know that boy can eat."

"Thank you so much, I'll leave you as I need to head to bed. I'll speak to you soon and thank you again."

"Goodnight, sleep well, and be safe."

Eddie smiles he knows at least Buck will be happy on Christmas day now. Eddie looks at a picture Chris drew and left on the table; it was of Chris, him, and Buck in front of the house, and at the top Chris had written my family. Eddie loved it and only cemented that Buck belonged with him and Chris in their home, he needed to think on this more, and with that though he headed to bed.

Over the next few days, work flies on quickly. Eddie spends most of his time working and arranging to see if he and Ana can catch up on Monday as he has the day off, she has an appointment so she is off school, and Buck is busy. Buck comes around and spends time with Eddie and Chris but does not stay overnight, only on some nights stating to Eddie it is still too early and neither has decided what they want to do, which Eddie completely understands. So he just enjoys what he has but this makes him just want to ask Buck there and then to move in so he wouldn't leave them. Every time Buck left his house, it hurt Eddie a bit because the fear that he wouldn't come back would set in every single time.

Eventually, Monday comes and Eddie meets up with Ana at a coffee shop.

"So how are you?" She asks.

"I'm good, what about you?" He asks.

"So so… Anyway, more importantly, what is going on with lover boy?" To this comment, Eddie couldn't help but smile.

"Wondered how long it would take you to ask that." Eddie says with a chuckle, "Well, I'm taking him on a proper date on the 20th, no one else just me and him."

"Good to hear and where are you taking him?"

"To Bona Vista, the revolving restaurant, his sister went there and I could tell by the way he acted its somewhere he wanted to go so I've already booked a table."

"Bit pricy ain't it?"

"I know, but he is worth it." Eddie says he knew it would cost a lot but he did not care Buck was worth it.

"So when's the wedding?"

"What?"

"Well, with how smitten you are, I'm guessing you've already planned to ask him to move in?"

"Is it wrong that I want him to already? We aren't even official and all I want is him, at home, with me."

"Well, why don't you? From what I have heard, he is at yours most nights anyway, and if you both really want it then why not?"

"What if I'm not enough for him though?" Eddie says knowing he sounds silly but it's how he felt.

"Eddie, you are enough. He knows all of your flaws by now, but also all the good stuff, and he still stays around. Sometimes it's just a leap of faith."

"I know, just a big leap though..."

"But would it be worth it."

"Yeah, it would."

"Well, there's your answer."

They spend a few hours talking some more and then part ways soon after. Eddie heads home and has a few hours to himself before Chris was due home. So he decides to root through his cupboard to find a suit, he had a few but as he looks through he didn't like any of them. There were ones that he had grown out and needed checking. There was, however, a red colored one he loved but it was the one from his and Shannon's wedding. So personally, it's not really appropriate to wear on a first date with someone new. He decides that the best thing to do is get a new one and he curses himself for not checking before he met with Ana. He distinctly remembered looking at a nice suit across from the café that they were drinking on. At the very least, he knew he had time to go get it. So he leaves and heads to the shop and as he enters he sees other customers but he knows the one he wants. So he explains to the lady behind the counter and gives her his measurements then the desk lady went out to look for it. She comes back with his size, he tries it on and it fits perfectly. Eddie takes it off and changes back into his clothes and pays then heads home. He hangs it up and smiles as he runs a hand down through the fabric.

"You represent the start of something new." he says smiling at the suit.

The next few days at work were manic making the days go by so quickly. Eddie gets Buck a few gifts and settles on one which could be too much, but he hopes it would pay off. Eddie could really see Buck there, with them both all the time, at his house, nothing more, nothing less. The day Chris' Santa visit arrives and Eddie makes sure he and Chris are both ready for Buck to pick them up. Chris was more excited at seeing Buck rather than Santa and Eddie knew what Chris was going to ask Santa even though Chris would not tell him.

Buck arrives and picks them up. The whole way there Chris kept on talking about Christmas and what he hopes he will get. Buck and Eddie share a look, both knowing Buck had got whatever Eddie could not. When they arrive, they follow Chris to the line and stay with him until he got to the front. They sit at the same fountain they sat at last year again. He watches as Chris walks over with the elf, he loved the smile on his son's face.

"Your son is very polite; you both must be proud dads." The lady says and Eddie felt a sense of pride and something came over him.

"Why thank you, we do our best." Eddie says with a smile.

They start to walk off and Eddie wonders what is going through Buck's head after that comment as he gave him a look when he said it. Maybe it was too much? He really needed to think before he did something.

"Eddie, what was that?" Buck asks.

"Shit, was that too much? Sorry. I just didn't want to correct her; I was just in the moment, sorry." Eddie says

"No, it was ok. Just wasn't expecting you to be so forward." Buck says.

Eddie didn't think Buck would be ok with it but he was to Eddie's delight. They wandered through the stalls looking for the Hot chocolate stand. As they walked through the stalls looking for the hot chocolate stand, Eddie could see people glancing over and smiling seeing Chris in his arms as it was busy and he didn't want Chris to get hurt and then looking at Buck who was close to them. They were walking close to each other so their shoulders bumped, people must think they are a family and Eddie had to admit to himself he loved it. Walking around with the man he loves, the kid he adores, and people looking over at them and smiling. He could get used to this.

Eventually, they make it to the stand, and Buck orders Eddie and Chris normal hot chocolates but Buck sees a gingerbread flavor hot chocolate so he gives it a try. As they take a seat at a table and watch people go by Eddie enjoys his drink and then he hears Chris laughing.

"What are you laughing at superman?" Buck questions.

"Look at dad." Chris laughs some more and Eddie looks at Chris then to Buck confused.

"What is it?" Eddie asks.

"Come here." Buck says as he feels Buck pull him close and cleans come cream off his nose.

"Why thank you, can't be seen walking around with white stuff on my nose." Eddie whispers and winks at Buck which makes Buck go red. Eddie loves seeing Buck blush, he looks like a tomato.

"Eddie, not in front of Chris." Buck whispers back as he sits back.

"Can we go to the toy stall please?" Chris asks.

"Don't you think you have asked for enough already?" Eddie says.

"Yeah, but it's nice to look at what toys they have, and it is early." Chris says pulling a face.

"Ok superman, we will spend 10 minutes looking then we need to get back." Buck says and Eddie couldn't say no to the both of them, he was screwed.

"Ugh, ok. 10 minutes, ok?" Eddie says.

"Yay!" Chris says.

"You can carry him." Eddie says to Buck.

"My pleasure, you can carry the bags." Buck smirks.

"What bags?" Eddie asks.

"The ones we will no doubt end up getting in a min." Buck smiles.

"No more toys." Eddie says again.

Eddie laughs to himself as he knew what would happen, it was Buck, after all. He follows Buck through the hordes of people, thankful that Chris was being carried by him he could maneuver better through them. They eventually get to the stall and he places Chris down, watching him as he looks at all the toys. Eddie stands next to Buck and someone bumps Eddie who knocks into Buck and Buck looks to Eddie. Eddie can feel the rage building someone just knocked him into Buck which he didn't mind but what if they had knocked Chris off?

"It's ok, I don't mind you got bumped into me. Let it go, there was no harm done." Buck whispers.

"I know it's just people are so damn rude." Eddie says glaring at the man.

"I know, but it is Christmas and we know how bad it can be. Let us just watch Chris and leave ok?" Buck says and sees Eddie relaxes a bit.

Eddie turns to watch Chris. He was staring at an action figure and Eddie starts to get his wallet out. He sees Buck press his hand on his wallet and gets his own out handing the woman the money and he looks at Eddie. Eddie was annoyed Buck paid but at the same time loved the gesture.

"What?" Buck asks

"Why'd you do that?" Eddie asks.

"I wanted to, ok? There's no harm." Buck replies and he puts his wallet back.

"Yes, I love it! Thanks, Bucky." Chris says as he hugs him and picks him up again.

"It's fine, now to the decoration stall." Buck says and Eddie was not thrilled about walking around a stall of decorations plus he was ready to go, too many people put him on edge.

"We said 10 minutes." Eddie says.

"Yeah, and it's just a little over 6, so I have 4 minutes to get some decorations." Buck turns and smiles at Eddie, goddam he thinks that smile just keeps on killing him.

They get to the decoration stall and Eddie watches as Buck picks loads of random decorations and pays for them. The man goes on to hand the bags to Buck and Eddie takes them. They start to head out, as they do they see a lady with a reindeer and Buck walks over to them.

"Would you like to pet him?" The lady asks Chris.

"Can I. dad?" Chris asks looking at Eddie.

"Sure, just be gentle." Eddie says.

Eddie watches as Buck places Chris on the ground and he loved watching Buck with his son, maybe one day their son. The lady hands Chris a carrot which he holds to the reindeer who eats out of his hand and Eddie smiles as he watches Buck smile and listens to Chris giggle.

"Well done, here this is to wash your hands." The lady says and Buck watches as she spays some gel on his hands and Chris mixes it in.

"Thank you." Chris says.

"Oh, so polite. You must be proud." The lady says looking between Eddie and Buck.

"Thank you, have a good night." Eddie says.

They walk towards the jeep and Buck stops looking at Eddie who in turn stops.

"Why didn't you correct her? He is your son I just happen to be dating his dad and I have no influence on Chris."

Eddie needed to explain he can see the worry on Buck's face.

"Well, it's true. Chris is so polite, and most are down to me but a big chunk of who Chris has become is from you, Buck. Come one you must notice he follows your examples. I do not show my feelings and Chris does and he defiantly got it from you. So, whether you like it or not you have helped my son grow, thank you."

"Thank you." Buck says and Eddie feels himself being pulled into a hug.

"It's fine Buck." Eddie says.

They get to the jeep and Buck drops them off at his.

"Till tomorrow. I'll pick you up at 7 pm, be ready." Eddie says.

"I will be, see ya, superman." Buck shouts and drives home.

Once in, Eddie gets Chris ready for bed then spends a few hours making sure everything is lined and ready for tomorrow. Nothing was going to ruin this date. He made sure that everything was washed and ironed, and he made sure to have everything cleaned in the house for after.

The next day he spends the morning with Chris playing games and enjoying some quality time which they rarely got. He eventually got him ready and took him to Abuela's house. On the way back he got some flowers and headed home. Once back in, he places the flowers in a jar with water and quickly went through everything, making sure he had it all-ready then went for a shower and got dressed. He looked at the time and it was 6:15, he knew it was roughly 30 minutes to Buck's apartment so he decided to head off. He arrives at Buck's apartment car park and has a few minutes spare, so he sits there and calms himself. Preparing for the night he was so nervous. Soon enough 7 pm arrives and he stands in front of the door and knocks. Buck slowly opens the door and Eddie lets a smile go.

"Hey." Buck says and Eddie can see him blushing.

"Hey, these are for you." Eddie says and takes in Buck's suit; Blue checked jacket and a white shirt and a bright blue tie matching his eyes. He noticed Buck was in his own world.

"Ready?" Eddie asks.

"Always." Buck smiles and they head out and to Eddie's truck.

"Where are we going?" Buck asks.

"You will see just be patient." Eddie says with a smile.

Eddie glances over at Buck he cannot believe how lucky he is to have found this kind-hearted man and that he would even look at Eddie. The drive feels like an eternity but eventually, they pulled up at the location. It was Bona Vista, the revolving restaurant and Eddie looked at Buck who was smiling at him, Eddie had picked the right place.

"How did you know I wanted to come here?" Buck asks.

"Well, when Maddie mentioned where Chim took her I saw your face and I guessed that it was maybe somewhere you would like to go. So here we are." Eddie explains as he gets out, he wanders around the truck and opens the door for Buck.

Eddie wanted to make Buck feel special tonight. Buck was always the one giving; he was always the gentleman, the one who always treats others to food, drinks, or just company. Well, not tonight. Tonight he is the one who is been treated. He then looks at Buck as he hears Buck's phone go off.

"Look, phones off, and don't worry, I won't ask you to do the same. I know you have Chris, just you and me." Buck says with a smile.

They head in and Eddie says his name on the reception desk, and they were taken up to a window-side seat. Buck sits and Eddie goes round to the other side.

"Any drinks while you look at the menu?" The waiter asks.

"A bottle of red please?" Eddie asks.

"Very good, I recommend this one," the waiter says, and Eddie looks as the waiter points, he sees the price but doesn't care.

"Yeah, that's fine." Eddie says.

"Eddie, that bottle was $200. That is way too expensive for you to pay. I hope you know I'm paying half." Buck whispers over.

"Oh, I thought the one who asks the other out pays with your logic?" Eddie smirks.

Eddie can see Buck's cheeks go red, he loved seeing it but did feel a tiny bit bad for bringing up that comment.

"It was a stupid comment, I know. But seriously Eddie, we split the bill ok?" Buck says.

"Fine, but only because you look so nice in that suit. You clean up well Evan." Eddie says.

"You don't look too bad yourself Edmundo." Buck says with a smirk.

They laugh and joke as the meal was served. Eddie watches as Buck breaks the bread off into smaller pieces and Eddie remembers what Buck said happened last time he went to a fancy restaurant. He turns and watches the LA skyline go past as the room rotates. Eventually, they are all done and was ordering dessert. Eddie was enjoying the night, everything was perfect and nothing could ruin it.

"So, what are we? We still dating or… "Buck stops.

"I think, I'm happy with just dating at the moment." Eddie had a plan for after their shift on Christmas so he was hoping to divert Buck away from making them official for now.

"That is fine, we have plenty of time. Anyway, am I still getting turkey dinner off you on Christmas day?"

"Maybe, depends if my Abuela has made it in time."

"Edmundo, you did not, ask her to make it? Did you?" Buck questions and Eddie laughs to himself, had Buck forgot how bad he was at cooking?

"Well, do you want it to be edible? We both know if I cooked the turkey, it wouldn't." Eddie laughs.

"True, I'll let you off on that one." Buck chuckles.

Their dessert arrives and they finish up eating. They split the bill and head off. Eddie walks Buck to his apartment door and they stop.

"Fancy a coffee?"

"I would, but promised I'd get Chris after this. I'm trying to be with him as much as possible especially, after the Christmas day tantrum."

"He's still sulking that we're both working Christmas?"

"Yeah, he knew tonight was special, but I said I'd come home. So, I best be off."

"Ok, thank you for tonight, it was perfect, you are perfect." Buck says as he grabs Eddie's hand.

"So are you, just remember that." Eddie says, and Buck pulls him closer.

Buck leans in and kisses Eddie just as his phone goes off.

"It's Abuela I best go, goodnight." Eddie says and kisses Buck's cheek.

Eddie answers his phone and explains he was on his way back and would be there soon. He hangs up and heads to his truck and drives to his Abuelas. When he enters he sees Chris who gives him a big hug, he explains to go and get his stuff.

"So, who was the lucky girl?" His Abuela says.

"No girl." Eddie replies.

"Oh so boy? I hope it was Buck. you are both suited and it's about time."

"It was, and we are now officially dating."

"What does Chris think?"

"Well, you know Chris. He knows we are dating but wants Buck to move in and be his second dad." Eddie smiles.

"I can see why he practically lives with you already. What with Chris telling me that he comes over to your house moreover so often? So it would make sense for Chris to think that."

"I know, I'm going to ask him to officially be my boyfriend and to move in on Christmas day. Is it too quick for that? Well, I know what my parents will say."

"Eddie, like I just said Buck is pretty much always there anyway so the only thing that would change is that you two will be together. And your parents don't have a say on this matter, it's down to you, and if they question that you haven't put Chris first. I'll have to smack some sense into them as Chris clearly adores Buck." She says and Eddie loves that she would fight for them.

"I know you would, and thank you. I best get him home. Oh, and are we still okay for the Christmas dinner?"

"Of course, just message me about dinner time, and I'll let you know when it's ready."

He says his goodbyes and takes Chris home. He wrapped the last of the presents and looked at the special key he had cut for Buck, he knew Buck had one already but this one has an engravement that it was a key to our home. He was excited for the prospect of starting the new year with Buck in his life for good.

The next few days fly by with work filling in most of his time and LA being the city of idiots around Christmas. It kept everyone so busy that when the morning of Christmas day came Eddie was tired from all the work but he didn't care. Today was going to be a good day, his Abuela was here ready to take Chris to her's but he wanted to stay and see Buck before they went to Abuela's. Eddie heads to his room to get something and hears Chris shout a name.

"Bucky!"

Eddie walks down the hall and is greeted by Buck's back, hugging Chris and Eddie lets a smile out. He looks at all the presents Buck had brought with him, flashes of that day come back and made Eddie's smile grow even more.

"Where's mine then?" Eddie says as he walks in.

"Here, but it's for later. How about we let Chris open one before we go? I'm sure we can be late for 5 minutes." Buck says.

"Ok." Eddie says as they sit down .

"There you go, and there you go." Buck says handing a present to Chris and a card to Eddie.

"What's this?" Eddie asks looking at the card.

"Open it." Buck replies .

He watches as Eddie opens the card and smiles at the font, it was a picture of the three of them on a day out a few weeks ago. Then opens It and reads the message:

'Edmundo, I know we have had three dates, but I can not wait any longer I want to be with you, so will you make this Christmas special and be my boyfriend?'

Eddie looks at it a second longer, Buck had beat him to it but he still had the other surprise and looks up at Buck and opens his mouth to answer when Chris' exited squeals distracts everyone.

"Oh my God! This is amazing!"

"Come on you two, you will be late!" Abuela says walking in.

"Oh yeah, come on Buck lets go. I'll see you tonight." Eddie says and leads the way, thinking he needs give Buck an answer.

"Yeah, I'll see you later." Buck says.

They get in Bucks jeep and drive off. There was not much talk just random chat; Eddie ponders how to answer Buck when his phone goes off and he answers.

"Where is Chris? Your sister told us you are working?" It was his father.

"Yes, he is with Abuela."

"Why did you not tell us we could have come and visited."

"Well, we weren't told anything till this week, so there was no time to arrange you to come over." Eddie sounded annoyed.

"Oh but enough time to sort Abulea to look after him? You still could have told us we would have come."

"Look, I don't have time to talk. I'm with Buck." Eddie says and ends the call.

"Guessing they weren't happy?" Buck questions.

"When were they even?" Eddie smiles back.

The rest of the journey is silent because of that. When they got to work it was just past 9 am. They head in and get changed, the second they sit up in the balcony the alarm goes off and they did not get back till 11:45 am. They all sit and look at the takeout menus and Eddie messages his Abulea hoping that it was ready, but no reply. He was about to get up to call her when the alarm blares again to everyone's disappointment. They jump in the trucks and drives off and are more annoyed when the location was 30 minutes away. The trip back was filled with annoyance by the time they got there. Dispatch told them it was an error and to head back, Eddie was more annoyed he had texted and called Abuela and no answer. As they get back and walk to the stairs and hears a voice.

"Someone informed me you were having takeout on Christmas day, we decided that wasn't right." She says and everyone looked at Buck and he smiled.

"I told you, I wanted turkey." Buck chuckled and wandered upstairs.

"We…" Eddie said, and Buck turned at the top of the stairs to see his teammate's faces light up when they saw their families.

"You did all this?" Hen asks.

"Yeah, I messaged Athena. We made a group and got it sorted." Buck replies.

"Chris!" Eddie shouts and runs over and hugs Chris and his Abuela and gives her a look. Eddie looks towards Buck and walks over towards Buck and hugs him.

"I love you." Eddie whispers and breaks the hug and smiles at Buck.

Eddie couldn't believe he just admitted it to Buck, he wasn't planning to but he was just filled with so much joy he couldn't hold it in.

"Right, let's eat before the alarm goes off." Athena shouts.

They all surround the table and eat. Eddie looks at Buck and Chris in-between them, smiling the whole time. The food, people, and this surprise just made everything about Christmas great. And the fact that it was all Buck's idea made this day even more so special. Once they were done people went off into their own groups and Eddie takes Chris to the pinball machine and starts playing. As he watches his son play he knew he wanted to answer Buck and show him he was serious, he looked over towards Buck and saw the mistletoe above him and a idea formed.

"Hey Buddy?" Eddie says to Chris.

"Yeah dad?" Chris says looking at him.

"You know the promise where we would tell you first if me and Buck became boyfriends? Well, it's happening today, but keep quiet I haven't told him yes yet. I'm going to take him under the mistletoe and answer ok?" Eddie explains.

Chris doesn't answer and just smiles.

"Not a word to Buck though." Eddie says as he clocked Buck wandering over.

"What's going on?" Buck asks.

"Nothing, just excited be here for Christmas." Chris says.

"Yeah, thank you. It means the world." Eddie says.

"It's fine. Christmas is family time, here I got you this." Buck says as he kneels.

"Help me open it." Chris asks, Eddie watches as Buck helps.

"It's like the one me and your dad drive in." Buck says.

"I love it." Chris replies.

"Why don't I take Chris?" Abuela says.

"Yeah thanks, Buck come with me." Eddie says and Eddie knows he is going red but this was it.

"Ok." Buck says and Eddie can feel Bucks presence and as he gets close to the mistletoe he stops under it.

"Buck?" Eddie says and Eddie can feel all eyes on them.

"Eddie lets go somewhere more private." Buck says.

"No, I need to do this not for me, but for us." Eddie says.

"What are you on about?" Buck questions. Eddie stomach was flipping he was so nervous would Buck run.

"Look up." Eddie says and Watches as Buck looks up.

"Buck, the answer to your question earlier is yes." Eddie says and pulls Buck in for a kiss.

The second their lips meet Eddie hears the cheers around him explode, but he does not care. He leans in and enjoys being able to kiss Buck with no worries and openly. Being able to have Buck as his boyfriend was going to be so good. They finally broke the kiss and looked into each other's eyes and smiled. They slowly turned and Eddie could see people with phones out smiling. He felt complete and the firm grip of Buck's hand made it clear that it was real. He sees Chris wander over and Buck picks him up.

"Sorry, I broke my promise superman." Buck says.

"What promise?" Chris says.

"The one where we would tell you first when we became boyfriends." Buck explains.

"Oh, I knew that's what dad was telling me before you came over." Chris smiles and Eddie sees him look at him and he lets a smile out.

"Well, now it's all official why don't you both head home? We can cover the slack." Bobby says.

"Are you sure?" Buck asks.

"Yes go, let us face it now. You are official. That means both of you won't stop smooching all day" Hen jokes.

"In that case, let's go home, boys." Eddie says.

"Pay up people!" Maddie shouts.

"They betted on us?" Eddie says.

"Of course, they did." Buck laughs as he watches them all pay Maddie who then walks over and hugs them both.

"Right, let's go." Buck says and they walk down the stairs.

As they walk out, Buck still has a hold of Chris and takes Eddie's hand and smiles at him.

"What?" Eddie says.

"I didn't think I would get someone like you." Buck says.

"Well, you have your happy ending now, Buck so enjoy it." Eddie says.

"Don't you mean Appy ever after?" Buck smirks

"You are a dork." Eddie says.

"But I'm your dork." Buck says as they kiss.

They leave hand in hand their future in front of them and Eddie feels safe and happy knowing Buck would be there always and would not run from him. But also he could now be himself more, knowing that the people round him love them as they are.

FIN