5 No hope left

Bakugo's pov

After what happened yesterday with round face and Deku leaving with that icyhot guy. I went home and threw myself on my bed but my mind wondered of to Deku.

I fell asleep thinking about her but the thought of she and that bastard being together...it pisses me off.

I woke up the next morning feeling like I didn't even sleep. I got up did everything and left for school.

When I was close to our meeting spot I see Deku didn't stop she just kept walking. I guess she thought I was gone already because I took longer than expected.

I ran up to her and grabbed her shoulder, when she looked at me she just shakes my hand away. "Don't talk to me ok, I don't want to see you again" she said and walked away.

I was shocked at this point "But what did I do...?" I asked myself. As I walk to class I see Deku talking to his friends like nothing ever happened.

I sit down, class start and we continue our lives as it was except that me and Deku were not talking. Shitty hair noticed that and asked but I just ignored him or maid an excuse to leave.

After a few days the incident of the USJ happened and I got to see her power a little bit better. Atleast she's still practicing to control her power better.

And then normal classes again started. Once in a while I got to see her but just for a split second. Then one day I see that she still with that bastard icyhot talking.

I guess she likes him...well I hope she ends up happy with him.

Then the competitions came and everything was fine until the fight against Deku vs Todoroki. She broke so many bones that it left marks on her arms.

Don't judge but they looked cool on her arms, she looked badass...well it's not like she wasn't. Anyway in the fight they were arguing about something but we didn't hear.

She said something that triggered him and then he started to use his fire. That's when the battle was stopped but she was blasted to the wall.

She went to surgery after that, I was so worried but she tolled me that she didn't want to see me. So I stayed there and watched the other battles.

After a few more battles it was finally time for me to fight again. Right!! I got to beat the shit out of round face earlier.

Now I'm going against icyhot and I'm sure gonna beat the shit out of him too. We started to fight but he didn't use his fire like I tolled him to. I got pissed and started to rampage like crazy.

I won the fight and the competition's too, but it wasn't a win for me. It just felt like a lucky win or something like that.

Then everyone took a break so they could recover from the all that excitement and all. School started again and then I noticed that Deku and Todoroki were acting weird.

Then I hear that there dating, that chocked me but I couldn't do anything about it. So I moved on, bit once I got home I slam my door and started to cry my eyes out.

I bet I looked pathetic, weak, worthless... I didn't come out of my room for nothing. I knew that I would need to get out to go to school and do my normal daily routine.

But I woke up the next day, went to school like normal. The thing is that I wasn't mad, my pride had went away for some reason. And I was completely emotionless well that's what racoon eyes tolled me and the others agreed.

I didn't really care because I guess this was better than being all sad and crap like that. Atleast I won't worry about...Deku and just focus on my studies.

But it didn't last long before sensei would find out about me. So he tolled me to meet him after class, I guess he wants to talk or something.

"Bakugo, your class mates and I have been worried about you. You lost your sense of pride and that weird you. Did something happen? You know you can talk to me, right?" He said.

He looked worried so I explained everything that happened and why I ended up like this. But I tolled him not to tell anyone else and that I wanted to stay like this.

Even so I don't want my emotions back if I'm going to feel like that again...

That's all for this today's chapter, I hope you liked it. And I did this from 2 in the morning till 4 in the morning. So please, I really hope you enjoyed it...