1 Lost and another start

In a street of a famous city, a man walking through the alley with so many thoughts in mind, and seems a simple walk cannot resolve those things in that head of his.

His face full of worry, with dark circles beneath those eyes, pale skin that lacked enough warmth and with a swaying body, Its a man that like in any minute will pass out through the streets of the city.

He just kept walking and walking, even until he got crashed into somebody.

He just apologized and keeps walking again.

As numerous thoughts plagued in his head like a never-ending stream. He couldn't stop thinking about those thoughts.

'I have always been afraid of the unknown, those things that I have always been scared to do so. Why? Because I always doubt myself that I cannot do it. Those scornful gazes of those people who totally don't know me pierce through this broken heart. This fragile glass I held so much care of. But when those hateful gazes increase and intensify. I don't know what to do but, give up.

Give up that dream, that dream that I want to hold in my hands. That dream that I want to bring me high up to that sky I only stare at.

I am always done what I can do, the best that I expect to be great. I always do it…

But what has just returned to me? They still do not know me, yet here I am just accepting those hateful gazes that people with fake faces gives.

Those smiles, I know what kind of smiles they give… it's not that normal and kind smile. But a smile that has evil intentions behind it.

I cannot do it anymore. This heart, that always pierces through but doesn't give up, suddenly wants to resign honestly.

But who knows why, when I look up at the sky, I wanted to fly to it with the wind as accompanied me in that sky.

I wanted to be better than before, I wanted to but my body won't anymore. I am so tired, I wanted to sleep now.'

"Boom!!"

He didn't know how far did he walk already. But he knows he collapsed on the freezing ground.

'There are so many people around," the man thought as he heard a commotion surrounding him.

He wanted to open his eyes, but to no avail, it won't open. And just like that, the life within slowly vanishes like the candle fire that extinguished with a wind that just passed by.

…

"Hey Kim Jun Ho!" a young man suddenly called for his friend who just seemingly stare outside the window of their classroom.

"Ah! What? What?"Kim Jun Ho who just woke up from a daydream.

"Haha! Jun Ho why are you always getting a daydream. What are you staring at, huh?" The young man jokes.

"Its nothing Jungkook! There are just some deep thoughts bothering me." Kim Jun Ho exclaim.

"Ok ok! Don't bother with it anymore, and just come with me later after school." Said Jungkook.

"Ok!"

Jungkook talks to his friend for a little much longer before returning to his seat.

"Hays!" 'Remembering about those thoughts again, I already have a new start. And I am sure I wouldn't waste it.' Jun Ho told himself courageously.