1 June 4, 2020

Today is the first day of summer break and I am bored. Because of the Covid-19 pandemic I couldn't get books from the library like I usually do. I was debating on if I should write or memories that pop up when I am just thinking. Usually when I write a journal or something, I would do it for a couple of days and forget or I don't want to do it. I feel like I have no one to tell my feelings, worries, and complaints to except probably Jojo and Tracy. If I think hard enough, what if my friend think I'm some over dramatic person? What if my cousin was just listening because she doesn't want to be mean?

Another thing about today is everyone is angry for different reasons. My sister wanted to do thing band thing but I didn't want to do it. My brother doesn't want to do the band thing but my sister tried to make my brother do it. My mom just got annoyed at stuff. My dad just seemed to get annoyed at everything and what me and my sibling do. I got angry about my dad and Jay. I guess I forgave her. When will the day be a better day?