10 the end - patience

thoughts... what are thoughts, some say thoughts make up our being, then what happens if you don't think. I couldn't think for a while when I was young, I couldn't do anything I was confined to a wheelchair and had to cover my face, only with my sister by my side. still I was thinking, thinking about how to be better and to feel better. that's when "it" came to me and Angel, and Angel of patience, "it" said to me "that if you want your wish to continue, then help find my brothers and sisters, collect the vessels, the necklace, the collar, the mask, the thread and needle, and the chain." that's when it was given to me the brush, a paint brush to be exact. now I know what I have to do, with them all in my hands, I'll be happy, all I have to do is ask her, to tell her my wish, her curse,

" I wish for everything to be better"

"as you wish"

now everything shall end for I know she's not my sister she's the angel, the angel of charity and I am just a human being but with the vessels I will end it all. I shall end this world, again

..."I hope to never be reborn again"...