37 Epilogue

WARNING: SPG

HIS POV (ANCHORED)

I looked at them from afar. It was so painful seeing her smile for him. All of me was in pain. My heart, my body and my soul. If I could only force her to stay with me.. I would do it. But I couldn't..

When she said she wanted out, my world collapsed. I did everything she wanted me to be.. but I wasn't enough..

I threw the folders on my table then they skid to the floor. They were all about the boys she went out with. It was so frustrating to see her with different boys all the fucking time.

I massaged my temple then suddenly someone barged in my office. My mother's cousin Sofia Cirilo the famous Hollywood actress. No one knew about our true connection because her management asked me to pose as her boyfriend or atleast be her escort while she was being bombarded with hate mails for having an affair with her co star that was engaged.

"Old man, why don't you come and escort me to my premier night?" She smiled wickedly then flopped on my chair opposite to my desk. She's gorgeous with her ash blonde curly hair and hazel eyes. Her life was revolving with lights and camera.

"Not interested." I grumbled. She then got up and picked up the papers that were scattered on the floor.

"Wow.. she has a taste. All of them are drop dead gorgeous and same age as her." She fucking commented.

"I already answered your question. Out." I snapped and snatched the folder away from her then threw it on my trash can.

"Why so grumpy old man? Just accept the fact that she doesn't want some sugar daddy like you. Why don't you go out and have lunch with me?"

"Fuck that! I'm not that old Sofia! Take that back!"I gritted my teeth. She just laughed demonically.

"Okay.. okay.. but before I take that back, can we eat somewhere? I heard of this Silva's restaurant in the vicinity. Might as well try it.."

"And if you don't come with me.. I'll let Shanelle know that you're her creepy stalker and-"

"Where to?"i grimaced and grabbed my coat. That's how she always manipulates me.

Fucking hell..

"One question Mr Allison, what will you do if your ex wants you back?" I stopped on my track and looked at the reporter. I was supposed to not answer her but the question made me excited.

I would totally welcome her with open arms..my heart and mind shouted in unison..

Sofia nudged me to tell me that we should start moving.. when I didn't pay attention to her, she answered the question for me.

But the reporter was getting out of control. They were insisting about something and Sofia was being harassed.

"Move on." I grimly said then pulled Sofia out of their way.

Damn.. I hoped she's not watching any Hollywood news..

"She can date any boy she wanted for fun..but why she's sticking with this guy..Fucking hell!." I gritted my teeth. I didn't know what to do.

It has been three years now since she broke up with me.. I gave her time to think about us. And I wanted so bad to be with her.. to win her back. But I think I was too late.

"Dude.. calm down. She'll break up with him too." My twin said then tapped my shoulder lightly. I shrugged my shoulders violently. He couldn't understand me. Because he's happy with his girl!

"Three months! She never stayed with someone for three months!"i said angrily then punched the counter. It created a hole and I heard Coles laughed sarcastically.

"Women.. women.. women. They never got tired from causing us with so much pain.."he said then gulped down his drink.

"You still can't talk to her dude?" Lindsey asked Coles.

"No! Her father won't let me. He said she's still angry at me..and I'm going crazy here.. thinking of her with her male model friend and I can't do anything.." Coles said bitterly, eyes were red in tears.

I looked at Ashmere. He had some bandage on his left arm and a cast on his left leg. He too got it so bad..and I couldn't blame him. He was still mourning from his girl.

The three of us looked pathetic and pitiful. Maybe this was the law of Karma. We played and treated girls like they were nothing.. and now we were being treated the same..

Fucking Karma!

"I'll talk to Shanelle and after that you should do the rest." I nodded at Travis.

Her new boyfriend was engaged so like the old time, Coles asked his brother Travis to talk to Shanelle. Even if I was so fucking jealous with Travis,I couldn't do anything. Any boy she's with was like a sharp knife stabbing my heart..

With Ashmere's help and Sean, I managed to book a flight to Surigao and the hotel room next to her. I needed to make a move since she had broken up with that liar.

"Monteverde.. interesting.. i heard she's a real life barbie doll. Flawless and gorgeous. Sexy and hot.." Sean Altamirano said while caressing his stubbles. He was one hell of a player.

"Shut up." I grimaced and looked around the bar. We decided to drink and talk about some business.

"There she is.. the description didn't do any justice.. she's a goddess!" His voice became excited. I looked at my Loveria walking sexily to the bar counter wearing a short fucking tube dress exposing her creamy long legs and arms. My blood boiled from all the men who were staring at her. If I could only kill those bastards.

"Calm down my man.. don't cause any havoc here.. why don't you sit beside her so men won't come to her?" Sean said. I looked at him then nodded my goodbye. Someone nearly fell on the dance floor so my attention got divided. Then when I was about to walk up to her, she was gone!

My heart beat so fast. Maybe she was with some guy now! I looked around and found her standing where I was standing few minutes ago..

I watched her like a hawk. I couldn't afford to lose her in this crowded bar.

My whole body was screaming in anger when the guy tried to kiss my woman. So I pulled her out of his arms snd punched the guy.

I would let her get drunk. Have some fun while trying to heal her heart but I couldn't stand her being with some guy. I would break their bones.

She was gone again when I went back to her. My heart was beating so loud while I was looking for her. When I was about to go to the hotel to ask for security, I heard a cry. Her cry..

I pulled the guy I punched in the bar and beat him up in rage.

When I stole glances at her, she was crying and trembling with fear. I pulled her in my arms to share my warmth. Her body was cold as ice.

When I helped her stood up, she looked at me with her tear stained face and sleepy eyes then kissed me passionately..

I didn't know what to think.. was she thinking of me with the kiss or her fucked up boyfriend?

I cried in so much happiness when I found out that I was her first man..

I did try to be gentle while making love to her. I didn't want her first experience to be a bad one, but she was insisting to go fast and when I didn't follow her, she started talking about getting someone to fuck her..

I was with her and yet she was telling me about this shit? Fucking hell.

I left her while we were in the middle of our love making. I would let her think about our relationship. She just couldn't tell that to me while I'm inside her. What a great love I have for a tactless woman.

Fucking great love indeed.

When the morning came, I was expecting her to knock on my door to apologize. But it was nearly lunch and yet she hasn't called me.

If she hadn't realised her mistake, then I would tell her that! Because I couldn't wait any longer.. i wanted her so bad.. to be mine again and if lowering my pride would lead her back to me, I would even beg and cry for her to take me back.

I went out of my room and nearly had a heart attack when I saw her door opened and Sean fucking Altamirano was watching her sleeping peacefully on her fucking bed.

My head was suddenly got clouded by jealousy that I lunged at him and grabbed his collar. He was laughing at my jealousy and tried to shrugged me off him.

Fucking fuck!

He should know that this woman's mine. All mine..

My tears just fell when I saw them hugging and kissing in the garden. I was so jealous and hurt.

Why couldn't she pick me? Why him? She said I'm more important but how come she was with him crying and laughing at the same time.

I watched the guy pulled my woman to the elevator and probably up to his room.

Love.. I could offer you more than what he could give you.. why not choose me?

When she came back from her rendezvous with her boy, my jealousy was eating me whole. They were together all the fucking day!

So I grabbed her and fucked her the way she wanted me to. Maybe if I gave her what she wants, she would only want me.

I'm anchored to her. So she should be the same to me.

I woke up with a big hang over. Good thing my wife left some tablets and bottled water for me. I should be the one looking after her not the opposite..Damn..

I gritted my teeth when I remembered what happened last night. My friends pulled me out of our room and made a deal with me. They would go home early in the morning if I would make one of them pass out drunk. But I ended up getting drunk first. So my first night had gone to waste..

I saw our mommies with my wife. It was like a déjà vu. Her talking to my mother but this time, she's my wife now.

"See, I told you iha.. you don't need to cook for yourself because you got yourself a husband that can do it for you." My mom said while mixing her garlic fried rice. My wife came to her side and hugged her.

"Thank you po for being so kind to me kahit po nong nalaman nyo nang wala na kami ni Peter."

Mommy Chel laughed and shook her head.

"Iha, me and Chel know that you'll end up with my son. It's written in the stars.."my mom said.

"Tama. Noong kabataan namin, we met this fortune teller.. she said, one of our kids will be together.. and she's right.. she warned us too, that we should be careful because it would end in tragic if we insist it." Mommy Chel said.

"Kaya hindi namin pinilit! Mahirap na at baka hindi kayo magkatuluyan!" Then they all laughed.

"I hoped your first night's fine iha.." my mom said hopeful.

My wife sighed then sat on the chair with Mommy chel beside her.

"It's fine po."she answered and played with her hair.

"I'm just wondering po, I looked so ugly na. May chance po bang maghanap ng iba si Peter?"Her voice was so worried.

"Iha.. you're giving him another reason to fall in love with you.. ano bang iniisip mo?"Mommy Chel answered.

"Kasi po ang daming nakapalibot sa kanyang magagandang babae! Samantalang ako, payat na nga, ampangit pa! Ang unfair po kasi na ang babae lang ang pumapangit kapag nabubuntis!" She pouted.

What an adorable wife I've got.. though, I never thought that she's having insecurities about her pregnancy..

"Don't worry iha, I'll make sure he won't even take a glimpse with other girls."

"Paano po?" She said getting curious.

"Let us handle it iha."our moms winked at her.

I swallowed hard. I felt like I would be in trouble..

I shook my head when I saw my Mom standing stiffly just outside my office.

"You should have called me Mom. You don't need to wait for me out-" i was cut off when she raised her hand to stop me and suddenly went inside my office. She then started looking around suspiciously and even opened my glass window to check it. As if a human could get out there without falling off the building.

"Anak! I heard that you were negotiating with dela Ramas! Give that to Lindsey." My brow raised up. She was pertaining about the two beautiful sisters that i was dealing with. They trusted me so I couldn't do it..

"Mom, I'm not doing anything. It's just purely business." I protested.

"Why not?" She glared at me in annoyance.

"Because we'll lose them if -"

"Lose them? I don't care! You should prioritise your family! Shanelle wants you to avoid them so do what she tells you to do!" She demanded.

Oh man..

"If you continue that, I'll tell Shanelle to get an annulment Peter!" I closed my eyes and massaged my temple.

"Mom.. Shanelle doesn't even know-"

"Kaya malakas ang loob mong makipagkita sa kanila dahil hindi alam ng asawa mo? Hoy lalaki! Itigil mo yan kung ayaw mong mawalan ng mag ina! I'll definitely tell Shanelle about this!"she nagged.

"Okay! Okay!.." i gave up.

Our Moms are always behind my back.. telling me what to do. And I felt like I married three women..

I was watching my wife talking animatedly with her friends while she was holding my little girl Patriss. They were probably talking about their young ones and marriage life.

When she looked at me, my heart doubled in pace. She was wearing a white off shoulder wedding gown. She was so gorgeous and very much happy with our marriage life.. i just couldn't stop looking at my wife..

I'm still lucky.. because I married my first love, great love and my last love.

I felt a tapped on my shoulder and saw Ashmere holding my little boy. Peter Leo the second. He really looked like me. And my girl Patriss was my wife's carbon copy.

"Great wedding.."All my friends greeted me. We all looked around the dining area of my MV Loveria.

After she gave birth to our twins, I bought this ship and named it after her.

I smirked and raised my brow.

"Anything for my wife. She deserves the best." I looked at my gorgeous wife again and my heart swooned when our eyes met. I knew why she kept looking at me.. because she loves my captain uniform and she said it makes her want to peel it off me one by one.. what a kinky wife I have..

"Whipped!" Lindsey said then smacked my head.

"Aren't you the same? I remembered how desperate you were back then.." I raised my brow then smirked. Lindsey's smile dropped.

Now I was the one smirking. How I love to piss him off.

"Fucking hell.."he whispered something to himself then walked to his wife. I heard Coles and Ashmere snickered.

"We are the Whipped Husband's Club. And I'm the President." Coles proudly said.

I looked at Ashmere and he was just smiling while shaking his head.

"I'll get you a woman Dude. So you won't get jealous of us."Coles our dumbest friend said.

"Oh..oh.."Ashmere said then make a hand gestures like cutting his throat. But he just continued.

"Dude.. it's been a long time now.. I know some gorgeous girls that might interest you. I could even pick someone like Gia. I bet she'll make you go crazy in bed." I stepped back in fright when I saw his wife standing behind him with her heel in the air.

"Fuck! What the hell?" He growled angrily when it hit the back of his head. He touched his head then turned around.

"Para ba kay Ashmere yon or sayo lalaki?" Megan said while gritting her teeth. My wife and my twin's wife were behind her telling her to calm down.

"B-Baby!! The sexy woman-, i mean that woman is for Ashmere. I swear!!" He said then looked at her. I laughed at his misfortune.

Megan's round black angry eyes centered to Ashmere. My friend just stepped back and quickly shook his head. Coles eyes widened when she took her other heel and threw it on his face. It hit his nose.

"You liar! Hinding hindi mo na kami makikita ni Milan kapag nambabae ka!"she then stormed out of the dining with their baby in her arms. Coles looked at Ashmere sharply. Then followed his angry wife with his red nose and almost teary eyes.

"I told him I'm not interested. Now he'll shut up." Ashmere breathed then played with my ten months old boy.

My wife nudged me with her brows furrowed. I instantly raised my hands up while shaking my head.

"They're talking about your brother love.. that's not for me." I said anxiously.

"You shouldn't laugh at Kuya Coles! Ansama mo!" I took Patriss from her skinny arms and dance with my girl.

"Okay. I won't." I said quickly. I thought she would give me hell too. I admit that I'm so afraid of my wife. She could make my life a living hell by not talking to me. And I would never want to experience it again!

My heart warmed up when she clung her arm on my waist then hugged me.

"Love.. so looked so hot on your uniform.." she whispered huskily. I smiled naughtily. My beast got woken up again..

"You can peel it off me now if you want.."in my low growl.

She shook her head."laters love.." my tease wife said then ran to her old friends.

They all had men clinging to them. I remembered this particular woman who said she would be a captain..

"Zara! Nicole, Ryla! Oh my! It's been a long time now." My wife kissed her friends.

They greeted each other and when Zara noticed me, she smiled and greeted me too. She worked for us as a deck officer before she met her husband.

"Ayos ka talaga Shanny! Kumuha ka talaga ng kapitan ng barko!" Ryla teased. My wife just furrowed her eyebrows. Then took Second in her arms. Looked like she forgot about it.

"Hay nako. I'll remind you lang ha? You told us that you'll marry a ship captain. Tumatanda na talaga tayo ano?" Nicole laughed.

I saw how my wife's eyes sparkled. She's really so beautiful.. I couldn't wait to lock her in my room.. naked and panting.

I stayed and patiently waited for them to finish their catch up while talking to their husbands.

When our twins became restless, we excused ourselves and took them to their nursery next to our cabin.

She laid Patriss down on their double bed and breastfed her. They have cot for sleeping and a bed for breastfeeding.

I could almost see the similarities of my wife and my girl. They wanted to be the first. Impatient yet adorable. And my poor boy has to wait until his sister finishes.

"Love.. I'm planning to go back to my work." She said while her back was on me. My wife then took my boy in her arms and breastfed him while I took my sleeping baby girl on her cot.

"You can do anything love. I'll support you." I said while watching her beautiful breast. I've never been wrong. Her breast are just perfect for me and my twins.

"But I can't work properly at home. Our twins are very demanding."she pouted so I dipped my head and kissed her. I have been dying to make love to her. She was really a temptress.

"You work and I'll look after our twins."i said while kissing her ear. Our breathing were laboured. The temperature inside the room suddenly went high.

"Love... Second is still awake.."she said so I withdrew and found my boy watching me with his furrowed eyebrows. He was scowling while sucking. I wanted to laugh. He was really like me.. possessive of his mother.

I gripped her hips and rammed my cock inside her wet and tight lovehole. Damn..

"Love..fuck.. you're so wet.. so fucking ready for me." I grunted.

After Second fell asleep, I just pulled her panties down and entered her immediately.

I saw her clutch the bedsheets tightly and screamed when I hit something inside her.

"Fuck love.. damn tight. Cum for me love.. cum hard for me!" I growled and thrusted harder and faster. I swayed my hips like how she loves it and her scream followed.

"Ahh. Ahh!"Then I felt her walls tightened around my hard and huge cock. I gritted my teeth and thrusted harder and rougher. Then I filled her up with my cum..

Damn.. I just couldn't get enough of her. I felt excited again when I imagine her in pleasure while I kiss her from her hair down to her toes..

I pulled my cock out of her and our mixed cum poured down. I laid her to bed and took a wet towelette to clean her up. She was still panting with her eyes closed.

She really looked like a goddess. My goddess.

She then opened her eyes and smiled at me. My heart skipped a beat.

"I love you Peter.."she whispered huskily and reached for my lips. I closed my eyes and returned her kisses.

"And I love you too Mrs Shanelle Loveria Monteverde Allison until forever." I answered. My heart was bursting in so much happiness. Too happy that when the time comes and I had to leave this earth, I wouldn't complain because I got all my dream come true.

I let her do what she wanted with her career. It was difficult at first because she couldn't concentrate so I ended up putting a play pen and a bed for my twins inside her office room while we work our day in her office. After finishing her two projects, she decided to take a break and now, I'm back on the ship. Being her captain.

I was on the phone video calling my wife when the ship shook violently after a loud explosion.

"What's wrong love?"she asked worriedly.

I just smiled at her to make her relax.

"Just a little problem love. They'll look into it don't worry."

We just left Australia and would be heading to Bali.

After a while, the explosion was forgotten. When I finished our call, I ran to the control room and found my staff in a panic.

Damn..

They detected the problem in our engine room. Another loud explosion shook our ship so I put the pager on to assure our passengers about the current situation and gave advice for them stay inside their cabin until further notice.

I ordered my men to check the problem. While everyone was in panic, I tried to act calm and collected. They were relying on me so I need a clear mind to handle this.

"Captain, the fire's spreading quickly but our men are trying their best to stop it." I breathed in relief. The fire was always been the problem in the engine room.

When another explosion shook the ship, I got up immediately and ran to the engine room to check it myself.

I was shocked when the black smoke greeted me. I took my handkerchief and covered my nose.

The black smoke was so thick that I had to step back, I looked around and saw some of my men sprawled on the floor, burnt and almost dead. The fire was catching up on some of them.

I called them and asked them to help me carry our injured men to the cabin where the nurses and doctors are on standby.

I ordered my staff captain to notify the authorities about the explosion then talked to all my crew about the transfer. And with a heavy heart, I announced the situation to our passengers and the evacuation they would be needing.

Every one panicked and started running. It became uncontrollable. People pushed themselves and fought to be transferred first. It was so heart breaking for me..

I felt like I let everyone down.

I got up and help my crews to speed up their evacuations.

Everyone pushed themselves more to get on the raft when our ship tilted. When everyone was safely settled, I sighed in relief and was about to get on the raft myself but one of my crew said that Cameron, my staff captain wasn't around yet. Without thinking twice, I rushed back to the control room and looked for any movement in the camera.

When I saw him despite the thick smoke on the second floor, I ran to help him out. Everything was being consumed by the fire.

Cameron was running with a young girl in his arms. I tried to extinguish the fire that was blocking their way. I felt the burn on my back and my arms but I didn't have the time to think about it.

When they were safely settled and I was about to get on the raft, the ship tilted vertically that I lost my balance and fell off the raft. I heard them shout my name.

I grasped the door frame to keep me from falling into the pit of fire. I was sweating that my hands started to slip off from my hold. I was losing oxygen as the smoke was suffocating me.

In heavy breath, I took my phone out and dialed my wife. I couldn't take it anymore. And her voice would help me endure everything.

On the first ring, she answered it immediately. Her sweet and husky voice greeted me.

"Love, are you okay?"she asked worriedly.

My throat was so dry and constricted that I could barely talk.

I closed my stinging eyes and heaved a deep breathe.

I found my shaking voice.

"You know how much I love you right?" I stopped to take a breathe but I ended up coughing.

"W-whats happening love?"her panic was evident in her voice.

"I won't stop loving till the end Loveria. P-Promise me, t-that you and our kids will be happy my love."

"Love, please. Tell me what's wrong! Is everything okay?"her cries made my heart heavy. I never wanted to see her cry. It makes me a less of a man.

"Love.. once i-I'm gone.. p-please be happy. That's all I want you to do.. love someone else and be happy. I'll see you in after life my love, my anchor.. until we meet again.."i said breathlessly and then let myself fall.

Now, I'm ready to die..

I closed my eyes as I heard her loud scream. I felt my body collide onto a burning object and hit my head.

"My love.. my anchor. Till we meet again." Then the darkness consumed me.

End Of Peter's POV

Revision10/12/2020-04/01/2021