55 Is It ?

Edison Tang looked at his brother's and doesn't say anything and seat there motionless for some time with his own thoughts in his mind .

" Elder brother , you should share with us even though we can't help you that much in this love inspect as we have no experience in love so atleast , We can hear about it what is in your heart . And it will lessen your burden in heart and by chance we can help you or give you some suggestions . And you wouldn't get depressed like this way . As you should know too much mental pressure , stress or anxiety is not good for one's physical or mental health . And if you share your thoughts with us then there are so many advantages and few disadvantages . " said Esuhan An .

He also added , " Your mental and physical health well be fine . You will feel much better than now . Also it doesn't do any harm to you and us also this way . "

" Elder brother , don't think too much and speak what is in your mind ? said Emmon An .

Edison Tang sighed then take few deep breaths and then he said , " Is it wrong to love someone ? "

Emmon An looked at his elder brother and asked , " Why do you say this ? "

" I love her no it's wrong I love her more than anyone or anything else in my life but why does not she loves me " asked Edison Tang as if he is not asking some one else but himself .

" Brother , why do you think this way ? You never asked her so how you are so much sure about it . And what are you so afraid about ' asked Eolin An .

" It sometimes hurt you if you love someone too much and the same happened with that person also whom you love as you can hurt her . And this happened with me as I love her too much . I am afraid of losing her . The thought of losing her make me restless . And what you said is right I never asked her if she likes me or loves me as a woman felt for a man . But that is because of my insecurities and non confidence . And what I am so afraid of that I have never asked her about it . As I am afraid of her rejection and it will break my heart into pieces . If she reject my love for her then it may hurt me and my heart to a level that I might not be able to bear it and do something that I might regret my whole life . " say Edison Tang .

" Why your thinking is so negative ? " asked Ehan An Tang .

" You don't know my love for Luna has gotten in to my bones . As it is a important part of my body , heart , life and soul . I can't live without it . I am also very much overwhelmed , overbearing , over jealous , over protective and over possessive about her . I think every one who gets her love , adoration , affection , care and time as my love rival be it my family members . And if she rejects me and my emotions go out of control and I do something that well hurt her then I would not be able to live with the guilt of hurting her . So , I would rather hurt myself than hurting her and see her in pain . As it hurts me to see her in pain . " told Edison Tang .

He also added , " I can live with all kinds of problems , pain , anxiety but I can't see her in it . So , it's better if I bear it all by myself . "

Elan An got pissed and asked his Elder brother , " What will you do if she loves someone else and be wanted to be with him for the rest of her life ? "

" Then I will accept it that she loves someone else and that she wants to spent her whole life together with that person . And I will give them my blessings . So , that they will be happy . " replied Edison Tang .

" But that well make you unhappy . As you love her so much . How can you bear her be with someone else and she wants to marry that person when you loved Luna for your whole life time and she is the world of yours . How can you let someone to take you world away from you ? " asked Elan An .