1 Entry 1: The Beginning of the End

Betrayal.

Shock.

Tears.

Questions.

And Defeat.

The original order of events on that cold night. Actually it was 7:36 pm on Friday, December 3rd, 8 days before my 14th birthday. So, Not just any cold night.

Hi. I'm Vee. And this is a story about betrayal and heartbreak and bullying and just fucking dealing with it because you can't escape your social life with these people.

But it would make more sense for us to start at the beginning.

I had a stalker.

And though that may not make the most sense as the beginning, I don't feel like explaining the entire story behind that, so let's just go with it.

I had a stalker/ harasser.

And I had friends.

Lying, scumbag friends, but we'll just use the latter term.

Now, first and foremost, I had 2 friend groups. One was online (I had met them all before and they moved away so we were friends online, I promise I'm not completely stupid.) and we called every Friday to play D&D.

The other group was at school. We laughed together and fucked around during lunch and whatnot. You know, typical friend stuff.

In the online friend group, there's L, J, D, G, and S (S is G's older sister)

In the school friend group, there's Nick, Bree, Kai, Alina, Mia, Riss, Sonny, Gray, Ella, Brooke, Kyle, and Cyrus. G is also in the school group.

There are a few other people involved. Not in another friend group, but people I still hold close.

Like My boyfriend, Aries.

Or like Catie, R, and Sam

And then there's the stalker, Loi.

Now, I know I said that Loi was where this started, but that's only half true. This whole thing spiraled out of control when I found out about Brooke.

Brooke, Ella, and I hang out during our P.E. period because everyone else there sucks. Okay, M, is pretty chill, so we like her. But other than that, everyone else could basically go fuck themselves and I couldn't care less.

Anyway.

Brooke decided it would be a good idea to snitch on some popular girls she caught vaping in the bathroom. They got mad, she chickened out and didn't show up the next day, so the girls turned to Ella and I.

That's when Ella showed her true colors. Which wasn't anything bad, it was just the fact that Brooke wasn't actually her best friend and Ella hated her guts. But that's fine. Who am I to judge.

I didn't really care about it until Ella turned to me out of nowhere and said,

"Oh yeah, Brooke talks hella shit about you when you're not around."

I stood there as she continued talking to the other girls. I'm not gonna lie, I was upset. I didn't know Brooke that well, but why would she… how could she… I just.. I didn't think she was like that.

But she was.

So I told Alina and G.

Alina ended up confirming the fact that Brooke was actually talking about me. It's not that she didn't believe me, but she wanted to find out for herself. So Alina told me to confront her.

And I did.

Or, I at least tried to.

During lunch one day when we went to the field, I walked up to her and asked her, "Do you not like me or something? Because there's clearly something."

"Oh no, It's a personal problem. Thanks for asking though" She said, whipping her blonde ponytail in my face as she walked away.

Like, yeah. It is a personal problem, bitch.

After that I was kinda wary of everyone in the group. Little did I know that I was so right to be suspicious.

On Friday, December 3rd, at 5:06 pm, I received screenshots from Loi.

Now, I know he sent these on accident because he is the enemy here and only contacts me when he wants to call me petty names and trash talk me to my face. But these screenshots were of a conversation between him and Nick.

As in, my friend Nick.

I was already on a call with the online friend group. G and S couldn't make it, so we weren't playing D&D, we were just chatting. So when I received these screenshots, I told them about it.

And they were just as baffled as I was.

Because Nick was encouraging Loi.

Now, it might be pertinent to mention that it was revealed previously that Loi is 19. I am a minor. So, by all means, this adult man is a pedophile.

Which means that Nick was agreeing with a pedophile.

A pedophile that stalked an harassed me for 6 months.

Backstabber.

Naturally I started crying and hung up after answering J and D's questions.

Then I texted G the screenshots and they were understandably upset. Not as much as I was, but still.

They decided to question Nick themselves. They sent him the screenshots on Discord and captioned it with, "What the hell is this?"

Nick's excuse?

"Oh my online friends pushed me into saying that."

…

WHAT THE FUCK.

Then I called Alina. And BOY!

Was she pissed.