Am I the Bad Guy?

A boy used and abused all his life has now grown into a man he never wanted to be. Forced into a state of mind where every thought is like walking a tight-rope; he becomes something he once hated. It makes him hate himself. Is this man of sin and hatred allowed to be saved? Or were the cards life dealt him determined to see pain and misery? Sinner or Saint? Is he really the Bad Guy?