Am I still yours

"Don't you think it's too late?" I looked at him who is looking into my eyes with so many words in his those 2 little fluffy eyes. He wanted to say something but I cut him off by saying, "It's been two years. It's been two years since you left me even without saying the reason. I know you didn't want to make me worried about you. I don't want to be your partner only on your happy days. I want to share your happiness, sadness, worries everything. But you didn't think of me sharing everything." Now he is looking down on the table, he is not looking at me probably he is crying or afraid to face me but why am I feeling so hurt? . . "It's been two years Eun, you didn't even try to contact me. Let me clear you something. In these two years, you have changed, I have changed, our life has changed. We can't go back to where we used to be." I don't think I can go any further. He is looking so hurt, I can feel my eyes are getting teary, my voice is going to crack. I tried to stay as straight as I can maybe I am being too much harsh toward him but I don't know why am I being like this. "You will find someone in your life who is better than me, whom you can trust, whom you can open up yourself without any hesitation. Wait for the day. Take care." After saying this I felt like an emotionless girl and I left the cafe without looking at my back and he.......... he didn't try to stop me. Is this how love is? So you are changed. Don't you?