Ch.1

Flashing lights here and there, when you step at the red carpet.

Even it's just a feet, it makes me want you more. Baby, you'll love me madly someday.

I love this job of mine taking pictures every move of yours. Not just you anyway your co-members too but i like you, your moves, your charms, even your silhouette.

So many people want to get your attention and your co-members to ask some questions about your personal lives or anything what can they ask of y'all.

I was pissed of the jostling crowd. My gaunt body can't make it out to take pictures of you and saved it to my computer.

Yes, I didn't just pass to the directors the pictures i took otherwise i saved it.

The people here are unyielding, I can't really make it out.sheesh.

"Can i pass a little? Even once, I can't take pictures because y'all are so strong like hell" i murmured but i got ignored. I growl and grab my fighting spirit to push them lightly.

I push and pushed them and WALLAA... A man who's smiling and waving to the crowd, my cold body need heat of your warm body. I just think of.

Wearing black tuxedo with necktie, white polo underneath in it, black slacks and black tuck shoes are so damn looking good for you. So spotless. So immaculate. So vibrantly, eventhough your just wearing black and white however your so appealing to my eyes.

Your compelling appearance makes my body rattled. How can you do this to me?

Even just your imagery of my phone, it makes me feel i was in a cloud nine imagining i am with you. I look to your alluring eyes, sweet lips. Oh how i wish i can connect my lips into your pretty lips.

I look back at your hazel contacted eyes and my world stops when your eyes look at my eyes but just a few and you look away immediately.

I should count how many times you caught me looking at your doe eyes but my trembling heart and soul can't.

I always wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes met mine.

However I'm just a stranger on you, emotionally. And it brokes me.

All of my thoughts about you snap out when someone aggressively pulling me back. I winced and want to smack that person but just getting distraught because I didn't even took a few captures of you and your co-members. sheesh.

I push few people away to take some photos but I was too late when you and others left the spot. Oh I'm so dead of this crap. My salary will decrease this month. This is a important event and I didn't even took a one snap with the other idols nor him. This is so frustrating!!! This won't happen again. This won't happen again. I fell like I want to shout through my lungs. What should I do now? Huh? I guess, I will face the director empty handed. I groaned and grabbed my head, looking around if there's anybody a late to come. " I hope someone is late even just a one idol who's worth to snap a photo." I waited desperately.

And luckily there was the "Queen of Red Carpet". Well many people call her that because the way she dresses, walks in the red carpet and pose is like a Queen. Some female idols admire her and she have many fans too. I admire her since.... Even "him" likes her.

When I was watching him and his co-members' show. They're asking each other on their most likely to do, whome they idolize and other things. It brokes my heart when he mentioned the name of the "Queen of the red carpet", that he like her.

Thinking of that makes me want to murder that lady, but I was joking. I'm not like that. So I scoff and holding my camera to take a snap of Shenna Lorr Soder aka the Queen of the Red Carpet. I take a snap and snap every pose she makes. She's really good of making pose. She's so gorgeous yet full of mystery.

I wonder if I made it. I stopped capturing photos of her and mesmerizing her beauty under the sunny day. I smiled " I wonder...".

Then she enters to the event. I want to enter but I still can't. I have a senior, the one will capture everything inside but i really want to enter to see him. To take a photo of him smiling, waving at their fans, drinking water [that makes him hot] and being a gentleman.

I feel like I was in a cloud nine thinking about him.

I really want to watch the event. Wait. What if I will buy ticket? Nahh already sold out. I was really gonna get one before but this director is so insane. He won't give me a free day unless I do what his told.

The director is like a dad of mine. He's the one who took care of me since then. My dad kinda left me with mom and found a new family and mom is kinda reckless but I took care of her no matter what happens. Nowadays, mom is keeping sane for me, that's what she said. She stops drinking, sometimes she smokes. I always tell her that she should stop doing that things because she will get sick and I'm afraid i will lose her just because of that.

I pack up my things to pass this photos. I was tittering nervously thinking that only a one person who I took a photo with. "This happened just for now, it won't happen again." I finished packed up my things and put the bag in my shoulder. I'm kinda tired tho, pushing and even someone grabbed me aggressively. I rolled my eyes and sigh to that. "Guess it's not my lucky day."

I was walking lazily and being careless bumping to some people. I don't care about them, I just want to take a nap. I look at my phone wallpaper which is him to energized myself. "Ha, guess you're my sunshine huh?" I put my phone on my pocket and bump into someone. "Not my lucky day" I look at the person I bumped to and froze.