1 Prologue

I had once been asked if I was willing to give up everything for my kingdom. I pondered on the question for several days. It seemed so odd to be asked that, but at the same time it was imperative I know the answer. Especially considering I was to be queen. Back then I had answered yes, thinking that was the correct answer.

Back then, the answer seemed simple. My everything only consisted of tall gray castle walls, dull and lifeless ladies in waiting, suitors who were entirely uninteresting and my kingdom. My beautiful wonderful kingdom, of silver and gold. A kingdom of knowledge and good that saw to help all who came to her for refuge. The kingdom to which I was asked to give everything.

Although my life was not perfect, and at times rather dull and boring, I kept pondering over all good within my life. There was enough good that I was ready and willing to take on all the bad just for that little bit of beautiful good. My kingdom was worth giving up balls, gowns, tea parties, tiaras, and even my freedom.

However, that changed. I was still willing to give up my riches, but now my everything also consisted of you. I'm not sure if I would have so readily answered yes if I knew that you would become my everything.

On the one hand, I would have never met you had I said no. On the other hand, I wouldn't have to risk losing my everything everyday. What an odd predicament you have presented me. What an odd and beautiful war you have waged.

In the end, I cannot take back what I have promised and vowed, but I can still dream that it can be just us for forever. But, I must wonder, how soon before that dream turns to a nightmare? For how long can I keep my promise, before I have to give up everything?