2 Chapter 1

Jaden Pov

Hello, my name is Jaden Leeson, an Alpha of the Red Luck Pack. I'm 22, and sadly I still cannot find my mate Oringnally you are supposed to meet your fated mate when you are 18yrs, but there are some cases where it comes later. I'm 6'6. I have tattoos on my robust chest and arm. I have a strong jawline and dark tan skin with blue eyes like the sky. After finding out that I still can't find a mate, many Omegas would throw themselves on me. Nonetheless, I would reject them and tell them the same thing.

"Don't rush it. Someone special is waiting for you."

Currently, I'm delighted that I don't possess a mate yet because I really can't top. Furthermore, I'm scared because this is abnormal because there has never been an alpha pair as this can change one Alpha into an omega; it is a forbidden pair. If it does happen, Alpha pairs would be killed as it is a disgrace. So although I may appear powerful and can oversee the pack, that doesn't mean I can do the same in my private life.

In my sex life, I prefer to bottom. Also, I would like to have someone I could depend on, who could protect me and care for me. I know that feeling like this is not the mindset of an Alpha. But I don't believe that it's my fault. I feel lonely.

However, if I do have an omega mate, I think I would reject them. I don't think I would be qualified to keep them by my side as I know I would not be able to keep them happy or satisfied their desires which would hurt them in the long run.

So I think it's reasonable to endure the pain of rejection now than later. Don't you think so too?

Anyhow enough about me and my lonely life. I received an invitation from the Moon Pine Pack to commemorate their sons' 18th birthday, hoping they would find their mate. Usually, I would be hesitant to go, but for the sake of my pack, I'll still go to show respect. But, strangely today, for some reason, my wolf Link looks pretty eager and urge me to go.

We arrived at Moon Pine main house and was greeted by Alpha Luke and Luna Mary. They lead us room packed with cheer and laughter, yet the guest of honour was nowhere to be found. In the middle of me attempting to look for them, I felt a particular individual watching me before seeing this individual.

My wolf began jumping up and down excitedly. A particular fragrance came to me. I smelt fresh roses and lavender, both of which were my favourite flower.

"MATE! MATE! MATE! MATE!"

I spun around a full 360° far too quickly for my liking, struggling to find them; however, they were nowhere to be found.

Due to my recklessly spinning, I slipped, which cause me to instantly closed my eyes, waiting for the impact to arrive. But it never did. Instead, I felt the same individual who was starting me, embracing me. It was warm and cosy, which made me feel safe.

My mate found him; his rose and the lavender scent made me want to stay in his bosom. But this was highly inappropriate for an alpha, particularly for an alpha of another pack. I was in the middle of debating whether I should listen to my heart or my sanity. Then, when out of nowhere, the voice from above interrupted me.

"Hey, are you going to let go of me now, or are you going to stay in my arms, not that I minded."

My eye shot open, and I quickly push myself off of him.

"I....um....well.....s.....sor...sorry.....I.....um......." me not knowing where to look, looked down at my shoes, my face heated up from embarrassment plus from mine sudden inability to form proper words and sentence.

A burst of muffled laughter was heard from above me. He waited for me to say something. I looked at his face as he instantly withdrew his hand away from his face while putting it behind his back. After composing his face, he put up a delightful grin. He slowly leans forwards, planning to listen to what I was going to say next.

Although his laughter was suppressed, it sounded sharp and delicate like honey with a slight roughness to it. Still, it made me shiver. His face gradually came forward, making me want to stroke his cheek while slowly shifting towards him.

My hand responded before I could think. It slowly reaches towards his face and caresses his cheek. His body was stiff, but I dismissed it as I was far too focused on the feeling of his face. It was smooth as a baby bum, but his beard gently pricks my fingertips as it slowly glided down. I subconsciously smile.

'He is my mate. The moon goddess has answered my prayer, implying that I don't have to hurt anyone, right...? But he is Alpha. I mean, he has to be right. Alpha's are tall. He's 6'11, still taller than me. He has a hot muscular ar face. I could tell from when he was hugging me I could feel his hard muscular chest. OMG, I would so much like to rip his clothes off if we were not in the public eye. But he could be an omega because not all omega had smooth baby skin, a small, slim and curvy body. NONONONO!!!!! I can't get my hopes up, but I want to.'

My face has a mind of its own, changing each time my mind wandered to places it should not go. in my oblivious state. I was unaware of what was going around me when suddenly some from above me gave a slight cough, cutting my opinion in the process. I looked up to face his silver eyes filled with sadness and loneliness.

'OMG, it's too much. His face was too pretty for my heart!!!!!! He would be the death of me.!!!'

When his eyes meet mine, he smiles even more than before, and something in his eyes started to spark. He opens his mouth, prepare to say something, but I mumbled a quick 'sorry' and ran away. I couldn't handle it, but I did feel guilty leaving him there as if I've abandoned him. I could see puppy ears and tail lowered by his side a bit. Due to feeling bad, I glance behind me. I hesitated to return to his side.

His face was too handsome, his eyes were so beautiful, and his voice, let me tell you if he had said anything, my knee would have collapsed, trust me, I would have been whimpering at his feet, not caring who saw me or more like unaware of the people around as if we were the only two people left in the world.