3 suicide may be easy

I was looking like a person who was thrown out of her own house. my brown hair which were up to my lower back were hanging out in all ways in a messy way my grey eyes looked like I had a disease and I am still ill my white skin had become a pale white there was a big blue patch on my stomach and a red big mark on my neck which was not healed. looking down I hobbled down the bed sitting with lara just stroked my head comforting me when the door banged open suddenly and in came Josh looking down at me with a loathing expression he spoke " lara you should get out now" standing bolt right up she gave me a apologetic look and stormed away even she was afraid of him but I wasn't as soon as she left I started yelling at him "how dare you, you scum I hate you,you spoiled my whole life" and I eventually started strong looking at me laughing he said "this is nothing, you are not allowed to go anywhere no one will visit you not even me let's see how many days you survive without anyone like my sister " oh no he never forgot about it " we never knew it was her Josh she was already hurt " I pleaded him " no, i have had enough,mate or no mate I don't care " but I knew he cared so pleading him again I told him " listen when your pack was attacked we didn't knew she had rogue smell all over her and she was cracked she killed my mother thinking she was a enemy we killed her " but laughing loudly he grabbed my chin and murmured " let's see if you get cracked up or not " smirking he left the room.

days passed no one visited me the black blue patches were all over my stomach I couldn't even move to eat my food all the hope was sucked through me not even my mate came only waves of pain hit me. it was almost a week their was no one in my room I wasn't going to live this life this way, killing myself was the only option left for me getting up I saw the yesterday lunch and dinner plate still. my wolf Angel was also weak due to her mates betrayal she had also left me alone betraying me not even speaking to me so going into the bathroom I saw the blade kept on the mirror taking it and not even thinking once I slide it on my wrist three times as the blood started to flowing I mindlinked Josh "suicide may be easy " and I lost my consciousness, as I fell my head hit something hard and with a thud I became unconscious.

Josh pov

ah they all have telling the same lie I thought to myself my wolf rave was angry with me because of the fucking mate. sitting in my office it was almost a week when I last met her as I was thinking someone opened the door and In came Nick frowning at me he directly opened his mouth " dude even lara said the same thing,it must be truth what would have you done, if your mom was attacked think it again " sighing in anger he sat in one of the chairs he was better mate than me as he was trying to persuade lara to tell him everything about the incident but she was so hellbent not even speaking to him that he had to use his beta voice at last and today she opened her mouth. as we were having conversation of to meet my mate or not one of the guards came " alpha luna is not eating from yesterday we even have been hearing her screams " nodding at them I looked at Nick he was looking at me with incredulity on his face and then I heard her voice in my head the first time she mindlinked us "suicide may be easy."