2 01 reunion

Time passed by and I still kept thinking about that dream...no... to be exact that potential past...

You know why it's potential?... because I didn't confessed to him... that dream happened night before our graduation and I chickened out.

I'm such a coward...

And now that i'm working, keeping myself busy. never have I thought...I would see him again...

Jing...An...

He...seemed so different from the past.

He used to be so boyish that gives a youthful and sporty vibe but now...he excludes this mature like phermone making all head turns and eyes on him.

This reunion party...

I shouldn't have come...

from this long distance, I can still smell his phermones as if inviting me to come closer to him...as if luring and trapping me as his prey.

"Ru yan?"

"huh? ah, oh.... m-maybe I should go now I think I'm a bit drunk already and I still have work tomorrow..."

I could feel my fingers shivering from the pheromones around me.... the mix of the alphas and omegas...

It was sickening...

I miss the days of when I couldn't smell nor feel it... never knew it would be this suffocating...

just as i was supposed to stand up and grab my bag to leave I felt a prescence looming behind me. a hand pressured my shoulder and a deep voice spoke my name.

"Ru yan"

oh no....

"o-oh...J-jing An you were here? i didn't saw you at all...haha..."

my fingers gripped my bag as i feel my body heating up. he's doing it on purpose. he's leaking his phermones on purpose ... specially around me...

he stared at me quietly before smiling and saying to me. "are you going now?"

"what? ah yeah..."

"should i drive you?"

"no need! no need!"

i felt panicked when he told me that he would drive me home. i could feel that something seems to be wrong. his gaze... it's not the same anymore... he used to have a very gentle and warm gaze but now...it feels like the warm gaze would turned you into fire and plunge you into the danger.

"there's no need to be that formal aren't we friends?"

"o-okay... "

i could not say no...

he smiled to me as he turned around giving his farewell to others as we approach to the exit door.

"you're both leaving already!? it's not even midnight yet!"

"no, we...i need to go back now I still have work tomorrow"

"oh...well...if you say so"

Jing An held my hand and to me it was as if saving me, pulling me out of this butcher like place till we reached the car parking.

I could only stare our hands holding each other as we walk out going to the car of Jing An.

"Jing an-"

"Ru yan, get in"

he cut me off before i could refuse his offer of giving me a ride. with no choice i went into his car feeling uncomfortable just with the thought of being with him within the closed space.

after closing the door for me, he went to the other side of the car to start the car. noticing that I wasn't able to buckle my sit appropriately he leaned on to me fixing it.

With him being this close to me, I couldn't help but let out my pheromone.

"Ru Yan... are you not marked yet?"

"ah? no... I didn't had the time to find someone"

"... is that so"

after fixing the buckle he slid his fingers against my waist making me tremble. when I looked up to him I saw his eyes narrowing as it deepens, holding the darkness within them.

as we were driving i started to talk to him and we chatted. I ask, he answers but then if not for this reckless mouth of mine.

"how are you with senior Su Rin?"

he stilled and stared at his hands that are on the wheels before speaking.

"we broke up..."

"what? but i thought you like her a lot?"

"hmm...maybe?"

"maybe???"

what in seven ring of hell is this man saying???

"she kept asking me if I really love her and kept doubting me"

"why would she...unless you really are cheating on her?"

"i wasn't..."

then he looked at me before continuing...

"i wasn't but...it seems i love someone that isn't her"

i was flabbergasted by his answer...was he really like this when we were always together? cheating? with other friends? doesn't seem so...i mean he was a loyal friend....

"I ...I see..."

"So?...you're pursuing the one you love now?"

"Depends..."

"Depends?"

on what?

"Ru yan, I have something at home that you left before"

"there was?"

"can you come home with me?"

"... hmm... can't you just send it to me? "

" I don't know where to send it "

" I still have the same address-ah! I'll give you my business card so you know where I work too "

" there's a company that accepted you? "

" I said I'm irregular and that I used to be a beta "

"..."

" I mean it's not like I'm any omega that gets their heat regularly. Although I'm irregular for the past few years My heat never came and my pheromones never got out of control... except that last time... "