2 My Best Friend

'My feelings for him were so strong that I forgot to live my life as my own'

Y/N's POV

" Hey Y/N you're needed on that table" my colleague, my friend Bless said

Dropping the trash in the trash bin I sigh. How much more do I need to suffer, I can't even do my studies & homework because of all these part time jobs.

Ugh why the hell I am so obsessed with him that I bought so expensive gift for him

" Oh yeah, I am coming Bless "I said getting my fighting spirit up

You can do this, for him ~

~ Flashback ~

" Yeah and where should we start first, what does he wants for his coming birthday ??"Bless asked ending her call and putting her phone inside her purse.

" He is so weird type of a person he doesn't say it aloud but I know he wants a guitar for recording his new song, I know him too well even more than him. Last time we went to shopping he was staring at this one guitar like a kid stare his toy but it's too expensive for him to buy, it was of $300" I said remembering that cute moment

" Ohh~ Y/N then isn't it expensive for you too, to win him" Bless says teasing me and continuously elbowing me from her side

A blush came up to my face

" Yeah!! we're just friends and moreover he is my childhood friend I just want to gift him a memorable 18th birthday gift and I have money saved for my tuition classes and I can pay in installment too" I said reassuring bless

" No way, don't tell me you're going to use that money it was saved by you for attending tuition to take SAT exams and you can't do that how will you pay for that, you haven't done any part time job for many months, you don't need to do this " Bless said worrying about her friend

" I know but there isn't much I did for him, he did so much for me and I can't repay him for that atleast I can help him achieve his dream" I said brightening the situation

" O-Okay but let me help you pay your debt, don't forget we're best partners in crime" Bless said

" B-but-"

" No buts just do as I say or I'll tell him about you doing all this for him and then you can imagine what will happen" Bless says now with a smirk plastered on her face

" Hmm ok but you'll only pay one-fourth of the amount, I can't let you pay more than this" I said stating my point seriously

" Ok fine by me, now let's get it " Bless says

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After buying the guitar

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" Hey I want to ask you something Y/N " Bless asks

" Hmm, go ahead " I said relaxing my left shoulder that was handling guitar .

" You says you want him to live his dream but what about you?? What are you gonna do about it ??" Bless asks looking concern

~ Flashback ends ~

I still don't know what am I going to do in future, till now I only live his dream as my own, I learn music for him secretly and dance from my mentor but it's all to support him, right?

~ You tell me JEON JUNGKOOK why am I like this around you ~