Mom...

Before reading this part go to Spotify or any other music app and put on the song - Cross me by Ed Sheeran!!! Believe me, you'll love it.

'Unaware of the truth you blame me, hit me, it hurts like hell but still you think only you're hurt, it breaks my heart to see you like this, I try to comfort you but you won't mind cuz you only want him.'

'Don't worry I am coming Mum, don't lose the fighting wait for me'

*Flashback*

"Hello....hello!!! Mum, you better have something important to say or else I-" I said feeling my anger get the best of me.

"Y-Y/N!!!" *cries* U-Unnie s-she did it again & blood-"The caller's voice cracks to make words that I know very well is my favourite So Rim Aunt.

I got more worried than I was before now, why is aunt calling from mum's phone and what's with mum and blood and just then the realisation came to me mum and blood have only one connection.

AH!! what did she do this time I facepalm myself inside my mind

Hey, stop facepalming me, yeah what else she did it again

"huh!! Aunt, ok calm down first, breathe in and out first *I sighed* Now tell me"I told her trying to sound as brave as I can to encourage her.

"Y/N y-your m-mum *sobs* s-she cut herself again and this time she overdosed herself too *hiccup*, I came back from leaving Min jun and Ari at Jun soo's house and this all happened in the meantime" she finished and I hear the sirens voice from the other side of the phone.

What did she do

It was like lightning struck me, I was stunned and drops the phone"H-Hello!? Y/N" Aunt asked in a panicked tone

I quickly pick up the phone only to see its screen is broken. The call was still on.

There goes my new phone I still had to pay its instalment money.

* Flashback ended*

That's when I noticed the situation around me was silent it was like something dead. Everyone got silent and when I looked up to them, it's like something strike at them, they went to their works in their respective rooms. Taehyung Oppa calls for hoseok Oppa, bless and saumya to go play in his room. Jin Oppa and Namjoon opp went to the kitchen and Yoongi Oppa went to his room most likely to sleep. I narrowed my eyes to them. They always do these. I was all alone with Jimin Oppa now.

"Y-yea I am here Aunt, listen I want u to calm down first, now tell me did u call for the ambulance?? and what about min Jun and ari??"I asked Aunt while rushing out of the door, I noticed someone following me from behind it was, Jimin Oppa.

Did I mention I was a fast runner?

You did dumpster, why boring our readers with your stupid talks

Shut up

"I did and we're on the way to the hospital and yea they both are still at jun soo's house I called his mum and told her to let them stay for the night there,*I can sense from her tone that it was a severe case this time* Y/N *cries* sorry I didn't take good care of Hani, she was all good until noon b-but IDK w-what h-happened *cries* Y/N come fast it's 'Hangeul hospital' we're heading at, "Aunt says sobbing and hanging up

" No, It's not your fault aunt, you did a lot for her, if she had been well, she would be too proud to have a sister like you, I am coming there right now," I said hanging up. Tears sliding down my eyes without my knowing. I spaced out thinking of all the possibilities that can happen to her.

"Y/N is everything all right??, Why are u crying??"Jimin Oppa asked me hurriedly catching up with me and waking me up from spacing out.

I am always thankful to Jimin Oppa he always helps me and the only person who knows what my mum did earlier.

And you didn't even bother to tell Jungkook about it, huh!! Do you even love him or you like Jimin Oppa.

Shut up, will you? He knows cuz he meets her at the hospital accidentally. Don't you know yourself that I love Jungkook too much to make him worried about these things, he got problems of his own too.

"J-Jimin Oppa *cries* my m-mum s-she attempted suicide again a-and t-this time it's severe," I said with falling on my knees and crying.

*Jimin bend down to the level of Y/N *

"H-hey it'll be alright *Jimin wipes the tears from Y/N's face gently with the help of his hands*, see they must be heading towards the hospital and about jun and Ari they don't need to know, now get up and let's get u to the hospital I'll drive * Jimin says grimacing and showing off his new car keys*, ya!!! where's that rebellious Y/n, huh??"*Jimin says trying to encourage Y/n's mood*

" Offies!!! seriously *rolls eyes dramatically* Oppa stop it, it's not the time to joke around" Y/n said wiping her face and getting up.

"But yea you're right I can't be weak now I need to be strong, at least for Jun and Ari, Let's get going, I'll tell u the address on the way, "Y/N said gaining her posture straight and walking towards the Lift Jimin following behind.

*Inside lift*

"And Oppa!!!"I said fidgeting with my hoodie's end.

"yea Y/n??" *Jimin answered quick to that and looked at my eyes with hope in his

I shyly blushed a little looking at them and then move my gaze away he did the same.

There the eyes locked. You can't lie to yourself.

Shut- ok I am not gonna say it anymore

"Thanks a lot once again for cheering me up, Idk how to pay you back for last time and this time too, maybe I can take you out to dine someday, "I said trying to make some talk in this awkward silent situation

"Y/N mention not, you're friends with Jk our beloved maknae that makes you a family too and about that dine thing *Jimin smirk* I will get to choose the place no matter if it's expensive or not, by the way, it'll be our first date that way, "Jimin Oppa says with that famous handsome smile plastered on his face

"It's no-

Damn now he thinks it's a date, you're leading great, wow.

*Ding*

Before I get to say anything we reach the parking lot and as if Jimin Oppa knew what I am gonna say he didn't let me finish and went out of the lift leaving me behind and sits in his car.

The drive to the hospital was silent nor did I had the strength to talk anything because of all the pain I was feeling at the moment neither did Oppa tried to make things worst for me.

We reached the hospital that was this big like you may see in those kdramas and the hospital overshadowing some 1 or 2 ambulances parked in the parking lot. To tell you the truth I was mesmerized by the beauty in front of me.

Ah uh looks like it's a busy day today

Shut it

Why should I always shut ?? I am you

"Y/N??, Y/N!!!" Jimin Oppa calls out for me he shouts a little.

I got out of my stance and look at him, snorting to see me all out of it. I raise my brows at him and he stops snorting.

"Yeah??" I said most likely questioned him

"You should go ahead, I will go park the car in the parking lot, "Jimin Oppa said controlling himself from laughing.

" Ah, yea I should," I said but just as I was gonna open the door Jimin Oppa got out of his car seat and came to my side to open my car door.

Aww he is such a gentleman

I agree

So you finally agree on something with me

Ah, shut up!!!

"M'lady, allow me," He said opening the door and offered his left hand for me to hold, I quickly took it grinning like a kid.

Stop grinning like a maniac and snap out of it he'll think you're crazy somehow.

Ah, I guess told you to shut up.

Just then another ambulance came in, people started rushing and two hospital workers coming with a stretcher. That's when it struck me, mom!!!

"Oppa I should go inside, thanks for giving me a ride but I guess I should be the only one to be with her right now, I am so sorry," I said feeling apoplectic to him

He tried to say something but he stopped and nodding he smiled. He gently tapped my head a little still smiling his famous mochi smile. It makes his eyes squinch up to the point where he can barely see, and you can see the happiness pure on his face.

Ah did you see that smile, many girls die for that one

A blush came over my face and I move my gaze to the hospital staffs who are now taking the patient covered in red blood inside in a stretcher to distract myself. It doesn't disgust me but thinking of my mother's condition clicks on my mind.

"It's Alright y/n I understand, but if you need a ride home call me anytime," He said going back to his car.

I bid my byes to him as he waves a little to me from inside his still smiling, he goes off towards the exit and disappears from my view.

Sighs you should have let him stay for accompanying you

Can you please shut up!!!

Guess I shouted a lot loud that all the other people who were outside were looking at me like I am crazy or somewhat.

"Sorry" bowed a little apologising to them all, people started rushing doing whatever they were doing

What's with these people

I turn over and rush inside.

The hospital was looking too busy. It was big and like a mall, it got 3 or 4 floors with glass made escalators. God!! The owner must be very rich. I wonder why the aunt chooses this one out of all the cheap ones. People in light blue and white clothes were rushing here and there even if it was just a reception.

The receptionists were looking all tired and one was slightly massaging her shoulders and another one was talking to the phone, so it left me with the third one she looks like she's a part-time here and a college student, I would be lying if I said she isn't pretty she was really beautiful with big beautiful brown eyes and big eyelashes, perfectly matching her face and body, who was looking all nervous and trying to observe people. Guess she's new here and I decided to ask her and help her to attend her first person.

Let's go ask her

Yea yea I know what to do stop telling me what to do, can you

I can't I am your subconscious, it's my job

Ok ok but can you for a bit shut it, I got a lot to do here

Yea I know it, it's "we" we are one

Whatever I whispered rolling my eyes.

I walk to the third receptionist and she smiled at me nervously seeing me.

"Y-Yes?? H-how can I help you??" she said continue to smile nervously.

It's weird why is she so nervous while talking too. Ok don't judge you dumb tart, you just need to know where mum is.

"Hey!!! Hyunyi do your job properly, will you?? Do you wanna get fired on your first day" that the first nurse said slightly shouting at her, she was looking like she's in her thirties and the amount of makeup she had makes me wanna compliment her saying she's looking like a joker

The third nurse nods, gulping nervously and after IDK what mumbling something to herself, she stands firmly and smiles again at me. I give her an assuring smile and nods at her.

" May I know where Mrs.song is??" I ask her gently

She nods and looked down to her computer, typing and moving the mouse here and there for some time and after like 2-3 minutes, she smiled looking at the screen her eyes shining. She looks gorgeous.

"Ah got it" she mumbled but I heard her.

"Mrs Song had recently shifted to ICU after her operation, you see this yellow lane, go straight you will get to the lift, go to 2-floor room no.123, you will get to meet her," she said some hint of sadness in her voice while saying all that to me but she still gives me a little smile.

"Thank you, for the help ms- *I look at her name batch, it read jun Hyun Yi* Unnie," I said giving my warmest smile at her and bowing a little.

She was shocked at first about what I called her but then she bowed to me too as an act of respect.

ICU?? Is she in a coma?? I swear to god if she did go to coma then-

Then what will you do?? It's not like you can stop her every time she did all these things to herself, last time and this time too.

To tell you the truth Idk, she's like this since dad left. I *sighs*

Let's first see her, can we??

As you wish

I walked towards the lift through the yellow lane now.

*reaching the room*

I stopped at the door, looking inside the room from the small view in the window. There she lies, the person who brought me to this world, who stops loving me after he left us all, with all the wires and IV's attached to her pale body and still unconscious. Her room was wide, with all the air refresher and machines working on her side. I feel like crying again, my heart was breaking seeing the view in front of me. The only thing I want to do is cry in my mother's lap but she's not here instead of lying inside like a dead person.

It'll be alright, you need to be strong

I know but s-she, w-what about me

I understand but think of your siblings and what about the aunt, she's doing a lot for you four out of greed. You should stay strong for all of them like you did till now, believe in yourself and me

Yess thanks a lot subconscious, I am grateful you understand me and I am not alone, I smiled thinking at that.

"Y/N?? Omg!!! Is that you?? You came" Aunt said standing in the hallway all shocked and slightly trembling and the tears in her eyes, might be cuz of what happened with mom.

She was wearing a white blouse and jeans but the white blouse wasn't white but it was covered with red blood and her brown hairs are all messed up, and in her hands, she's holding some wrapped up medicine in envelopes. She rushes towards me and hugged me instantly.

"A-Aunt!!! m-mum s-she" I said pointing towards mum's room while now hugging aunt a little harder.

"It'll be all fine, she will wake up. She has to for us all", aunt said gently rubbing my back to comfort me. At this I couldn't stop myself from crying, I started crying and cried all my eyes out. Aunt keeps on patting my back and helps me accompany crying too.

My M-mum had gone to Coma...and the doctor told us to keep hope only. There's the only 25%chance of her waking up. I was sitting there like a half-dead person.

Just when my phone's notification rings and there came the call of that person

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Hope you like this chapter and do listen to the song cross me by Ed Sheeran while reading this part, it's one of my favourites. so put on n your headphones and read this part. That's how y/n's attitude be like in normal times. These lyrics just matches her perfectly. Just know she's a real badass for the person she loves, she can do anything for him.

I am very much sorry for not uploading earlier, I was out of the story's idea and on top of that I had all the continuous exams going on *sighs* I know I promised to upload in Christmas and I didn't keep it, and you can very much likely to not believe me but give this chapter a try. I will upload more often to make it up to you all.🙏😅

Hope you all are safe and sound, I know the conditions there are worst because of corona but if we stay at home, we have life.

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