5 leaving and at the dorm

As Alexander and John are at the door about to leave Mr.Washington stoped them from leaveing seeing Alexander like this set off red flags "is he ok" says Washington looking at Alexander "yha he is just tired and stressed I am just going to take him to the dorm for a bit" says John "ok just be careful" says Washington "we will" says John as the two of them leave the school. they get back to there dorm and Alexander is still kinda freaking out if is on and off ot this point but as the day went on the skys got darker the rain hit harder the thunder louder the lightening more shocking then befor Alexander trying to hold himself together but can't he loses it again but you can hear what he is mumbling " no no... the water rising... help i-I cant move... I'm stuck and the waters rising I don't want to die...no no no... I need to get to higher ground bit I'm stuck I can't move... help me please" this is what Alexander is mumbling over and over again thoughs words over and over and there is one other come word "hurricane" John dosent exactly know what happened but he did connected to dots enough to realize that he was in a hurricane once and something happened during it Alexander then mumbled "I-I can hear them all dieing i-I-I dont want to hear them J-john please help me I-I don't want to live through this again" Alexander says this but he is still almost just a shell of a person at the moment with no control of his mouth or his body this is one of his flight reflexes were he is in an autopilot like state that is built out of fear John pulls Alexander in to him Alexander's head on Laurens's chest listening to his heart seemed to calm him a little not a lot but some "shhh Alex I'm here your ok there is no water rising you are fine this will all be over soon" John says in an attempt to calm Alexander this drags through most of the day Alexander still not really there but is definitely more calm Lafayette comes in his deep brown eyes and muscular body but not to muscular his low cut tank top and his tight jeans but despite him looking so masculine he still looks feminine in a odd way when Laff came in he saw the two of them and instantly thought " I ship it" but he pushes that thought away and asked "did you get him to calm down" "yha a little he still is mumbling about stuff a2nf is totally out of it but he isn't about to hyperventilate so I guess that is good" says John as he looks down at Alexander and je is still crying and he kinda looks like a child in the since of how he is cuddled up John he looks as tho he might cry himself to sleep he looks exhausted but he also is to scared to sleep so he might not fall asleep untill the storm passes. After about two hours Laff leaves the dorm the storm dosent look as though it is going to die down any time soon a few more hours later and the storm starts to clear up a bit and Alexander comes back to reality and he just stays in Johns arms for a few more minutes and then he sat up and he looked ashamed of himself he looked so mad at himself that he couldn't stop crying "Alex can you tell me what happened" says John grabimg Alexander's hands that were clutched on his legs "it was nothing I promise" Alexander says as he struggled to stay awake " if it was nothing then you wouldn't be crying you would have been crying for several hours without stopping" says John as he looks at Alexander and as John looks deep in to Alexander's ocean blue eyes he falls deeper and deeper in love with him and John pushes all of the gay thoughts out of his head and looks at Alexander "ok fine ill tell you but only if you dont tell any one else about anything that happened today" says Alexander still struggling to stay awake "ok but it is a little to late for that but it was only Hurc and Laff and I only did it cuz I was starting to panic and I didnt know what to do" says John being completely honest with Alexander " there ok I guess. when I was 15 there was a huge hurricane that devastated the island o come from and my house colapst on top of me and I was stuck for an hour befor the water started rising and that is the last thing I remember other then everyone else around me screaming because they were dieing but the rest I was told by my cousin they found me right befor I died the water had come over my head and by the time they got to me everyone that new me thought I was died untill I sat up confused and in a panic and ever since then storms have always freaked me out it reminds me of every little detail at first I can tell it is fake but after a few seconds or begins to feel to really it feels exactly like what it felt like from my house crushing me to the temperature of the water there was one time were I past out do to lack of air cuz I had held my breath so I didn't die"says Alexander you can tell that after getting all of that office his chest he feels so much better and he stops crying and falls asleep John had recorded the explanation and sent it to Hurc and Laff do Alex didn't have to explain it again and John thinks he deleted it but he might not have you will have to find out later (this ended like an anime lol).