1 chapter 1:the dark beginning

I always thought that life is a blank canvas. A canvas that you're in charge of how you create your life, but in my existence. Only a pure shaded of black paint was covered in a white page. I thought it should be the end of it, It's the edge of my story and there's no moment I would ever see the beauty in my life ever again. But in a black world, where I choose to suffocate myself, a sudden stranger walk up with a bucket full of colorful paint unexpectedly ripples and splash it over my shady canvas. Cause every time I feel everything has come to an end, made me realize it's just the beginning of my agony love