40 The discouragement of a miserable god

I created you, then because you deny me?

When I was born the world was already chaos, gods flew everywhere unbridled, the world could not stand all that energy wandering through it without any curb so he asked me for help.

I, the one blessed by the planet, was in charge of sealing all clots of formless energy and converting them to something that the planet itself recognizes, I was gaining more and more power and becoming more and more powerful.

I was finally strong enough to be able to eliminate even the four primordial ones and then I put my plan into action first I banished all the gods to the heavens or to the underworld.

Then I converted all of the divine energy into mana and fused it into my body then used it to create living, human beings, then I created common animals and finally I had no mana.

The planet that went through all this was almost powerless to provide all the assistance I needed so we both became weak and vulnerable and he came, into formless, the existence thereby assimilated the planet.

The planet wanted to fight, but for that it took its energy back, something that was with me, it wanted to absorb me and finally to make a last fight, but I escaped, and I let it be assimilated.

Centuries later when I returned, my lifemate had disappeared and in its place a robot was administering everything, my humans were now human of him, my unlimited power was gone.

I thought I would be welcomed and worshiped by you humans, but I was mistaken, I was considered evil, the corrupter, the creator of monsters, even those who followed me were hunted and taxed from fallen.

Why, you are made of my being, my blood is your mana and my flesh your existence, so why do you deny me?

In fury I created an army to sweep the earth and even that i was not able, the beasts are irrational and disorderly, very few of them become sentient after evolution, even so I still have not given up.

First I went after the most powerful beings on earth as a demon tried each one, and only two fell into my temptations, a futile human who wanted power to rule the world.

And an elf priestess who fell into darkness and disgrace, both transcendent, both said they would help in my cause of fighting that "thing", but before i realized, both were dead.

The human succumbed to his desire and tried to dominate the force a land protected by another transcendent and died, a useless without future, the elf on the other hand, was powerful and knew demonic arts.

But she gave up her life, and all this only because of a daughter who was born dead, drug of elfs, as I hate one of my sisters who created them.

I felt desperate, the centuries passed, the era changed and the system only became more powerful and assimilated other planets, and me?, I just weakened, my state of soul is not infinite, just very durable.

I once again tried those I thought powerful and unfortunately they were too powerful, ah brother, what's the great thing about giving intelligence to a brute with horns in his head?

Or give the wit to a woman with wings on her back, my only mistake was not realizing that both were created in a special way, with something I thought I'd banished, divine power.

Both more powerful than I can control, both laughing at my pathetic existence, so I decided, if I can not take my planet back I'll create one out of nowhere and rebuild my body to finally kill everyone.

And so I did, for almost all my energy I created a small garden and cultivated my plantations there, I gave the power to control souls to one of them at random and waited, for generations I waited, and finally appeared, a powerful enough to help me.

But even this ant did not fall on my charms so I killed it and waited for the next one and as soon as it was born I fed it, made it the deadly beast that I need, and it fulfilled and followed me to its end.

Of course his death was planned, he alone was not enough I needed something more, from a pure soul to become my slave and do my will, again I returned to my home planet and I looked for him.

I quickly found him, he was an expert, master of the arcane arts as many call him, but that's when I realized a native would not serve, he had to be someone from the outside so I again waited.

The body of my former follower as well as his memories I preserved, the world I froze, everything was part of the plan, and for another 3 decades I waited until he appeared.

A traveler, one who did not understand this world, one who would not disappoint me, he was juicy but very dumb, even the magic he did not learn so I had to give him the opportunity to experience magic with his own hands.

The magic, all of the magic I made him experience in his false world, after he left and returned to the real, I intervened in his transfer and brought him to a place where he had a familiar person.

Finally he learned magic, I again spent my little energy to interfere with what he receives, different things lead to different choices, but even I was not in control of everything.

Because he has gained so much divine protection ?, will he be my old companion trying to thwart my plans? With so many divine items in his possession, I would not be able to interfere directly in his life so I let him use power at will.

And I waited, I'm good at it, and when he was in his weakest moment I finally had my chance, strong emotions like hate, sadness and guilt, was all I lacked, hahahahahaha with that I successfully had my own toy.