53 53. “Tell me…”

Shawn

I can't even think of the last time I got a death threat. Like I said before, I am used to all this. I used to get threats from people I know, from people who hate my position, and from people who can't even think of the reason why they hate me. I am used to all this and I never once fear for my life. 

Why would I? 

I know very well that death is inevitable. It's the one thing we can't escape no matter how rich or poor we become. In death, everyone is the same. I know for sure that one way or another, someone will just shoot me in the head and I'm ready for anything that comes in my way. 

But not now. 

Life becomes different since I met Agatha. 

I had more reason to live, now that she's having my baby. I never felt afraid for my life before but I am fucking scared now because, at the back of my mind, I can't die.